Only bad girls will get good grades

"It's my last day guys, so you guys can just hang out."

"We'll miss you Mr. Way" A girl says from the back. She's usually pretty quiet, but shes really nice. I think shes a freshman. Isn't that amazing, that young and already in such an advanced class. I wish I could have that talent.

"Well I heard you have a cool ass chick for your new teacher, so I'm sure you won't miss me too much. The bells gonna ring in like 30 minutes." He sits in his seat, putting the last of his things into a box. He Didn't have much left, seeing as last night we spent time packing stuff in here. He's leaving tonight in a big van, I'm staying in Gerards house by myself. I have no where else to go. My aunts are always busy with their shit, Freddie Would get into trouble with his parents, who check with him every other day. It Sucks having people who dislike you, like Freddy's parents do. Also My drug addictions lessened by a ton. I hven't taken anything in the last week. Hopefully I'll stay clean for a while.

My brother and I have been hanging out recently. Not at home, of course, but at the mall and random places. He said he met this guy named Kellin that he really likes. I'm happy for him to finally stop being the little douche bag he was. He said he only did it to fit in, and it eventually made him be that way constantly.

I think I didn't realize the time flying by, because all too soon the bell rang, shortening my time with Gerard home by thirty minutes. Everyone filed out of the room, some saying their goodbyes and how he was their favorite teacher. But it was soon cleared, much like Gerards desk was. I stand up, walking over to Gee and hugging him. He was checking to make sure he got everything, putting a finger on his chin in a thinking fashion when I did so. He let go of the slight shock that was caused, noticing how I was shuddering with about to form tears. He soon began rubbing my back as I squeezed him with the arms around his waist.

"Don't go" I whisper, instantly regretting it. I don't want him to feel bad for living his dreams. He squeezes my shoulders, squishing me in a warm hug.

"I'm sorry Darling." he says hugging me tightly. I turn my head into the crook if his neck, just crying into his black button-up. He sways on his feet, swinging us back and forth in a soft, soothing motion. I slowly stop them, feeling like a weight has floated off my chest from saying how I feel.

"I'm bringing you somewhere special today, before I go. You're gonna meet someone very important to me." He says. I sniffle loudly, stopping my tears from falling and looking up at him in a curious fashion.

"Who Is it?" I ask with my croaked voice. It sounds scratchy.

"My Grandmother, Elena. She is really excited to meet you, I've told her all about you. She's really excited about this afternoon. She really wants to meet you" I blush from hearing that he told her about me. She seems like a very important person by the way he speaks about her. She must have a giant effect on his life. How cute, He's a Grandmas boy. I feel myself start to smirk slightly, already feeling slightly better than before. He looks down at me with a happy glint now sparkling in his eyes. His lips stretch to a smile and he rests a hand on my face.

"There's the smile I know and love." He pecks my lips lightly and then lets me go. I chuckle a little, wiping under my eyes to get the tear streaks away.

"So are you up for going?? She's really excited. If you say yes we need to go now" He says it nervously, it was adorable.

"Of course I wanna go. Lets head out!" He chuckles and grabs the box of things, chasing after my fake excited self. Inside I don't think I've ever been more nervous. She's obviously one of the most important people in his life.

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We ring the door bell to the quaint little house and I'm biting my nails like a motherfucker.
"What if she doesn't like me?"I ask nervously while chewing on my thumb nail. He wraps an arm over my shoulder comfortably.

"She's gonna love you, Trust me" he kisses my cheek lightly, leaving me blushing as the door swings open to reveal an older woman with long brown hair, her hair is tied up into a large bun. There is paint over her fingers and up her arms. She had the same eyes as Gerard the Hazel colored eyes with the slight green and a Thin frame. Her stature was full of kindness, you could tell she was an extremely caring person just like her grandson. And that truthfully frightened me even more. She smiles brightly towards me, happiness blooming in the beautifully colored eyes.
"Are you the famous Clarissa Gee keeps ramblin' about?" She asks it in such a happy tone, just seeming to be such a bright person. She just seems to lighten your day. I smile lightly and politely, nodding softly.

"Yes Mam, That's me" I say it in a soft, nervous voice. She chuckles lightly.

"Sweetie there is nothing to be afraid of, I'm Not gonna hurt you. And please, for the love of god, Don't call me Mam. Anything but that. I don't even care if you call me Grandma Elena, Just not Mam. It makes me seem like I act like an adult, and I definitely don't do that." I smile and chuckle, suddenly feeling like Everything was gonna be okay with meeting this VIP person of Gerard's.

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"Seriously, Clarissa! Come down anytime your lonely or anything! Your such a sweetie." I chuckle and hug her, a bright smile remaining on my face.

"Of Course, Elena"I rub her back softly then step away. She smiles widely at me, then she shifts her vision to Gerard, Pride now shining brightly in her eyes.

"I'm So proud of you Gerard" she says, kissing his cheek. He blushes brightly. "I love you. You better call me, okay?" She hugs him tightly, squeezing tightly, then lets him go again.

"I love you too" He says it with the happiest voice I've ever heard from him. It made me so happy to see him this happy. She soon walks back into her home shutting the door and leaving us to get into the car.

We soon drive off to our home a slowly saddening silence growing around us as we inch closer to the home. He was about to leave and live his dreams while I was stuck here in school. We pullup, turning the car off and silently sitting for a moment.

