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The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

Chapter eight

Oliver's P.O.V

"You don't have like... ANY beer in this house. It's ridiculous Oli. Seriously man" Matt shouted from the kitchen. "Just have a glass of water and shut up" I shouted back. I heard him groan, I laughed a little and changed the channel on the TV. Some gossip show was on, like usual I would skip it but something caught my eye. "Is that Charlie?" I murmured to myself.

She was sat on a bed next to Gerard way, they seemed to be on a video chat thing. The lady was speaking in a very American voice. "Welcome Celebrity lovers, it's a beautiful day today and we have the latest scoop on a 'New couple?'" The lady said. I frowned and kept watching. "On Thursday night, at a local diner in New Jersey, Frank Iero, Gerard Way and Charlotte Holmes were seen having a normal dinner. After dinner the couple, Gerard and Charlotte were seen kissing. This brought an uproar on twitter from the band's (My chemical romance) Fans" The lady finished. My eyes widened. She kissed him on the same day I... I felt upset and betrayed. I felt like she cheated on me with him.

"On Friday they were seen on 'Omegle', a chat site that is used for meeting new strangers. Gerard was next to Charlotte the whole time, they were answering questions and even taking photos. Now, we don't know if it's a official yet but oh my, aren't they just the cutest couple you've ever seen?" I turned the TV off after that. I can't watch anymore, it made me sick with hurt.

She's mine. Not his. I had her first.

Charlotte's P.O.V

"Hey charlie! Look at this shit! You're on TV!" Frank shouted around a mouthful of chips. I rolled my eyes, "English please?" He sighed and chewed quickly. "YOU'RE. ON. TV!" He screamed after swallow the chunk of chips. I made a look of disgust and then watched the TV. Amanda the gossip lady was standing next to a green screen with my face and Gerard's. "It's not official yet but oh my, aren't they just the hottest couple you've ever seen?" She said, holding a hand up to her chest. "Thanks Amanda!" Frank smiled, food in his mouth. "How are we friends?" I asked after a moment of disgust.

"You love me, remember?" He swallowed the food and I walked away from him. "Okay. Fine. I see what this is. Bitch..." He said while I walked away. "I love you Frankie" I called out to him and he replied with a food filled 'Yay'. Gerard was just finishing up on cleaning the bench and the whole of the kitchen. "Baby. Stop. Gerard!" I shook his arm while laughing. He was wiping the cupboard down. "What?" He focused his eyes on mine. "You don't have to clean the kitchen, it's already clean. Relax" I grabbed his hands and took the cloth out of them. He smiled and then nodded in agreement. I ran the cloth under water to wash the dirt and coffee off of it.

I squeezed the water and held it, just staring at it. What am I doing? What is going on? This isn't me, I'm not a girl that has a famous... Whatever we are. The only fame I have is DC. DC comics is not just my job, it is my life, my friend and my everything. I go there to be in peace and draw. "What are you thinking about?" Gerard's voice came from behind me. "Nothing, Just... uh. How good I'm going to get Frank" I smiled and turned to face Gerard hanging the still slightly dirty cloth. Gerard grinned.

I don't want him to see how confused I am by this. I like Gerard, I may even... 'Love' him. He has made me happier then ever, I'm more confident and I feel like I don't have to carry around my anxiety anymore. I went with my excuse and ran into the living room, I held the cloth out and wiped it on an unsuspecting Frank. "What the fuck?" He said in a confused voice. I wiped it all over his face, diving onto him while he was sitting on the couch, trying to hold him down. "EW! IT'S WET! NO!" He whipped his arm out and tried to push me off of him. He shoved me off, making me fall to the ground. I pulled Frank down with me.

He rolled off of me and I wiped his face with the cloth again. "Charlie! No. Stop! EW!! IT STINKS!!" He squealed and I giggled like a maniac and he wriggled underneath me. "That's what you get Frankie froo!" I got off of him and picked the cloth up. "You better watch your back" Frank glared at me while wiping at his mouth. "You're too cute to glare at me" I smiled and the corners of his mouth lifted up faintly before he set his face in a serious way.

