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The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

Chapter thirty seven

Charlotte's P.O.V

I groaned and rolled onto my side.
"Look... No. You listen to me- ah- okay. No. I understand. If you call this number again... I know. We can't tell Charlie. Yeah. Okay. I love you too. Bye" I heard Gerard's voice whispering.

I frowned, my eyes opening. I sat up straight, my eyes focusing onto Gerard. "Who was that?" I asked. He turned around quickly, the phone in his hand was shoved into his back pocket. "No body" He coughed. I got off the bed and slowly walked over to him. Then I saw it, a blue/purple mark on his neck. "Gerard. Where did that mark come from?" I asked.

He didn't answer me. Then I saw a red lipstick mark under his chin. My eyes started watering. "Gerard... who was on the phone?" I asked him again. "No body" He said again. I then smelt a feminine perfume come from him, his hair was roughed up and out of no where, a pair of arms were wrapped around him, pulling him away from me. "Gerard?" I whispered, my eyes widening. "I don't love you" He grinned.

My eyes snapped open and I sat up right. It was just a dream. A really fucked up and confusing dream. I wiped my forehead and shut my eyes tight. The space beside me moved. I opened one of my eyes and looked down at the messy haired Gerard beside me. I bit my lip nervously and brushed his hair away from his neck, only to reveal pale skin. No hickeys. No red lipstick. I sighed in relief.

"Thank god" I got out of the bed and stretched. I checked the time. It's currently nine o'clock. I smiled and picked my mobile up. One new message. I opened it and a grin hit my face instantly.

'Hey sugar pie, how did it go last night? Did it work out? -Stumpy.xo'
I sighed and looked over at Gerard.
'Hey. Didn't really work out too well. I'm alright though -Chrleexo

I sat down on the edge of our bed and went through twitter.
'That sucks. Do you want to catch a coffee today? My band has the day off again -Stumpy.xo'
I bit my lip and thought about it. Gerard probably has to work on his comic anyway.

'Alright. What time? -Chrleexo'
'ASAP -Stumpy.xo'
I grinned and turned my phone off. What should I wear today? I got changed into a pair of torn up light blue denim jeans and a white skeleton printed top. I brushed my hair and lightly curled it. I looked in the mirror and brushed my teeth. I shrugged on a black leather jacket and picked the black Fedora that was thrown on the ground up, placing that on top of my head.

Gerard was still asleep. He definitely needs sleep right now. I checked the time again, It's 9:30. I sighed and got out a piece of paper.

'Hey Gee,
I'm going to have coffee with Patrick today.
Keep working on that comic of yours Mister,
Love you lots.
-Charlee.xo'

I stared at the note for a bit. I should stay, but I'll probably bother him by being here. He needs a clear head while writing, you know what I mean. I turned around and looked at him. His red hair was strewn across the white pillow he rested on. My eyes softened and my heart ached a little. I smiled lightly as I got a piece of tape and stuck the note on his forehead. I kissed his cheek, leaving a pink lipstick mark. My hand twitched at the look of it, the dream hitting me again.

It's nothing. The dream doesn't mean anything.

***

"Are you ready for another bad poem?" I randomly sung out loud. "Seriously?" Patrick laughed beside me. "Seriously serious" I rolled my eyes and chuckled. "Here we are! Starbucks! Number one place to stop for Caffeine" He grinned while opening the shop door for me. "Thank you" I curtsied and entered the warm place.

We both ordered the same thing, a vanilla latte. He paid, I argued and he told me to stop being cute and sit down, Which I blushed awkwardly to and did as told. I got a window seat and cheered. I love sitting by the window.

"Patty Mc. Stump and Charmander holmes" A lady called out. Patrick blushed a bright red as he picked our coffees up. I purposely made the names like that. I grinned at him as he sat down. "Butt head" He muttered as his face changed back to it's normal colour. "You love it" I winked while picking my coffee up. "Totally" He sighed while rolling his eyes. "Hey! Don't roll your eyes at me young man" I joked. "Charlotte. I'm 29. You're 21. I'm older then you sweet heart" He sassed.

