Never leave without me

Chapter three

(Frank’s pOV)

“Do you want the food news or the bad news first?” the doctor asks in a grim tone.
“Good first please.” Gerard says nearly inaudible. Clearly nervous.
“Okay, well the good news is that Mikey has only three mildly fractured ribs and will recover from that soon. So we won't need to do anything with those.” he pauses followed by a heavy sigh “The bad news is that, and i'm sorry to have to tell you this but, Mikey has what looks to be early stages of liver cancer.” I'm so shocked when he says this Mikey, for the most part seems pretty healthy except for his weight but he's not severely underweight. The doctor points to several small dots on the X-ray showing us where the tumors are. I then see Gerard shrink to the floor and he seems like he's gasping for breath as silent tears roll down his cheeks.

(Gerard's POV)
I feel like somebody ripped my heart out of my chest and rolled over it with a semi truck a couple times. This can't be happening ,my beautiful baby brother has liver cancer. I feel my knees go weak and tears fill my eyes. Instantly I wished that our places had been switched. That I had gotten liver cancer instead of Mikey. I have nothing to live for. Whereas he has everything, he needs to experience so many things. I know he's not dead but still, I just feel like….oh hell I don't know how I feel other than very sad. My breath comes in short gasps when I feel my throat close slightly from crying.
“Gerard.” I feel a soft hand wiping the tears off my cheeks. Its Frank. For a stranger he is so compassionate. He takes my cold clammy hands in his warm ones helping me to my feet. I look into his eyes and bid him a silent thank you.
“The doctor left Gerard. I think he went to go break the news to Mikey.” Frank says softly. I nod sadly before walking almost zombie like out of the room.
When I enter Mikey has his head in his hands heavy sobs shaking his small frame.
“Hey everything is going to me okay shhh its okay Mike-Mike” I whisper soothingly scratching small circles on his back. I feel him sake and his lings heave.
“BUT I'M NOT FUCKING OKAY GERARD.” He screams at me. I know he doesn't mean to be angry with me but I'm still hurt by his words. I was only trying to help. I recoil a bit and he realizes what he did and holds out his arms. I hug him a bit too tightly and he lets out a whimper telling me I'm hurting him. I back off a little bit allowing him to collect himself.

(Mikey’s POV)
I really didn't mean to scream at Gee. I know he was just trying to help but it just sort of slipped out.I cry heavily extending my arms out wanting a hug from my older brother, he accidentally squeezed a bit too hard and i whimper because my ribs really fuckin hurt. I decide I want to go home so Gerard and Frank help me out to the car and I get in. My head still hurts really bad and I think getting some relaxation would be good for me. Frank sits next to me on the way home which is completely silent. I fall asleep on Franks shoulder.
The next thing I know were pulling up to the two story yellowish beige house I call home. I don't bother going upstairs to my room so I just crash on the couch. Frank and Gerard stay with me until I fall asleep.
(Gerard's POV)
After Mikey falls asleep I decide its best to take Frank home. The drive seems nonexistent seeing as I'm so caught up in my own thoughts. When I get home from dropping off Frank I head upstairs to my room and decide to write a song. I have a book of songs that I've written over the years I have never shown anyone not even Mikey. I work on the song for what feels like an eternity before I'm finished. I slide it under my bed and go downstairs.
I decide to sit next to Mikey. They say that everybody looks younger when they're asleep but Mikey looks like an angel and I'm so glad to have him as my brother.

(Franks POV)
I'm really worried about Mikey I hope he's doing alright. I just can't stop thinking about him he is so beautiful. I don't believe in love at first sight or i didn't used to. Wait do i love Mikey ugh I don't know today has been so fucking confusing. I hear the front door open then close signaling my dad is home so I lock my door and put in my ear-buds so I can't hear anything falling into my own world of thoughts.

Notes

sorry it took me so long to get this chapter up. I bet you all hate me now right lolz. tell me what you think thanks.