Soon I hear "Are you sure you're going to Be Okay?" Ring out in the empty air. I realize that he has been staring at me worriedly for this short while we've sat here.

I look over at him with a fake smile, nodding. "I'll be Okay" I look away from his eyes, knowing I wouldn't be able to lie if I saw his eyes. He puts his finger under my chin, lifting it higher and looking me in the eyes, probably knowing the same as me.

"You don't have to lie to me" He says softly, Holding my cheek softly and caring. I try to find a way to lie but I can't find anymore excuses to say.

"I'm Scared, Gee"

"Scared of what, Darling?" he asks.

"Scared of being alone. I do the stupidest things alone." He pulls me across the center council, pulling me into another hug like earlier, him brushing his hand through my long black and purple hair. I lay my head on his chest, hearing his heart beat with a rhythm. He sighs softly.

"I'll call everyday. And if you ever get bad again you can call me at anytime. You know that." I rub my head against him, wanting to be closer. "And you'll have Freddy and James, they can keep you happy. I'll be back before ya know it! " We sit calmly, him brushing my hair back gently and soothingly. "So are you going to be okay?"

"I'm Okay, I Promise" He looks down at me nervously, sighing and letting go. We climb out of the car, walking inside. He has about two hours to be ready to leave, his bags are all packed and sitting by the door. I sigh, plopping onto the couch and turning on the TV.

"So, What should we do now?" I ask after a few moments of flipping through crappy tv sitcoms and stupid infomercials. I sigh in boredom, adjusting to lay down on the couch.

"I could think of something. . ." His voice sounds of, but before I get the chance to look up, he's on top of me, leaning down to kiss me. Works for me.

I wrap my arms around his neck, kissing back happily. He deepens the kiss, slipping his tongue into my mouth as he grinds down on me. I Moan lightly, a soft laugh coming with it. He pulls away, kissing down my neck to my collar bone, where he proceeds to suck and nip to make me moan again.

"Someones Excited" I say, talking about how speedy he's being. He Laughs, tickling my neck.
"You Have no Idea how much I've missed this. It's been a bit since our last occurrence" He says, nipping my ear. He moves so I'm in between his legs, kissing me strongly. It has been a while, from all the business in packing and keeping me clean and my uncles being over and school, we really haven't had much time to ourselves, and when we did, we were sleeping.
He put his hands under my shirt, pushing it up over my stomach. He pulled back and took it off, taking his button up off as well as he continued intertwining our tongues. He unbuttoned my pants while kissing down my body again as he pulls them down, leaving me in the Lacy underwear I had decided to wear today. I reach down and palm him through his jeans, feeling his erection grow within my hand.

"Ris, don't tease me" he moans out desperately. I chuckle and undo his belt and soon his button in his pants, Yanking them down as he kicks them off. We soon were fully naked, our undergarments tossed to the side hastily as it got hot and heated.

He soon was inside of me, Making sure I was okay before continuing. And I swear, that's when sex wasn't just sex with him. It changed to something different, Something better. It was making love. It didn't feel animalistic, Nor did it feel slutty. I felt love, he was gentle and rough when I wanted or needed it, not forcing me to go along with what he wanted. He wanted us to both enjoy it.

We both soon reached our ecstasy and he fell down to my side, breathing heavily. I snuggled into his chest, lying my head in the nook of his collarbone. He wrapped his arms around me gently.

"I Love You" I murmured out, feeling comfortable in his arms.

"I Love You, Too" He says, squeezing me tightly.
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"Ris, I gotta get dressed, What if Frank and Ray come in!" I sit up, Watching him pull his skinny black jeans up hislegs while hopping around from rushing. That last thought snaps something in my mind, causing me to jump up and get dressed with him. Soon we were fully dressed, sitting in the living room and waiting for them by watching the television.

They soon arrive, running in and opening the door, obviously trying to catch us in the act. I roll my eyes, seeing frank on the floor from tripping when running in.

"Dumbass" I mutter, before walking over to them and hugging them goodbye.

"Are you sure you're gonna be-" I put my hand on Frank's chest, stopping him from talking.
"Please lets not talk about this again. I'm fine. You need to go, you're late as it is!' I say, picking up one of the bags and walking out the door with them.

"Alright Ris, You're right. Love you"He says, pulling me into a hug. I smile and hug him back.
"Love you too, Frankie"

"Ey!! Do I get Love?" I hear Ray yell jokingly. I giggle and let go of Frank, runnig over to Ray and hugging him tightly.

"Gonna miss you, Poof Meister" I say, hugging him tightly.

"I'll miss you too, sassafras" He says, kissing my forhead while laughing lightly. "Love you"
"love you too!" I say, letting go. He smiles and hops into the van, closing the door and leaving Gee and I alone. We stand in awkward silence for a second, not knowing what to say to each other. I look into his eyes and do the first thing I think of. I hug him. He hugs me back tightly, obviously not wanting to let go. I look up, My arms staying around him.

"Don't succumb to the Groupie sluts" I say into his shoulder. I feel it move in silent laughter.
"I won't. Promise" It soon falls to silence again, only the sound of the van humming reigns through the silence.

"I'll miss you" I say.

"Me too" he mutters, leaning in to kiss me. I accept, giving him a short sweet kiss. "I love you"
"I love you too"

And then he lets me go, getting into the van and driving off, leaving me all alone again.

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