sorry for giving you my venom

Hey guise. So I sorta want to update this story so that it will be on wattpad and here. tell me what you think in the comments.

Oh and @Another_Reckless_Killjoy. Thank you. so so so so much. your words were very inspiring. thank you.

and whale. guise. I'm very proud to say that I am 89 days clean. almost 100! no more cutting or throwing up. or suicide attempts. I got hospitalized though. BUT IT WASNT BECAUSE OF THE CUTTING.

I SHIT YOU NOT, I WAS PUT INTO A PSYCH WARD FOR 2 MONTHS BECAUSE I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SO MUCH. my mom is the one who put me in there. She said shes tired of hearing about it that she wanted me brainwashed out of it. soooooo....yeah. it was funny because everyday I would walk down the hall into the dining area and they would talk to me one on one for 5 hours! the topic you ask? My chem. they would say bad things about them like....frank is a horrible person. and shit like that. there was this one time where the BHT
(Behavior Health Therapist) said gerard was gay.

to which i sassily responded: "OMY FUCKING GOD I FUCKING HOPE SO. ESPECIALLY WITH FRANK. OH GOD I WONDER IF FRANK OR GERARD TOPS WHEN THEY ARE HAVING GAY BUTTSECKS. OR IF THEY TAKE TURNS. I CANT FIGURE IT OUT." and I got booty juiced....(booty juice is the stuff they have to inject into your butt cheek to make you go to sleep) so....yeah. but they let me update my stories on wattpad on there. they let me because writing was "a coping skill" But I didnt let them know what I was writing about. cx they would have gone ape shit. so yeah. luckily i got to update but im still here. i still want to write on here. and i sorta want to do a collaboration.

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sooo. yeah..