
The Silver Lining
New Beginings or Mistakes?
We all jumped off the bus and ran into the venue.
The guys laughed at my energy as I ran round them jumping up and down.
"Okay, guys, let's go!" Brian, their manager, said. They all sped up and got in quickly. They had sound check done and they were on in five.
"Here." Ray said, handing me a backstage pass. "If you don't wear this the security might kick you out. Oh by the way you look really pretty."
I smiled up at him with a blush and murmured a 'thank you' before he walked away. They all grabbed their instruments and ran onto stage. I ran over to Brian quickly.
"Would I be able to go down into the mosh pit?" I asked, shyly looking down at me feet.
"Of course dear." He hugged me and smiled. "Just be careful. I don't want to lose a pretty face like you."
I blushed before running off into the pit. I got as close to the stage as I could and jumped up and down, singing along with Gerard but keeping up with Frank's energy.
In between songs Gerard usually said something silly to the audience so he looked up and said "I know something you don't know." We all cheered. He looked directly at me and said "I'm not wearing any underwear!"
I blushed a deep crimson before he moved on to the next song. I looked around for the reactions to Gerard's little outburst at me and saw Frank shooting daggers at Gerard, Mikey laughing, and Ray just playing his guitar with a blank stare.
They finished their last song and I started to head backstage. They came running off stage and grabbed their bottles of water. Ray jogged over to me and asked "So how was the concert?"
"It was fucking amazing!" I said in a normal voice for anyone else, but that was like yelling since I usually didn't come above a whisper.
He laughed at my reaction before the other guys made their way over to us.
"So, I was thinking, Drinks?" Mikey asked the group. I looked to Frank, remembering our little date thing. He smiled and walked over to me before whispering "We can do it another time, you should bind with the other guys too."
I smiled at him and said that it was a great idea. "Let's go get drinks!!!"
They all smiled and we headed out the back door and walked to the nearest bar. Me and Frank sat down at the bar as the others excused themselves to the bathroom quickly.
"What can I get you two?" The bartender asked.
"Can I just get a beer for now?" Frank asked.
"I'll take the biggest serving of the strongest thing you have." I smiled.
"Wow, badass little lady." The bartender laughed before getting our orders. Frank looked at me in shock and I just giggled.
The others came back from the bathroom just as we were going to get our drinks. Ray sat beside me and Gerard and Mikey filled in beside Frank. "Here you go little lady. One moonshine." The bartender handed me at least a litre or two of moonshine and the others stared at me in disbelief as I downed half of it right then and there.
"What?" I said, looking around at the guys' shocked faces. They laughed at me.
"Jesus. Someone is getting wasted!" Frank teased, nudging me.
I laughed as the bartender came back for the others' drinks. He made his way to Ray and he said "I'll get what's she's having" with a smile.
"Then I'll take another." I laughed. I quickly drank the rest of my first one and waited eagerly for the the next.
I could hear Frank laughing behind me as I looked up into Ray's dreamy brown eyes. When he caught me staring I quickly avoided my view to the bartender.
"Here you are you guys. " he put the two drinks in front of us. We thanked him before I downed the first half of this bottle too.
"Jesus, Lo." Ray said, watching me.
"Your turn, then." I smiled. He chugged half the jar and almost fell out of his chair.
I chugged the rest of mine before looking back at Ray. "R-Ray?" I stuttered after a while.
"Y-Yeah?" He asked, looking drunk out of his mind.
"I c-can't walk, can you help me to the bus?" I slurred, getting a headache just thinking about going alone.
"O-Of course." He looked down at me and smiled. "Guys. Lo wants to go back to the bus and sleep but can hardly walk, I'm going to bring her. It's only 10, you guys should stay and have fun."
"Okay!" They all slurred, not intending on moving for a while. We both stood up and I grabbed Ray to steady myself as he laughed. He payed for our drinks and I thanked him as we stumbled out.
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We had finally found our way back to the bus and we stopped out side the bus to take a quick break before heading inside.
"Ray?" I asked looking up at him.
"Mhm?" He hummed sweetly.
"You are really really handsome tonight." I looked into his brown orbs and smiled.
He opened his mouth to say something, but I quickly leaned up on my tippy toes, reached my arms up to his head and crashed our lips together. He was stunned at first, but our lips soon fell in sync. He bit down softly on my bottom lip, causing me to moan. He had just enough time to slip his tongue into my mouth and start exploring. I felt him start to lead us back to the bus. We stopped in front of the doors to take a breath and look into each others eyes before crashing our lips back together. Ray slowly moved his hands down to my butt and picked me up, opening the bus doors and carrying me into it.