"I mean it" He dusted himself off. "Whatever you say Frank" Gerard said after laughing at us. "GERARD I'M HOME!" A voice shouted through the living room. We all turned and Mikey flinched. "Woah, closer then I thought..." He apologized, I laughed a little at that. "Sure you weren't loud enough?" Frank complained while rubbing his ears. Mikey blushed a little and shook his head, "Shut up Frank"

***

"When is Ray coming again?" Gerard was sipping on a juice box. I was sat between him and Mikey. The past couple of hours were spent watching TV and talking, just getting to know each other. "Not for another hours or two, why?" Mikey checked his watch and replied. "Well I really wanted to, uh. Do something" Gerard rubbed the back of his neck. "You wanna take her out on the town! Do a little groove make a little relationship, not get down tonight because Ray is coming and I'm staying over for the night..." Frank sung.

I felt my face crinkle up and I shook my head in embarrassment. "Shut up Frank" Gerard said, slapping him on the back of the head. "Charlie! He's being mean!" Frank pouted. "Gerard! You know it's not right to hit your friends" I said in a motherly tone. "He started it!" Gerard whined. "And I'm finishing it" I smirked. "Now say he's a naughty boy and make love, Jeez I swear this was like a porno" Frank wiggled his eyebrows. "Shut up Frank!" Gerard and I both shouted in unison. "FINE! Fuck. I'm sorry. Ergh, you guys suck now" Frank hopped up and ran to the stairs.

"I'll buy you some ice cream later" I called up to him and he stopped walking up the stairs, halfway to the top. "I'm listening..." He smiled like a little kid. "Your favorite ice cream too" I got off the couch and Frank grinned. "YAY!" He skipped up the stairs and ran down the hallway. I laughed and went into the kitchen. "Hey, can I speak to you for a second?" Gerard came up behind me, wrapping his hand in mine. My heart stopped beating, a cold chill running through me. I don't know why but I felt like he was just going to tell me that he was interested in me anymore. I sighed a little and followed him outside. Getting ready for the worst.

We went under a big oak tree in his backyard. It was shaded and cool. "So, Charlotte. I was just wondering if you would like to... um, well if you would like to go on a date with me..." He closed his eyes. I smiled and exhaled the big breath I kept in. "Gerard. I'd love too" I held both of his hands and brought them to my lips, kissing them lightly. His beautiful eyes opened and he wore a wry grin. "Really?" He whispered. "Of course" I smiled lightly and squeezed his hands.

I let one of his hands go and caressed his cheek while leaning up to kiss him. Our lips met and I closed my eyes. His lips were like silk, they were soft and smooth. He held onto the back of my head and wrapped his arm around my waist, letting go of my other hand. I felt myself melt into his grip. He was so gentle and caring with his touch. I was hoping that this time their wouldn't be any interruptions. I bit gently on his bottom lip and pulled on it. He made a sweet noise and I smiled, kissing his lips once more.

I smiled into the kiss when I heard 'Props & mayhem' playing from the house. Gerard wrapped both of his hands around my waist and swayed, my head now on his chest. "So dance if it moves you. Jump in the fire if it burns you, I'll throw my arms around you darling. And we'll turn to ashes. Drown me in the flames" He sung to me quietly while swaying. I looked up into his eyes and he smiled down at me. "You're truly amazing" the smile never left my mouth.

He didn't speak just looked deeply into my eyes as we swayed. When the song ended he spun me around and pecked me on the mouth. "Come on, let's get you ready" He whispered into my ear. He held my hand as he ran out to the car and drove me back home. "What should I wear?" I asked, feeling something bubble up inside me. "Anything, you'll look beautiful in it" He stated and followed up behind me to my room. Once we were there he sat on my bed and watched as I rushed around. I went to my walk-in-wardrobe and went through my clothes.

I searched and searched. I poked my head out of the wardrobe. What colour is Gerard wearing? He had a pair of black skinny jeans on, a black singlet on and his favorite black leather jacket. In other words he was VERY colourful (SARCASM *WINK WINK*). I went to my dress section and picked a nice black dress, I picked a beanie and some cute cat tights.

