Danger Days

i was taken to emergency and had stitches put in. Gerard stayed by my side and i liked that. i looked at him and mouthed thank you. once the doctors left i looked at my phone and saw the messages my excuse for a mother had left me.
Gerard left the room to call Lyn-z and tell her what happened. i looked at my messages and threw my phone at the floor. it really hurt to see what she said. i rolled to my side with my back exposed. they dressed it and i had a massive white patch taking up nearly my whole back. i cried myself to sleep. when i woke up i saw Lyn and Gerard talking i heard my name, i stayed there and listened to what they were saying. "i feel so bad for her, she has no one and no where to go." "she has us honey and she can stay with us for as long as she needs." it was slightly higher so i guessed that was Lyn. i listened for a while more until i heard something i would never forget. "its just that, i dont know, i care for her so much, as if she was my own daughter. it hurts me seeing her hurt. when i saw her the first time and seeing how lonley she looked and saw the bands shirt i thought i could maybe help her, but than i saw the paper she wrote on me being her inspiration and idol i just broke down inside and needed to help her again but this time actually being there, not just in my songs." Lyn had a tear in her eye as she looked at Gerard and she kissed his head. "i have to go get Bandit, see you at home?" he nodded. i heard the door open and i heard Gerard sit next to me on the seat. "hey." he said. i turned over with swollen eyes and looked at him. he just hugged me. it felt so comforting. "i wish i had parents like you guys, Bandit is so lucky to have caring parents." i told him. he smiled. i rubbed my eyes hoping it would take the sing out of them. i looked down at my wrist, "im sorry." i looked at the floor. "the good thing is that you are better now." he said with a warm smile. he pushed my hair out of my face. i heard footseteps coming towards the door. i looked hoping it was a doctor saying when i could go home. but it wasnt a doctor it was my mum. i looked at her and she looked back. she looked at Gerard. "hey you're that fag that sings arn't you? i have seen you on the posters on the sluts wall." "im not a fag and your daughter isnt a slut, what are you doing here, how did you find out she was here?" a bunch of questions were thrown at her. "im her mother i called the school and asked where she was." i looked at her and looked away. "listen here you bitch you are coming home with me and when we get home you will pay for this!" she walked over to me and Gerard got in the way of her and the bed. she pushed him out of the way. she came up close to me and told me to act like i was willing. Gerard got up and pushed her out of the way and called security. he closed the door and held it. he was strong, too strong for her. the security guy came and took her away. "ill be back honey!" she yelled. i sat there shaking in my bed. i couldnt believe that he actually did that for me. we only knew each other for like three days. he smiled at me and i smiled back. this time we saw the doctor come up to the window. and knocked on the door. he came in. "i have the results back, you are free to go but you have to come back once a week for therapy for six weeks, sorry its the law." he said with a frown. i nodded. he walked over and looked at the blood bag. "you should be able to go in five minutes." he said. i heard my phone ring. it was the doctor who theme song. Gerard mimicked it. i answered it and heard a male voice on it. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS" it was my dad, great. "dad please dont." i said with a frown, "you lost that privilege when you left me with that monster." "but baby..." "dad stop okay i never want to see you again because of you im in hospital and i have no one to lean on for support." i hung up. Gerard looked at me with a smile, "i didnt know it's your birthday!" "yeah, well if it wasnt for you i guess i wouldnt be here to celebrate it would i?" she smiled before saying "hey about how you said you have no one, you have me, my family and the boys. they are at the house now." a small smile appeared on my face. "thank you." "just a question.." "mhm.." i replied "who is your favorite member of the band?" he said and laughed. "frank." i said without even thinking. he was astonished by how fast i answered. the doctor came back in and looked at the bag. it was empty. he took out the needle from my arm and said i was good to go. he handed me a bag that my clothes were in. i grabbed it from him. Gerard took it from me and handed me a fresh pair of clothes that Lyn had brought when she came. i took them and went into the bathroom. i looked at myself in the mirror, i was starting to get color back in my face. before we left Gerard made a phone call to someone., he told me to wait in the car. "its allly's birthday guys and she just got out of hospital lets do something nice for." "yeah that sounds good Gee" Frank said on the other end. he told him i would be home in 2 hours.

Gerard's p.o.v

i hopped in the car and we drove off. i smiled at her, she knew what was going to happen. "no dont do anything for my birthday." i smiled and said too late. i arrived at a restaurant and opened her door. we went inside and sat down. "happy birhday by the way." i said poking my tongue out to her. she rolled her eyes and laughed. "you're such a little child sometimes." she said poking her tongue out. we ordered our food. i got the seafood and salad, she just got a small serving of chips. i was so hungry. i ate all of it and it was a massive plate. i looked at her while wiping my mouth. she had only had three chips. i saw she was hungry, but i dont think she could really eat. i didnt blame her. i grabbed her hand and stroked it. "its okay" i smiled at her. we finished and i paid. i quickly called frank to see if everything was ready there. "yeah we just got the ballons up, we are setting up the old stage outside for her' he laughed. i laughed too. "owwww" i heard frank say, "you're broke just hit me can i hit him back?" "ill be there soon'" i laughed. i got in the car and drove home. we walked into the hallway and saw the backyard all set up from the kitchen. she looked at me with a look that said "i told you not to." but oh well not everyday you turn 18. she smiled and walked towards the back yard. i walked slowly behind her. Lyn showed up next to me. "how ish she doing?" "yeah shes good." i said before introducing her to everyone. they all hugged her and told her welcom to the black parade. she smiled and said thank you. frank gave her a box and inside was one of our arm bands "now you are officially part of the black parade." the night went on and we started playing for her. her eyes lit up, it was really quite amazing to watch her become so happy considering 5 hours ago she was almost dead. we started playing Na Na Na
And right here
Right now
All the way in Battery City
The little children
Raised their open filthy palms
Like tiny daggers up to heaven
And all the juvee halls
And the ritalin rats
Ask angels made from neon
and fucking garbage
Scream out!
"What will save us?"
And the sky opened up

