Danger Days

after i got the tattoo done i looked at it, it was perfect. i smiled at the tattoo artist. "i love it" i said. i walked over to pay before Gerard pushed in front of me and handed him the money. i looked at him with a questionable look. "consider it a birthday present."he said smiling at me. i laughed and we all left. when we got in the car i opted to drive. "pizza anyone?" all their heads poked up. i laughed. i went into dominos and asked for five large pizza's. i came out with the receipt. i put it in the car and went back inside. Gerard read aloud what pizza's i got. "one large hawian, one large meat lovers, one large vegetarian, one large cheese and one large bbq supreme. "she really is a big fan haha" i Frank said as he laughed. the pizza's were ready within 20 minutes. i said thanks and grabbed them. before i turned around he said nice tattoo and pointed to my leg. he raised his hand and i smiled. i looked at my car and saw the band in there. he followed my gaze and stood there shocked. i laughed and said see you around. i got into the car "who was that?" Gerard said while the guy still started. "oh some fan haha he liked my tattoo." Gerard waved at him and he waved back. we went to the beach and ate the pizza there. i sat on the sand listening to more stories about the shows. Gerard got a phone call. it was Lyn, he quickly got up and answered it.

Gerard p.o.v

i got a phone call, it was lyn. i got up and answered it. "hey baby whats happening?" i asked. "umm allly's mum is at the door and Bandit is scared please come home." "shit ill be there soon honey." i walked back over to the guys and told them the situation. i got in and drove everyone home. once i got there i saw her standing there screaming. "hey!" i yelled at her, "what are you doing?" she turned around and saw me. she walked towards me and started yelling at me 'where the fuck is my daughter!" she yelled. i looked in the car where everyone was asking for backup. she saw that Ally came out she yelled at her. so this is where you hang out you little bitch!" frank put his hand behind his back to protect me when she moved forward. "get out of my fucking way!" she yelled at him. "mum" i stepped out of behind him. she grabbed my arm. i shook her off. "im 18 now i dont legally have to be with you.now please go away.' she seemed shocked. "what about everything i have done for you?" she spat at me. i laughed "remember when i was 13 and i tried to hang myself? you came into my room and saw it hanging and saw me on a chair. what did you do?" i waited for her to answer. she said nothing. "you just kicked the chair and said about time" i said starting to cry. i wiped them away. "or what about the time when i got lost and the police found me and took me home and asked if i was yours? you said you dont have a daughter. why the fuck should i go back to you? all you do is hit me and abuse me. i ripped of my bandage and made her look at it. 'see what you did to me? i dont want to be near you. now leave before i call the police and get a restraining order on you!" i snapped. "fuck you!" she yelled before leaving. i watched her walk down to the bus stop. i looked behind me and the boys were shocked at what i had said. they all hugged me. we all walked inside. i saw lyn and she hugged me tight "om so sorry you had to go through that as a child" she told me with a tear in her eyes. i hugged her even tighter. it felt like i was starting to feel like i had a family. i ran outside and grabbed the boxes of pizza's. everyone ate them. soon enough the weekend was over. i was ready to go to school, i hadnt gone since i got out of hospital.i woke up to an alarm going off. i moaned and jumped in the shower. i notice that my cuts were healing. i was anxious about going back to school, what if amy came up to me? i heard Gerard walk towards my door before he knocked i opened it leaving his fist in the air. "ready to go?" he asked. 'mhm" i said as i put my new rubber bands on my arms. he noticed i was wearing my mcr arm band and smiled. 'you're the only one who seems to know anything about what i did," Gerard started saying, "im thinking of throwing a concert there but im not sure. like in lunch just get the guys to start playing and ill start singing." "thats a great idea!" i said a bit enthusiastically. he laughed. when we got to school he did his usual thing and i tried t soak up the little sun that was left before the rain clouds took it away. i saw Amy come up to me, but without her friends. "hey." she said. i tried to keep my responses until she told me how she felt. "im really sorry about last week. i was just angry and i didnt mean to take it out on you. im really sorry about what i said and im sorry for making you do that."' she pointed t my arm. Amy actually apologized to me. Gerard was watching from his class room. "can i have a hug and we call it even?" she said. i agreed and hugged her. she sat by me and asked about my tattoo. i told her about the band and she seemed pretty interested in it. i have her an earphone and she listened to some of their music. she grabbed out her laptop and searched them up. she saw the lead singer and said wow he looks like the music teacher and laughed. i laughed too. the bell rang and we went to class. i had music first so it wasnt so bad. when i got in there i was the only one. "i see you guys made up." he said. i laughed and told him all about it. after i finished some more students arrived. "ahh everyone please take a seat." after school that day i thought i should go see my mum, she seemed pretty upset. when i got there it was all clean, not a smell of beer or anything else, no smoke smell. i walked to her room and saw her on her bed. i went over to her. she was holding a not. i looked at the needle next to her and cried a little. i read the note
dear darling
im sorry for everything that i have ever done to you. i wish i could have been a better mum. i know its too late now but i do love you and i am really sorry about everything.

xoxo- mum
i put the letter in my pocket before calling the ploce. they soon arived and put her in a body bag. i cried as she left. i found something else next to her bed. it was a case with a necklace. i looked at it and it had 18 on it. i picked it up and took it to my car. i walked out of the house and closed it for the last time. when i got back to Gerard's place i wasnt very talkative. "hey whats wrong pumpkin?" Lyn asked me. i handed her the note and sat down on the couch next to her. "even though im made at her i still love her." i know sweetie, i know" Gerard came in and saw that i was crying. he saw the letter and knew. he sat beside me and rubbed my back. "when i got there it was clean of beer and smoke, she was trying to be better for me." i said and gripped Lyn's shirt even tighter.

Notes

guys i just really think that you're not alone by of mice and men is the best song in the world and i cant stop listening to it
(sorys it's short) ill make the next one longer and it will be the concluding one dun dun dun....