I felt him him put me back on my feet and heard him shut the door behind us as he led us into the area with the bunks. He disconnected our lips before picking me up and lifting me into what I assumed was his bunk. He quickly climbed up and crashed our lips together more hungrily. I laid him back, disconnected our lips, and sat up on my knees so he could see me. I seductively pulled my shirt over my head and threw it in the corner of the bunk. I slid my pants off and sat there, letting him admire my body. I leaned in again and connected our lips.
I let my hands travel down his chest, finding the bottom of his shirt and quickly pulling it off, then quickly undoing his belt and pulled his pants off and threw them in the corner with the other clothes. I looked down at the huge bulge in his underwear and looked back up with shock clear in my eyes at how big he was, judging just by his bulge.
I connected our lips again and felt his hands travel up my back to find my bra as mine traveled down his chest, feeling out every inch of him. He unhooked my bra and looked down. He moaned into my lips as I let my hand slid down his stomach to his bulge. I palmed him through his underwear and felt his moans on my lips.
I quickly found the waist band to his underwear and pulled them off him quickly. He did the same with my panties. I could feel by the way he had been kissing me that he wanted to be in control. I flipped us over so he was on top. He started to kiss my neck as he aligned himself to me. I had my hands holding tightly into his shoulders. He started to push himself inside me. I dug my nails into his back as I felt his think length fully enter.
"Fuck, Ray." I moaned when he was fully inside me. He slowly pulled out of me, teasing. He pushed himself all the way in slowly again and out at the same pace. He soon quickened his pace and was soon slamming into me as hard and fast as he could.
"Lo." He said in a low, raspy voice. I soon hit my climax. He was still pounding into me. "I'm about to-"
Before he could finish I felt him burst inside me. We rode off our climaxes before he pulled out and laid beside me.
"Fuck." I said, Ray pulled me in close to him and I snuggled up into his chest, finally feeling safe.
"Lo." He started, still out of breath. "I-I think I love you."
The butterflies in my stomach I had before, blew out into a full out storm as I heard this, it was the first time anybody had ever said this to me.
"R-Ray?" I asked. He hummed in response. "I-I think I love you too."
With that I felt him wrap his arms around me tighter and sigh into my hair. A few minutes later he started to snore lightly and I knew he was sleeping. I panicked as I heard talking outside the bus.
I jumped from Ray's grasp and started to pull on my panties. I pulled my shirt over my head and quickly got my other clothes.
"Lola, what's wrong?" He looked down at me.
"I-I think we should keep this a secret." I whimpered as I jumped quietly from his bunk.
"B-But-" he sighed "me too."
I looked up at him frantically. "W-Where do I sleep?"
"Bunk above me. That's where we put your backpack." He replied, pulling his curtain shut more as I heard the bus door open. I frantically threw my clothes in my bunk, kissed Ray's nose and walked to the kitchen, trying not to fall too much.
I made it there only dropping 3 times in my drunken state. Wait why was I in here again? I forgot and walked into the living area. I suddenly remember I was hiding from Mikey, Frank, and Gerard.
"Fuck." I muttered under my breath. They all burst through the door and walked up the stairs sloppily. Mikey smiled up at me she he saw me, but when his eyes dropped lower I think he noticed I wasn't wearing a bra... Or pants.
"Lola, w-why aren't you wearing any pants. And do you not have a bra on?" I flushed a deep red and saw that both Frank and Gerard looked up at me now.
"I-I um" I tried to think of an excuse quickly but was interrupted by Ray.
"She was sleeping, dude." I mentally screamed at him for not staying quiet since he was the one still naked.
"Oh-" Mikey said awkwardly. He walked past me, tripping over himself a few times and walked over to his bunk.
"S-So Lola." Gerard slurred. "Why are you out if bed then?" He narrowed his eyes at me, suspecting me of something,
"You guys scared me- I thought someone was trying to break in the bus." I lied.
"G-Gee. Leave her alone. We should get in bed." Frank mumbled.
"Okay." He walked past me and jumped into his bunk.
"G-Good night." I yelled through the bus after Me and Frank had each gotten situated in our own bunks.
"Night." Everyone said groggily after me.
I giggled a bit but turned serious again when I thought about tomorrow.... I'm not going to remember anything that happened after that first drink. I won't remember that Mikey, Gerard, Frank, and Ray had all seen me with no bra on and just on my panties (not to mention what me and Ray did) and that they might remember this tomorrow, but I know I won't.
Notes
So yep, second chapter.
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I hope everything is ok :) don't worry about the ff
7/20/14