Wounded Secrets

I played my phone with the tv on a kids show as my backround sound as the guys dragged themselves into the bus. They collapsed on the couches, Frank eventually giving up getting on the couch and laying on the ground. I laughed and looked around as I was about to say something before I noticed everyone was sleeping already. I stood up and walked to the kitchen, grabbing a post-it-note and a pen. I left a not explaining I was going to Starbucks and stuck it on Dad's forehead.

i pulled a jacket over myself and walked to Starbucks. I jumped in line as soon as I got there and soon ordered my coffee. I then noticed the cute fan that asked for my picture earlier and joined him at his table since he was sitting alone.

"Hi." I smiled up at him as I sat down.

"Oh, hi!" He smiled back. "I'm Jack."

"Bandit." I smiled and we fell into a deep comversation on the only thing I could talk passionately about. Music. Soon I pulled my phone and checked the time. Wow, midnight.

"Hey, I need to get going." I said, standing up and throwing away my empty cup.

"Could I walk you?" He asked, fallowing me and throwing away his cup.

"That would be great!" I smiled as we walked out the door. Eventually he have me his number and I saved it in my phone. We reached the bus and I looked up to him.

"That was really fun." I said, looking up at him.

"Thanks for sitting with me." He said, beginning to lean in close to my face. I started to lean in too and soon our lips connected in a kiss. It ended as soon as it started when I heard telling from behind him.

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER!" Frank pulled Jack back with amazon force and pushed him away.

"Frank! Stop!" I pulled him away from Jack, giving him enough time to run away. "What the hell!"

"What the hell?! WHAT THE HELL?!" He screamed in my face. "YOU WERE JUST SUCKING AT SOME GUYS FACE!"

"AND WHY DOES THAT CONCERN YOU?!" I spat back.

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!!" He yelled. His face tensed a bitz "We all do."

I snorted "What-the-fuck-ever." He grabbed my wrist and I screamed in pain as I felt my cuts burn and reopen. He pulled me into the bus.

"Guess who was just kissing some random kid she just met." He said, yanking me forward as I tried to stay with him, not wanting to be in more pain at his tightening grip.

"WHAT?!" Dad shot up, his eyes full of rage.

"Ugh." I pulled out of Frank's grip. He took my bracelets with him as his bend was drenched in the blood flowing from my wrist. I walked more briskly, brushing past Dad and uncle Mikey, but before I could reach the bathroom Ray grabbed the wrist Frank missed. I yelped and stopped, holding my arm from the shooting pains in my arm. Uncle Mikey stood quickly and pulled my jacket off, revealing all the cuts I once his under my bracelets as Ray pulled the ones in his hands. Everyone was stunned.

I briskly walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind me. I rinsed the sticky blood pouring out of my arm and looked in the cabinets and first aid kits for gauze or bandages. I found some at the back and tightly wrapped my arms around my cuts to slow or stop the bleeding. I then collapsed in the corner, pullin my legs to my chest. I eventually heard yelling and screaming. I couldn't take it. I let out my loud sobs as I let the tears cascade quickly down my cheeks.

I didnt realize the only sound through the bus was my sobs until it was interrupted by a knocking at the door. "Bandit. Can I please come in?" I heard Frank's voice run in the bathroom.

I crawled led over to the door and quickly unlocked it before crawling back. I needed to be held in his arms. I needed Frank's touch, the only touch I felt completely safe in. he opened the door and walked in, locking the door behind him. He crawled over beside me and pulled me into him. I collapsed into his chest and cried my eyes out.

"Bandit, why?" He asked. I looked up through the tears to see a tear escape his eyes as his eyes landed on my bandaged arms. I sighed and looked down.

"Frank. I was done. They would tell me I'm a mistake. That I shouldn't be here." I looked up into his eyes. "When I cut, I felt like my impurities were fading away. As I felt my blood flow out, I felt my worries and mistakes flow down the river of blood."

He he sighed and looked into my eyes. "You are not a mistake. You are the best thing that has happened to Gee, Mikey, Lynz, Ray, and me."

I looked back back up into his hazel eyes. We were being drawn together by a mysterious force and our lips connected as his fingers laced themselves into my hair and my hands lifted to the back of his head. He brushed his tongue along my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I opened my mouth and his tongue slipped I and our lips moved in sync. We kept kissing, letting it get deeper and deeper and I let my hands travel from his head. They hovered over his chest for a minute before they continued down to his belt buckle. I started to undo his pants as he left his hands in my hair. I pulled out his belt and undid his pants, pulling them off. He understood and let's his hands travel down my back, reaching the the end and pull it over my head. We disconnected out kiss for a second to breath as he pulled my pants off and let them join his. He looked me over for the first time. I blushed before I kissed him hungrily. I felt him unhook my bra and I let if fall off my arms. Soon I found his boxer's waistband and I pulled them off him. He found my panties and pulled them off in one swift movement. He crawled on me and slowly entered me and I dug my nails into his back, trying not to moan so they others wouldn't suspect anything. He slowly pulled out before quickening his pace and soon we both reached our climax and connected our lips again, not caring about our breathing at this point honestly. When we absolutely had to breath we pulled apart from eachothers and he laid on the bathroom floor beside me.

I sighed before whispering in his ear. "I always wanted you to be my first."

He looked me in the eyes and kissed me for a second before getting closer to my ear. "Me too." I shivered at the spin of his voice and connected our lips again.

We pulled apart quickly as we heard knocking on the door. "Is Bandit okay now?" I heard Uncle Mikey whisper. I looked frantically at Frank.

"Yeah." He said as if nothing just happened.

"Is she coming out anytime soon?"

We quickly sat up and pulled our clothes back on. I brushed my hair, just in case, before walking out the door. Uncle Mikey immediately pulled me into a hug.

Notes

Oh. My. Fucking. God.

I literally redid this chapter 3 times because it kept deleting.

Sorry if it's horrible. *sigh*