sorry for giving you my venom

Gerard's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night to jade sleeping. I tried going back to sleep then I heard a moan. I looked up to see jade sleep talking. "Ohhhh ger-ohhh-ard" she moaned. I felt a smirk form on my face as my pants became tighter in the crotch area. I look down to see I have a hard on. Shit. I look around to see something to make it go down. I decide to just go in the bathroom and make it go down the old fashion way. Masturbate. I go into the bathroom and shut and lock the door. I pull down my pants and boxers and come face to face with my erection. I put my hand on my cock and start to stoke it when jade appears in my mind. I know its wrong but it feels so right. When I cum in my hand I end up screeching jades name.

I flush my product of my orgasm down the toilet and open the door. I look to see that its twelve pm. I look to see that jade woke up. I look at her up and down and see the wet spot on her jeans. "Exciting dream huh?" I said. She is blushing crimson red. "Uhm...yeah." she said. "Um jade? I have to talk to you." I say. "Its about...your cutting." I said as her face drained of color. "What about it?" She asked. "Why do you do it?" I said with concern. "Sit down." She said. I sat down as she started to talk. "It all started when I was seven.my mom use to do bad things. She would do drugs and then sell me off to a random man for a few days. When I would get home she would tell me how much of a whore I am and how she should have aborted me. Then I was bullied so much. People would tell me to just go kill myself already. And that if I killed myself they would have a party. Then in eighth grade my mom just left. I haven't seen her since. I have been living on my own ever since then."

I looked up to see her crying. I gave her a hug and said "its Ok. Its Ok."

Anthat's why I cut.I pulled up her sleeve and kissed her scars. "Its Ok.I'm here. They can't hurt you anymore. I won't let them." She looked up and her beautiful bright blue eyes met with mine. "I love you jade" I said.

Notes

Please don't hate me for not updating. I'm really sorry its so short but thank you so much for reading.