she raised her hand. everyone smiled. we continued playing for another hour. Lyn came down with a cake. the picture had us on it and it read "you are 18, you lasted longer than my chemical romance" i laughed while the boys looked around. soon they joined in. i cut the cake "touch the bottom you have to kiss the nearest boy" she said i looked around frank was closest i didnt care. i touched the bottom. i looked at them but we all joined in on a group hug. after the cake was dished out i took the time to walk over to lyn "thank you for everything you have done for me. i really appreciate it." i said with a smile. "its okay sweetie." i walked back over to the boys and they were all siting around the fire. they were telling stories of the funny things that happen on tour. "remember when those people were in the blow up raft?" ray aid. they all laughed. i sat down on the end and warmed my hands. "have you been to any concerts?" Mikey asked me. "yeah i have been to three, my first one was actually my chemical romance and the atmosphere was amazing." i said and smiled at the good thought. "i also went to green day and blink 182" they looked at me and smiled saying that it was awesome my first concert was theirs.
it was getting late so i said goodnight to everyone and went to bed. "be safe" Gerard told me with puzzled looks from the boys i nodded and left to bed. they wanted an explanation but he just waved his hand siginalling that he wasnt going to give one. when i woke up the next day i saw a body in my bed. i opened my eyes more and saw Bandit in here with me. i smiled and she cuddled me. she sat up and said happy birthday and gave me a card she made. it was really cute. "happy birthday Ally" it said. "thank you" i said with a smile. he grabed my hand and took me out of the room to the kitchen and sat me down at the bench. i could just see her little head move around. what was she doing? i saw a bowl come up on the counter top. i watched as she grabbed the milk and the cereal. she made me some breakfast and climed on the counter top and passed it to me. she quickly jumped down making a thud and than grabbing me a spoon. she sat next to me and ate her own one she made. we ate breakfast together. i looked at my phone and saw the time. shoot it was 10.30 i had school. i looked at the date and realized it was only Saturday. i laughed to myself. after we were done i washed up the dishes and she went to the lounge room to watch tv. when we got in there frank and ray were sitting up watching some cartoons. she ran up and "uncle ray, uncle frank" she hugged them both. it was really quite cute. she sat down in the middle of them and smiled at me. soon the attention went to me. "loving the hair do" frank grinned at me. i smirked and went to fix it. i came back dressed and ready for the day. "so now that you have been 18 for a couple of days... what are you going to do with your freedom? frank asked me. "i was actually thinking about getting a tattoo, but im not to sure." i smiled. "oooo do tell what do you want to get." he said eagerly. i laughed and told him how i want to get carry on on my wrist with red dots around it like a bracelet. he looked at my legs and saw i already had a tattoo. the first time i had worn shorts in ages too. he asked me about it. "oh this, yeah i got that when i was 16. its a cartoon of the black parade." i said with a chuckle. frank came closer and looked at it. "its pretty awesome, especially that one." he said and pointed to the one that was him. "ray check out how cool you look as a tattoo.' he waved his arm over. "wow that's pretty cool" he said. "hey look how cute Gerard looks with his little blonde hair. we laughed as he walked in. "have you seen her tattoo of us all?" ray asked him. "no i didnt know she had one." he replied while making a coffee. he loved coffee. "anyone want a coffee?" he asked we all said no. he came and sat on the couch. "so what are we going to do today?" "Allly wants to get a second tattoo.." "third" i cut in they all looked at me and wanted to see the other one. i sighed and pulled the back of my shirt down and showed the small tattoo. it was the deathly hallows. "ahh a harry potter fan i see" i heard frank say. "nicceeee." i laughed. "well what did you want to get for your third tattoo?' he said third in a really girly voice. i laughed a bit and told him what i told the boys earlier. "okay than lets get it done." he said standing up and walking to the sink to put his coffee down. he sat back down and Bandit came and sat on his lap. everyone got ready and we all piled in the car to go. we took mine becuase it was bigger. Gerard drove and i sat in the back with frank and mikey while ray was in the front and matt and bob sat in the back behind us. once we arrived we looked like a clown car with everyone jumping out. we all walked in and i looked at the art on the wall. i saw some nice cursive scripts and i chose one. i told them what i wanted and they drew it up. within 5 minutes he was back out. "which arm do you want it?" i pointed to my left one. i flipped my arm over so he could do the work and he noticed the bandage kept getting in the way. "do you mind if i move the bandage a little?" he asked. i pulled it up a little bit more revealing the end of the cut. he didnt talk about it he just did the work.

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