You think I choose to be like this? [Frerard]
The best and worst time of our lives
~Gerard’s POV~
Frankie, Mikes, Ray, Clover, Thorn, Blade and I all had dinner at Amy’s house, played a little truth or dare – yet again – before Frank and I decided to head back to my place. Mikey decided to stay with the girls and Ray followed us out the door when we left.
I unlock the door and turn the lights on. “Mom?” I yell. No answer; great! Frankie shuts the door behind him. I walk over to him and crash my lips against his in a passionate kiss. He tangles his hands in my hair, mine around his waist. I push him against the wall and pin him there with my hips. I kiss down his neck, stopping in the right spot and he throws his head back, letting out a moan. I smile and bite softly on the same spot, earning a loud, whore-like moan. I could feel my pants and boxers getting tighter and he looks up at me, smiling knowingly.
“Getting excited are we?” He asks, breathily, looking down at my growing bulge. Shit.
“Maybe,” I smirk knowingly and I pull out of his embrace. He throws his arms around my neck and wraps his legs around my waist and – still kissing – we go to my bedroom. I close the door with my foot, walk over to the bed and drop him on it, hovering over him. I pull my shirt off and I wait for him to do the same before connecting our lips once more in a rough, open-mouthed kiss. “Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked, pulling his pants down to his ankles and he kicks them off, leaving them to land somewhere in my room.
He nods. “Yeah; I’m sure,” he says, letting me pull off his boxers, bucking his hips so I can get them off; they too are discarded somewhere on my floor.
He undoes the button and zipper on my pants and pulls them down to my ankles and my boxers follow soon after. I pull them off and throw them with my shirt…
*******
I walk down the stairs with Frank on my back. We get to the bottom and I lower him to the floor so I can put my converse on and he can do the same.
“Mikey! We need to leave like now,” I shout up the stairs, hopping as I hold my foot up so I can put my sneaker on successfully.
“I’m coming, I’m coming!” Mikey yells as he emerges from his room.
“Where’s Amy?” I ask him as he jumps down the stairs, landing in front of me and Frankie.
“At hers with the girls,” Mikey replies, pulling his converse on.
“Where’s the fro-man?” Frankie asks as I open the door.
“Right here,” Ray pants as he runs up the driveway.
“Forget something again Ray?” he nods and Mikey, Frank and I laugh.
“Are we good to go?” I ask, stepping out of the door and bro-hugging Ray.
“Yeah,” they all reply in unison.
“Have a good day at school,” mom yells from the living room.
We walk out to my car and pile in. I jump in the driver’s seat, Frank in the passenger seat and Mikey and Ray in the back seat. I turn the engine on and drive to school.
“Hey girls! Come over here!” Ray yells. They turn to look at him and begin to walk towards us, arms linked with each other’s.
“Hey guys,” Blade and Clover say in unison, smiling at us.
“Hey Ray,” Thorn says, hugging her boyfriend tightly.
“Hey Thorn,” Ray says, hugging her back
“Mikey!” Amy exclaims, jumping up and wrapping her legs around Mikey’s waist, passionately kissing his lips.
“Hi babe,” Mikey says as he pulls away from the kiss. He puts her feet on the ground gently. “How was last night?”
The girls giggle. “It was so fun! We had a massive game of truth or dare and a gossip when you left Mikes,” Blade squeals, beaming at all of us.
“How was last night for you guys,” Amy says, nudging Frank.
Our cheeks turn crimson and we both lower our heads. “It was… um… okay, I guess,” I say. “Ouch!” I exclaim when Frank hits me.
“He’s so lying! It was amazing,” Frank says, kissing my cheek.
The girls laugh. “Well! As long as you had fun,” Clover says, smiling at us.
*******
~Amy’s POV~
My phone buzzes on my bedside table as an unknown number pops up on the screen. I lean over to my table and pick it up.
“I know what you did,” a raspy voice says to me.
“What? I-I don’t… understand,” I reply shakily. I haven’t done anything!
“You killed her… our baby and you’re gonna pay for it,” he says back quietly.
“Chad? I thought you were dead! That’s why I did it,”
“I had to leave. I’m in Cali now; come live with me… I still love you, you know?” he clears his throat and uses the voice that I used to love.
“Uh… I c-c-can’t Chad… I’m sorry. I love you too, never stopped but I just can’t leave everything behind. I have friends and family that love me. I can’t just drop that,” I say as tears roll down my face. “Why won’t you come back?” I mouth as I silently sob.
“I can’t come back Amy. I was… I was held at gunpoint after school one day and was told never to come back or they would kill you and your family. I ran home that day and lied to my mom about being bullied and that I wanted to move to Cali with my dad because I really didn’t want you to die. Especially knowing that you were carrying our child…” he trails off, his voice cracking towards the end.
“Aw! B-but I can’t be with you anymore; I’m sorry,” I say as more tears stream down my face.
“Why? Baby I thought we were gonna be together forever,” he chokes out, clearly crying too.
“I have a boyfriend,” I mumble and he lets out a sob.
BEEP.
I throw my phone on the floor and put my head in my hands as sobs rack through my body.
“Hey A; what’s wrong honey?” Mikey asks me as he enters my bedroom and wraps his arms around me.
“My ex-boyfriend called. He wants me to go to Cali and live with him there. He wants us to start again Mikes; I told him that I had you but he cut me off,” I say into his chest.
“It’s okay and you’re right. You have got me and I’ll be there for you whenever you need me okay?”
“Okay,” I say back, pulling out of the hug to kiss him on the cheek. Mikey pulls us down and wraps his arms around me and I fall asleep to the feel of Mikey stroking my hair.
