Danger Days

i woke up and looked out the window and saw the sun peaking through. Gerard knocked on the door and said i needed to get ready for school. i grabbed some clothes from my bags and jumped in the shower. i hissed at my back, it really hurt. once i dried off i looked in the mirror and saw my hair was a mess. i dried it off a bit more and brushed it. i did my make up and tried to cover up my face as much as i could. i knocked and i said come in. "almost ready to go?" he asked. i finished tying a shoe and grabbed my bag and walked out. Lyn-z looked at me and smiled "see you later honey." i smiled back, she was really nice. on the drive to the school Gerard started asking me questions like how was my sleep and how was my stay. i told him really good. he looked at me and smiled. i smiled back and looked out the window. i felt a buzz come from my pocket. i looked at it.

bitch: where are you why arnt you here! when you get back you will be sorry for this!

i didnt reply and just dropped my phone on my lap. Gerard looked over and saw something was up. "whats up buttercup?" he said laughing at his dad joke. "nothing just my stupid mum." he saw id didnt want to talk so he didnt continue on the subject. "you can stay with me for as long as you need." he said still looking straight but with a slight smile. "thank you." my voice was a bit shaky.
once at school i got out of the car, i has here early. no other students were in sight. i went and sit down in the sun outside the music room. i sat there reading a book. Gerard could see me from the windows so i felt kind of safe until i heard the same giggling as i did yesterday. i looked behind me and sure enough Amy and her pose was right behind her. i rolled my eyes and turned back to my book. she grabbed my hair and pulled it back. "owwwwwwwwww!" i screamed. it really hurt. i felt pain shoot all over my hairline and face. she picked up my book and threw it to the floor. i hoped that Gerard heard me scream and would come out and stop this. but he didnt he went to the teachers lounge to grab a coffee. i looked at her and shot daggers at her. she picked up my shirt by the collar and threw me off the table. i landed face fist messing up my white band shirt. i looked at her furious. she took a step forwards and i took one back. i felt hands on my back, they pushed me forward. she held me by my throat and started chocking me. Gerard came into the class room and looked out the window. he ran down and pushed her off me. "what do you think you are doing!" i heard him yell. "her face was almost blue!" i was trying to regain air. "she deserved it, i was only helping her end her pathetic life." i came around and heard her say that. i sat up "fuck off Amy!" i spat at her before standing up behind Gerard, her friends had run off. "who the fuck do you think you are to say that about a person! why would you want to end her life? life is precious, why would you even wish death upon someone?" he said. "she wants to die so why not help her, so the rest of us dont have to endure it." i could see the anger in Gerard's eyes, he raised his voice "what makes you think she wants to die?" "look at her wrists shes a stupid emo, all emos want to die." i felt my face burning and a tear fell down. "emo is a style, skinny jeans and a haircut, i think by you saying emo you mean depressed people, in that case yes some want to die, but people like you dont help them. people who are in bands and sing heartfelt songs like i... some bands do help those people. how could you live with yourself knowing it was you who tipped her to the edge and killed herself? would be able to sleep at night knowing you made someone die?" he made a good point but i didnt get why he didnt say he was in a band, i guess no one here knew and he wanted to keep it that way. after she had nothing left to say he told her to go away. "are you okay?" he said holding my chin up to look at the marks on my neck. it looked like i tried to hang myself, it brought back some memories. i went to the bathroom and tried to cover them up. while Gerard was talking to Amy i didnt realize there was a crowd forming until i left. i went and sat on the toilet, the same one as yesterday and took my blade out. seeing as he had my favorite one i grabbed my sharpener out and took the razor out. instead of going across i went down my wrist instead. there was alot of blood. Gerard had noticed i left and went to find me. he heard cried comming from the toilet. scared i was being abused again he ran it. he noticed only one was locked. he saw my shoes and knocked on the door. i didnt want him seeing me like this. i heard him sit down on the bench near the stalls. i grabbed toilet paper and put it over my cut to stop it. it quickly bleed through. i didnt want to open the door but i had to. it wasnt stopping i needed help. i opened it and was feeling dizy. did i go too deep i asked to myself. Gerard saw me and a tear fell from his eyes. "im sorry." i said as i tried to get up and leave. when i stood up blood rushed to my arm. more blood than i had ever seen. i felt my eyes starting to roll back. before i fell i felt arms hold me. i looked at him before i passed out. "911 whats you're emergency?" the operator said "help a student is dying!" he yelled into the phone. "okay what school is it?" "overland park, please hurry she has lost a lot of blood!" i was becoming more pale. as soon as the ambulance came they lifted me on the stretcher. "sorry only family." the paramedic said. "im her guardian." he replied. he walked with them to he ambulance.

Notes

hey guys i just wanted to say that if you are looking for a sign to not do anything stupid this is it please please stay on this earth :)
anyway hope you like this one. i will be making longer ones for now on. what do you recon will happen to Allly? comment below