Danger Days

when i got home it was dark outside. my mother heard me come inside and she looked at me as if telepathically trying to see where i was. i went up to my room and she followed. "WHERE WERE YOU?!" she yelled. i tried to ignore her by putting on my music really loud. i knew that wasnt a good idea. she charged into my room and started laying into me. i didnt even fight. what was the point?. after she was done she left and took her vodka smell with her. i assessed the damage. a couple of scratches on my neck but oh well. i went to have a shower, i grabbed my long shirt and undies. i took my clothes off carefully. my tight jeans hurt to come off. once they were off i looked in the mirror. all i saw was ugliness and fat. i looked at the cuts covering my whole chest and my thighs. i walked into the shower and hissed at the pain. (if you have ever experienced this i am sorry <3) after i was done i dried my self off. i looked at the towel, blood was on it. great! i tried to find the cuts that had re-opened but couldnt find them. i put my top on and laid in my bed wishing it was the next day.

Gerards P.O.V

when i got home Mikey came up to me and asked me how my day was and passed me a beer. i told him about the new girl, how she was a fan and how she was beautiful. he looked at me shocked. did i really just say that about my student? i changed the subject and asked about his day. we later turned on the tv and saw that there was a shooting at the movies because some guy was on his phone. seemed pretty stupid to shoot someone over that i thought. i was getting tired so i went to bed. i stripped to my boxers and was praying that Allly wasnt doing anything stupid right now.

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