Frankie, Mikes, Ray, Clover, Thorn, Blade and I all had dinner at Amy’s house, played a little truth or dare – yet again – before Frank and I decided to head back to my place. Mikey decided to stay with the girls and Ray followed us out the door when we left.
I unlock the door and turn the lights on. “Mom?” I yell. No answer; great! Frankie shuts the door behind him. I walk over to him and crash my lips against his in a passionate kiss. He tangles his hands in my hair, mine around his waist. I push him against the wall and pin him there with my hips. I kiss down his neck, stopping in the right spot and he throws his head back, letting out a moan. I smile and bite softly on the same spot, earning a loud, whore-like moan. I could feel my pants and boxers getting tighter and he looks up at me, smiling knowingly.
“Getting excited are we?” He asks, breathily, looking down at my growing bulge. Shit.
“Maybe,” I smirk knowingly and I pull out of his embrace. He throws his arms around my neck and wraps his legs around my waist and – still kissing – we go to my bedroom. I close the door with my foot, walk over to the bed and drop him on it, hovering over him. I pull my shirt off and I wait for him to do the same before connecting our lips once more in a rough, open-mouthed kiss. “Are you sure you want to do this?” I asked, pulling his pants down to his ankles and he kicks them off, leaving them to land somewhere in my room.
He nods. “Yeah; I’m sure,” he says, letting me pull off his boxers, bucking his hips so I can get them off; they too are discarded somewhere on my floor.
He undoes the button and zipper on my pants and pulls them down to my ankles and my boxers follow soon after. I pull them off and throw them with my shirt…
*******
I walk down the stairs with Frank on my back. We get to the bottom and I lower him to the floor so I can put my converse on and he can do the same.
“Mikey! We need to leave like now,” I shout up the stairs, hopping as I hold my foot up so I can put my sneaker on successfully.
“I’m coming, I’m coming!” Mikey yells as he emerges from his room.
“Where’s Amy?” I ask him as he jumps down the stairs, landing in front of me and Frankie.
“At hers with the girls,” Mikey replies, pulling his converse on.
“Where’s the fro-man?” Frankie asks as I open the door.
“Right here,” Ray pants as he runs up the driveway.
“Forget something again Ray?” he nods and Mikey, Frank and I laugh.
“Are we good to go?” I ask, stepping out of the door and bro-hugging Ray.
“Yeah,” they all reply in unison.
“Have a good day at school,” mom yells from the living room.
We walk out to my car and pile in. I jump in the driver’s seat, Frank in the passenger seat and Mikey and Ray in the back seat. I turn the engine on and drive to school.
“Hey girls! Come over here!” Ray yells. They turn to look at him and begin to walk towards us, arms linked with each other’s.
“Hey guys,” Blade and Clover say in unison, smiling at us.
“Hey Ray,” Thorn says, hugging her boyfriend tightly.
“Hey Thorn,” Ray says, hugging her back
“Mikey!” Amy exclaims, jumping up and wrapping her legs around Mikey’s waist, passionately kissing his lips.
“Hi babe,” Mikey says as he pulls away from the kiss. He puts her feet on the ground gently. “How was last night?”
The girls giggle. “It was so fun! We had a massive game of truth or dare and a gossip when you left Mikes,” Blade squeals, beaming at all of us.
“How was last night for you guys,” Amy says, nudging Frank.
Our cheeks turn crimson and we both lower our heads. “It was… um… okay, I guess,” I say. “Ouch!” I exclaim when Frank hits me.
“He’s so lying! It was amazing,” Frank says, kissing my cheek.
The girls laugh. “Well! As long as you had fun,” Clover says, smiling at us.
*******
~Amy’s POV~
My phone buzzes on my bedside table as an unknown number pops up on the screen. I lean over to my table and pick it up.
“I know what you did,” a raspy voice says to me.
“What? I-I don’t… understand,” I reply shakily. I haven’t done anything!
“You killed her… our baby and you’re gonna pay for it,” he says back quietly.
“Chad? I thought you were dead! That’s why I did it,”
“I had to leave. I’m in Cali now; come live with me… I still love you, you know?” he clears his throat and uses the voice that I used to love.
“Uh… I c-c-can’t Chad… I’m sorry. I love you too, never stopped but I just can’t leave everything behind. I have friends and family that love me. I can’t just drop that,” I say as tears roll down my face. “Why won’t you come back?” I mouth as I silently sob.
“I can’t come back Amy. I was… I was held at gunpoint after school one day and was told never to come back or they would kill you and your family. I ran home that day and lied to my mom about being bullied and that I wanted to move to Cali with my dad because I really didn’t want you to die. Especially knowing that you were carrying our child…” he trails off, his voice cracking towards the end.
“Aw! B-but I can’t be with you anymore; I’m sorry,” I say as more tears stream down my face.
“Why? Baby I thought we were gonna be together forever,” he chokes out, clearly crying too.
“I have a boyfriend,” I mumble and he lets out a sob.
BEEP.
I throw my phone on the floor and put my head in my hands as sobs rack through my body.
“Hey A; what’s wrong honey?” Mikey asks me as he enters my bedroom and wraps his arms around me.
“My ex-boyfriend called. He wants me to go to Cali and live with him there. He wants us to start again Mikes; I told him that I had you but he cut me off,” I say into his chest.
“It’s okay and you’re right. You have got me and I’ll be there for you whenever you need me okay?”
“Okay,” I say back, pulling out of the hug to kiss him on the cheek. Mikey pulls us down and wraps his arms around me and I fall asleep to the feel of Mikey stroking my hair.
Notes
Hey guys!
As you know, I couldn't get anyone to write the smut for this chapter so I cut the intimate part...
I'll try and update soon, but I'll probably end up updating 'I wanna live a normal life' first because the chapters for that are a lot shorter because they are diary entry style...
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