"So, Gerard..." Lynz continues as I feel her jump in the space between Frank and I. "You want me to stop by the store and get you your walking cane, I have to get more food and shit anyway so I'd be no problem. Plus later we can actually take you to the doctor since we should figure out what happened to your sight."

"Yeah sure I guess I don't care." I say a little too bitterly. Well in my opinion i have every fucking right to be bitter about this, I'm blind for crying out loud. Lynz just takes my bitter tone as a signal that the conversation is now over. I'm glad she's awesome enough to understand this. She gives Frank and I hugs and quickly grabs her keys to leave. I begin to get comfortable on the couch as I hear the front door slam shut. I wonder what the fuck happened to Mikey. I need to talk to him, I need some more comfort right now. Fuck I should have told Lynz to get me a tub of ice cream. Well knowing her she's probably buying me some anyway. Fuck yeah.

"Hey Gerard how're you holding up?" I sit there not even bothering to turn in Frank's direction, where ever he is since he got up after Lynz did.

"Horribly." I choke out as i feel tears stinging my eyes. Fuck not again I don't want to cry again but I can't help it.The next thing I know I'm being held in Frank's arms as I begin to sob. I keep violently crying and crying until there no more tears left. My face begins to hurt from the amount of emotions I'm feeling. Hate, sorrow, pity, loneliness, scared, helpless. I just want to die right now. It's funny how I was just laughing several minutes ago and now I'm trembling in my best friend's arms because I'm now the uncool version of Johann Sebastian Bach. Apparently I said that out loud because Frank softly giggled against my neck. Shit, he was really close to me and I was getting slightly uncomfortable. I don't know why I feel uncomfortable it's just lately I've been becoming super nervous and embarrassed around him. It's like I go into complete school girl mode when I'm around him lately. Ugh, what's wrong with me why can't I be normal.

I was pulled out of my thoughts as Frank shifted in his position. By now I stopped crying and was just humming as Frank traced circles around my back with his fingers. Everywhere his fingers traced stung and tickled with a weird sensation. The sensation was similar to the feeling for someone touching your thigh. Fuck Gerard stop thinking like that. This is a serious situation right now stop it. Frank continued to trace patterns on my back and I continued to get turned on. Fuck I better not get a boner or I will fucking rip my own dick off this isn't the time for that bullshit especially if it's unintentionally being caused by my best friend.How do you even get a boner from that anyway like my brain is so fried right now I mean really. First I'm crying, next I'm laughing and having a pillow fight, then I'm crying again, and after all that I'm getting a boner from someone comfortingly touching my back. Good job Gerard, way to keep it together.

I just want today to be over to be honest. I want to fall asleep and forget this ever happened but to my convenience I can't. So, I guess I'm just going to have to wait for Lynz to come back from the store. I think Mikey went out to get some stuff or whatever I don't know.

I continue to snuggle in Frank's embrace. He nudges his face into my neck which causes my throat to go dry. Fuck, just when I managed to stop thinking about him. He continues to breathe on my neck probably making my face redder than a tomato in the process.

"You hungry?" he hummed into my ear. I'm now basically screaming internally since that statement can be taken in two completely different ways. If I didn't know better I would've done something ridiculous. Fuck wait fuck I shouldn't be thinking like that what the hell's wrong with me. I realize that I haven't replied yet since I've been basically thinking all this time.

"Um y-yeah sure." I wasn't really hungry but I knew it was the only way to get him off of me. It's not like I wanted him to, I mean he was pretty warm.

"Okay just wait a little bit, I'm gonna go get you something to eat." And with that he got up from the couch and made his way into the kitchen. I just sat there release a breath I didn't know I was holding in. Goddammit this is going to have to stop. I need to talk to Lynz or Mikey about this before I do something seriously stupid. The last thing I need is to ruin my close friendship with Frank, I love him so much I'd hate to lose him over something idiotic that I'd end up doing. Before I could finish my thoughts I heard the front door open. Lynz was only gone for like forty minutes and knowing her she usually takes at least an hour and a half shopping since she's so damn indecisive over brands. If it wasn't Lynz then who could it be? My questions were soon answered as a familiar voice resonated throughout the house followed by the front door slamming shut.

"Hey, Gerard I'm back!! I brought you some things from the doctor and made an appointment for you to go today! Don't worry I already told Lynz."

So I was right, Mikey did leave the house.

Notes

decided to upload a chapter for this because i got bored
dont expect me to keep this runnin on a regular basis tho lmao bye
spellin errors are all up in this bitch btw
title Pulling Teeth by Green Day
-xo fangoria