I quickly stepped out of the wardrobe and went into the bathroom. Closing the door behind me, I got changed and left my boots off as I brushed my hair and lined my eyes with black sharp liquid eye liner. I put some red lipstick on and put some mascara on. I picked my boots off the cold tiles and opened the bathroom door. I held my arms out in a 'Ta-Da' way and saw Gerard stand up. "You look breathtakingly beautiful" He came towards me and made a signal for me to spin around. I spun around and he grinned. "Beautiful" He murmured, his eyes sparkling.

"Ooh! Wait!" I sat on the bed and ungracefully slipped my boots on. I tightened the laces on them and tucked the strings inside. I balanced my way up on the high heels and staggered a little before getting the hang of it. I walked toward Gerard and he grinned at my hight. "We're the same hight now!" I poked my tongue at him and he pecked me on the lips. "Are you ready?" He asked. "Yep!" I picked my phone up from the bed and grabbed his hand.

"So where are we going anyway?" I asked as I cautiously walked down the first couple of stairs. Gerard saw this and picked me up, carrying me down the stairs. I giggled as he winked at me. He let me down at the bottom of the stairs and made way for the front door. "It's a secret..." He opened the door and by my surprise a very familiar face was at my door. Only they had bloodshot eyes, they were drunk and tired and slumped up against my house.

"Hey Oliver. What are you doing here?" I gave Gerard a strange look and he frowned a little. Oliver looked at me and smiled sweetly, his brown eyes twinkling. His gaze then fell on Gerard and I had never seen so much hate in a pair of eyes as I did at that very second. "I came to see you. What are YOU doing here?" Oliver asked Gerard. "Uhh. Oliver, look. Why don't you come on inside" I ushered him inside, unsure of what to do. Oliver bumped into Gerard purposely on the way in. He slumped onto my couch and laughed a little at himself.

Gerard looked confused and upset. "Sorry, this might take only a second" I apologized to him discreetly and gerard sighed before nodding his head. He had his arms folded. "How are you?" I asked Oli and he lifted his head. "I need to tell you something Charlie" He slurred and then hiccuped. His eyes were rimmed red and glassy. "Sure anything, shoot" I smiled and he returned it. "I like you Charlie... You're sweet, funny, beautiful and I want you to be mine. I don't want HIM to have you. He isn't even... fuck" He finished and rubbed his face.

"I like you too Oli, but you see... I can't. I-" He cut me off by reaching out for me. "I know I told you to forget the kiss but can't we just go back. Remember?" He smiled and touched my face. Gerard stiffened and stepped closer. Oliver snapped his gaze on him and he clenched his fist. "And then YOU, YOU come in like a fucking idiot. Stealing her away and having that fucking smile and shit" He staggered up off the couch and stood in front of me. Gerard stayed silent, he had a look of anger in his eyes and his eyebrows were drawn together.

"I'd make her way happier then you. You have too many problems to care about Charlotte. The only thing that you two have in common is Frank!" Oliver spat. I felt my anxiety bubble up and run down my arms. My skin was tingling and my breaths came out quick and fast. "You're too late Oliver" Gerard's voice was low. "Too late? So what! You aren't even official. I could kiss her right now" Oliver shouted. "Is this something that you love to do? Mess up everything that I have? First it was Marie and now Charlotte! How many things can you fuck up for me?" Gerard shouted.

I felt my vision blur. Marie? I blinked furiously, my eyes watering up. My heart was beating faster then ever. My skin was getting cooler and my nerves were running wild. My brain was hurting and my fingertips felt like they were in icy cold water. "MARIE? She was just a girl! You knew I liked her! THEN YOU TOOK HER FROM ME!" Oliver's voice echoed through me head. "She died because of you! She couldn't take the guilt. Every day was the same Oliver. We would be out, having a great time and then she went to visit you! She never came back. It broke my heart and it still does! She died because of YOU!" Gerard's voice was filled with sadness.

Marie? She died? Did they kill her? Did she kill herself? What is going on... I felt like I was loosing myself. "MY FAULT!? MY FAULT? She was everything to me. Fuck!" He stepped forward. Gerard's jaw was clenched, his eyes looked red, they weren't his usual pretty hazel. I didn't know I was falling until I hit my head. I fell to the ground, my head hit the coffee table on the way down. "CHARLOTTE!" Gerard screamed. Then nothing.

Notes

Hey, Hope you all enjoyed this chapter!
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Comments

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12/22/14

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11/18/14

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11/13/14

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