The Silver Lining

An almost unnaturally large smile forms on my lips as I took my love in hand and walked towards the Comic store I was planning on taking her to. As the store came clearly in view she looked excitedly up at me.

"Here, you go and pick some comics up and I'll buy them for you." I said as we reached the door. She thanked me excitedly as I let go of her hand and she ran around like a 3 year old in a toy store.

We looked around the store for hours, making sure to look at anything that caught our eye. Eventually I finished with about 4 comics I wanted and Lola came to the check out with with only 2 in hand. She thanked me a million times as I payed the 60 dollars for all the comics.

"So where do you want to have dinner?" I asked as we walked hand in hand out of the comic store and down the stop mall filled with a wide variety of restaurants and small shops.

"Oh, what about there?" She asked, pointing to a sushi place. I smiled and nodded as we both skipped down to the restaurant. We both walked in and picked a table and were immediately served. We laughed and talked for hours and the more we did, the more I fell for her. Soon I pulled out my phone to check the time.

"Fuck, I think we should head back now. It's 10." I said, slipping my phone back into my pocket and leaving the money for the meal on the table.

"G-Gee." I looked down into Lola's beautiful ocean blue eyes filled with love and happiness. "Thanks for everything tonight."

"Anytime." I started to lean in and her eyes fluttered closed as the gape between our lips was closed and our lips worked in sync. My tongue brushed her bottom lip, asking for an entrance which was soon granted as she opened her mouth and let my tongue explore. Our bags dropped to the ground and her hands tangled into my hair and I rested my arms around her waist. The kiss deepened before we pulled away quickly after hearing the bus door slam closed.

"Lola, I'm so-" I started before I was interrupted by her fast words.

"No, Gerard. Don't be." She blushed and stared at the ground.

"Does that mean we are... j-just going to forget about the kiss?" I asked sadly looking into her eyes.

"N-No. It means I have to go into the bus and end what ever I have with Frank." She looked up sadly at me.

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Frank's POV

I felt tremendously better. I hadn't thrown up in an hour and felt like I needed a smoke. I quickly grabbed my jacket containing my cigarettes and lighter and stepped outside.

I opened the the bus door to see Gerard and Lola kissing out side the bus. I could tell he had his fucking tongue right down her throat. I climbed back onto the bus, slamming the door as hard as I could behind me. How could he fucking do this?! Was this about that girl last year that came to me instead of him?! That's really fucking low - even for Gerard.

I heard them both clamber onto the bus and I shut my curtain in anger. Soon I saw Lola's hand pulling it back again. "F-Frank?" She whispered.

"What?!" I spat at her.

"H-How are you feeling?" She asked, cowering back a bit.

"My stomach is better." I snarled as I turned from her.

"Frank I'm, I'm sorry." She whispered. "But, um, We need to talk."

I swung my head back around to look at her "I fuckin' get it. Gerard is better. That's all I ever fucking hear, now go!" I pulled my curtain closed again. I let the silent tears fall down my cheeks because I really did love Lola. I just knew she didn't love me back.

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Lola's POV

I knew I had hurt Frank, but I had to do what was right for me at the time even if that meant hurting another person. I know I'm fucking selfish, but I really did love Gerard - and Frank, but fuck.

"You okay?" Mikey asked as I wiped away a tear I wasn't aware was there.

"Mhm." I hummed as I put on the best fake smile I could muster. He stood up and walked over to me, helping me up and pulling me into a hug.

"Th-Thanks Mikey." I sniffled as we pulled out of a hug and he brought us and sat us on the couch.

"Anytime. I think sometimes everyone needs a hug from a friend." I was relieved that Mikey didn't like me as anything more then a friend so I could have a relationship that was stable unlike the others I had recently been wavering in.

I snuggled up into his chest for a minute before I smiled up and him and stood up. "You okay, Lo?" He asked seeming concerned.

"Yeah, I just need to use the bathroom." I said truthfully as I grabbed my pyjamas and snuck off into the bathroom.

I quickly changed into a larger white tee and plaid fleecy bottoms. I was comfortable beyond belief. I relieved myself, washed my hands, brushed my teeth, and took all my makeup off before sighing at my reflection. 'How can everyone even stand to look at me?' was the main question swimming through my mind as I grabbed my other clothes and walked out of the bathroom. As I walked out I ran directly into Ray.

"Sorry." I blushed as I crept past him and into my bunk. I heard him go into the bathrooms and lock the door behind him as I threw my clothes back into my bunk.

"Hey." Mikey looked up from the TV and smiled at me. "You look comfortable."

I laughed before sitting across from him at looking at the TV. "What ya' watching?"

"I don't know, some ridiculous kids show." He said, glancing back at the TV. It had some sort of walking piñata or something. I laughed and soon Gee came in from the kitchen with a cup of coffee.

"Hi Lo." He said as he sat beside me and pulled me into him with his free arm. I snuggled into his chest before replying.

