sorry for giving you my venom

~~JADES POV~~
omg.omg.OMG.he...he just kissed me. WILLINGLY. the kiss was really long. I put my hands around his neck while he put his on my waist. I pulled away from the kiss and ran into the bathroom.i shut the door and got out my blades.oh. if you don't know by now, im a cutter.if im sad I cut if im mad I cut if im nervous I cut.i got out my blades and thought why an I such a fuck up?!I fuck everything up! Its my fault I get beat up at school! its my fault my mom left and I have no one so I live by myself! its my fault I got raped! ITS MY FAULT. EVERYTHING.i started to cry quietly as I heard a knock on the door. "jade are you ok?" he said. "oh yea. im fine.its just I.. uh..have to use the bathroom!" I said through the door. I took the blade as I was crying and slid it across my skin.
one cut
two cuts
three cuts
four cuts
five cuts
I stopped at five. I put the blades up and wiped off my tears and unlocked the door but first I flushed the toilet to make it seem I got done using the bathroom. I opened the door to see gerard standing there. FUCK. I FORGOT TO WASH OFF THE BLOOD FROM MY ARM.SHIT FUCKER FUCKING FUCK. he looked down at my arms as he held my hand.
"jade?" he said. I stared at the ground with a tear running down my face. he wiped my tear and brought me into the bathroom.he shut the door and started running water. "what are you doing?" I asked. "helping you." he said.

~~GERARDS POV~~
as we got done washing her cuts I asked her "why jade?" she then told me all about how she gets beat up all the time at school and how her mom left for some guy and she lives on her own. she also told me that she was raped.when she said she had been raped I immediately hugged her. she hugged back as she sobbed into my shoulder.i then said lets forget about it and finish the movie. she then agreed as we pressed play. soon we fell asleep on the couch with her all snuggled up in my chest and my arms wrapped around her.i decided to fall asleep also and as I closed my eyes I realized what just happened. I have fallen in love with her.as I closed my eyes I let darkness overcome me. soon enough I was asleep.

Notes

I know im sooooooo sorry its really short btw SHOUTOUT TO MY BEST FREIND (PRACTICALLY SISTER) SHARA!!!! DONT WORRY GURL U WILL BE IN MORE CHAPTERS!!!!I MIGHT EVEN HAVE A STORYLINE FOR U GURL