"Promise you will call me!" My mom exclaims. "Don't worry mom. I promise." It has been very tearful for her and my shirt is drenched. I haven't really been concentrating on the goodbyes. I was thinking about what Frank had showed me. Its true. He really did cut himself as a teen. I thought it was just a way to make stories. Gerard seems to see me in deep concentration, but doesn't call me out on it. When I leave the apartment, I am overjoyed. I am free! A new life! We pile into the car and Frank seemed to forget the episode that happened, because he just starts asking me questions about me. "What do you like to do? Besides sing." "Well, I like to listen to music. I also like to read and write. Maybe even draw sometimes. Oh I also like to dance, but I suck at it." I laugh." "Tell me more about you." Gerard says. "Well, I don't take anyones shit, I am very self conscious. Oh and I am the craziest person you will ever meet." They all laugh and I just snuggle into the seat. Frank seems to know where I am ticklish, so he tickles me and I start squirming and screaming my head off. I should have told them that I attack, because I punch Frank in the face. He stops and yelps. Did I actually hurt him? He flashes me a smart ass smirk and says, "That actually hurt! You are one tough little bitch!" I smile and whisper, "Sorry. Should have told you I attack as a reflex." ************************************************* Four hours and a stop for fast good later, we show up at who I think is Gerards house. We go inside and he shows me to a guest room. There is one bed and there is a dresser and a desk. There is a small computer on it that is black. I leap onto the bed and throw my bags at the dresser. Ray must have finally thawed out, because he comes over and jumps on the bed too. He tickles me where Frank had earlier and I try to punch him. Everyone is prepared because Mikey and Frank hold my arms and legs down and let Ray tickle me. I am laughing my head off, but Ray goes down a little to far down my stomach. That's when I start freaking out. They start to sense my sudden changing mood and let me go. Gerard comes over and asks, "What happened? What's wrong?" I just shake my head and say, "Can I just be alone please?" He mods and motions for them to leave. Before he closes the door, he looks back at me with worry in his eyes. I take out my IPod and play Welcome to the Black Parade. I sit on the bed, put my face in my arms and start crying. They aren't going to hurt me, so why did I do that?

Notes

Sorry for deleting the prologue. I change what happens in the story. Plus, I want to hear theories on why Jazmine freaked out.