"Hey Gee." He kissed the top of my head. I looked away from the TV to see Mikey looking over at us.

"You guys are friendly with each other tonight." I blushed at his comment and looked at Gerard's feet.

"Yeah, um, I kind of broke up with Frank and me and Gee are ... together now." I said barley above a whisper, not wanting Frank to hear us.

"Oh." Mikey said barley above a whisper before looking back up to the TV.

"So are you ready for the next concert tomorrow?" Gerard started a conversation with his brother as I felt my eyes start to droop. Soon I fell asleep in Gerard's arms.

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"That was amazing!!!" I yelled at the guys as they came running off stage, out of breath from their show. Me and Gerard had been dating for about 2 weeks now.

"Thanks!" They all said with smiles, even Frank. Me and Frank were friends again, but our friendship wasn't as strong anymore. Ray hardly ever spoke to me and I had no idea why, but thankfully Mikey and I were still really good friends.

"So, guess what you guys!" Brian said, walking up behind Frank and Ray and putting his arms around their necks. "I got rooms for you in a hotel in the next town so you can get off that bus!"

"Really?" I asked excited, a huge grin stretched across my face.

"Yep!" He smiled back. We all jumped up and down excitedly.

"How long is the drive there though?" Frank asked, taking a bottle of water and drinking half before spilling the rest on his head.

"About 3 hours and we'll be in Miami!" Brian smiled before running away to help with the crew.

"Shit. I can't believe we are already all the way in Miami!" Ray exclaimed as we walked to the bus.

"We aren't there yet!" Mikey said, opening the bus doors and stepping inside.

"I know, but close enough right?" He smiled. I smiled back but when our eyes met his smile quickly faded and he looked away.

"I need a nap before we get there." I said stretching before yawning. To my surprise everyone but Mikey yawned too.

"I'll help you into your bunk." Ray said. It had kind of become a tradition or something that every time I needed to get in my bunk that Ray would lift me into it since he was the tallest and strongest of all of us.

"Thank you." I said when I was lifted into my bunk. I quickly fell into a quick, dreamless sleep before I was shaken awake by a happy looking Gee.

"Lola, we are in Miami, wake up." He said as he pulled the curtain all the way back and pulled me into his arms.

"I'm awake." I said quickly. He put me down and we both walked hand in hand and met up with Brian in the lobby of the hotel.

"Here you go." He said, giving each of us a key. We took them quickly before running off to our rooms.

Me and Gerard shared a room since we were a couple and Brian kind of knew. We quickly found our room on the third floor and unlocked the door. Gerard looked down at me with a seductive looked to his face and I knew exactly what he was suggesting.

"Are you ready?" He asked in a seductive tone in my ear as we opened the door and stepped inside.

"Mhm." I said before I grabbed his face and brought it down to mine in a rough, passionate kiss. He slipped his hands down my waist and I tangled mine into his hair. He started to walk us over towards the queen sized bed behind us. I felt its soft sheets touch the back of my legs before Gerard reached his hands under my butt and lifted me into the bed. He started to leave sloppy kisses down my jawline as he pulled my shirt over my head. I soon found the bottom of his shirt and whipped it off, throwing it far across the room as he laid me back and fumbled with the bottom on my jeans. I helped him undo his before he pulled mine off all the way. He connected our lips again, this time hungrier before his hands found the latch of my bra and pulled it off quickly letting it join the rest of our clothes on the floor. He sat up and looked down at my body before ripping off my panties.

"Your so perfect." He cooed in my ear as I found the waistband of his boxers and I slipped them off him quickly.

"You are too. And large." I growled in his ear ans he climbed over me in bed he quickly lined us up before he gently slid himself inside me.

"Gee." I moaned when only half of his length was inside me.

He quickly pulled back out before crashing himself back into me. He quickened his pace and let out a moan before I felt his release himself inside me. I quickly climaxed and he pulled himself out of me. He laid beside me and I curled into his chest quickly.

"Lola. You are perfect, I love you." He whispered out of breath in my ear. I looked up to his face and kissed him lightly in the lips before I replied

"I love you too." I admitted into his ear. His chest rose and fell quickly with every raspy breath he took and it quickly fell into his normal breathing pattern again.

I was about to let sleep take me out of consciousness before I heard a knock at the door. "Shit. I'll get it." I mumbled as I stood up, threw my underwear on with Gerard's shirt that fell just past my knee.

I answered the door and looked up to see Frank. Before he even opened his mouth to speak I could smell the alcohol on him.

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We just got off the bus to go into the hotel that Brian rented us rooms in and I knew exactly where I was going to go as soon as I was in the hotel. The bar.

Notes

Okay, so near the end we went back a little bit to when they were just getting of the bus to go to the hotel. We didn't jump ahead to the next time they were or anything.

So yeah, thank you for all the support and all the readers!!! <3