"Woah! Hey! Don't get sassy at me Mister" I raised my hands in defense. "Don't get on my bad side Miss Holmes" He sipped his coffee while watching me. "What are you doing after this?" I asked after a while of silence. "Nothing really... I was hoping to spend the day with you" He beamed. "Awesome! I was hoping the same!" I high fived him.

We drank our coffees while talking about the tour.

"I like your phone case" Patrick randomly commented while pointing at my phone. It was plain white besides the black text and antlers printed on it. It read 'Am I more then you bargained for yet?'

"Thanks!" I blushed.
"The bracelet is my favourite though" He smirked.
I was wearing my favourite and also Frank's favourite Fall out boy bracelet.
"Thank you again?" I chuckled.
"No problem" He marveled.

***

Gerard's P.O.V

She's with Patrick again? I sighed as I read the note she stuck to my head. I groaned and laid back down. I felt a little jealous that he had time to spend with her. I stared at the plain white ceiling. I rolled onto my side. I need to get to work. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "One step at a time" I mumbled.

I got up and combed the hair in my eyes to the side. I padded into the hotel bathroom and flinched at the sight of my own face in the mirror. It's going to be my birthday soon. I stared at myself. Studying myself closely. I bowed my head and took another deep breath. Maybe I should take tonight off, have dinner some where fancy with Charlie. My eyes snapped open and I grinned. Hell. I'll take the whole day off. I mean the concert isn't until tomorrow for Brisbane. Not only will I have time for myself but I'll have time with Charlie.

I grabbed my phone and called her number.
"He- Patty stop! Hello?" Charlotte giggled.
"H-Hey Charlie" I felt a whole bunch of Jealousy hit me.
"Patrick! Seriously! Stop it!" I heard her squeal.
I bit my lip and looked around the room while waiting for her to talk.
"Sorry Gee. What's up?" She asked.
"Oh- I was wondering if you'd like to... to um g- you know what, never mind. It was stupid anyway" I laughed halfheartedly. She's having fun already, maybe I should just let her have time alone.
"It's alright! You can tell me *I'm going to go say hi to that cat over there* Uh- Hold on a sec. PATRICK! THAT CAT IS PROBABLY FILLED WITH RABIES!" She shouted. I looked down at my feet.
"Uh- Charlie. I'm gonna go now. I'll talk to you later" I hung up and threw my mobile away.

I'll just hang out with Frank. Yeah. That's still good. Right?

I rubbed my face and sighed. I got changed into a Batman symbol T-shirt and a pair of dark blue jeans. I slipped my old beat up white converse on and left the hotel room with a sad feeling rolling through my stomach.

***

Frank's P.O.V

Ergh. I feel like complete shit. I splashed my face with cold water. A few knocks were sounded from my hotel door. I dried my face and walked towards the door. I unlocked it and opened it wide. At first I smiled, but then I looked closer. Is Gerard okay?

"Hey man" He croaked out.
"H-Hey... are you okay?" I frowned while placing one of my hands on his shoulder.
"Y-Yeah...Uh-Can I come in?" He wiped his nose and looked down.
"Sure" I stepped aside and let him inside. I closed the door behind him and waited for him to speak.
"Charlotte is having coffee with Patrick"
"Patrick? He's a pretty nice guy, why? Is something wrong?" I bit my lip nervously.
"I don't know Frank... I called her up, I wanted us to have a day out together-"
"Yeah! Get to the good bit, this brain is wearing out on me" I tried to lighten the mood a bit while rubbing my forehead. He smiled a little before holding his head in his hands.
"Here, sit down" I gently pushed him to my bed, so he could sit.
"Thanks. Well. She sounded like she was having fun, like a lot of fun with him" He looked up at me with red rimmed eyes.
"Hey! You know Charlie, She's always bound to have a good time with people" I reassured him.
"I'm worried Frank..." He sighed.
"I wouldn't be. Charlotte loves you more then anything. Do you think she would throw you away because of Patrick? I mean he's sweet and funny but you're Gerard Way" I chuckled.
He looked down at his hands. Is that a tear? Is he crying?

"We're drifting Frankie" He whimpered, his eyes closing shut.
"How do you know that?" I rubbed his back.
"The concerts, the comic, the interviews... It's too much. I haven't had enough time to spare for her" He sniffled.
"Just think! In two weeks... this will all be over" I smiled.

"I know" He bit his lip and nodded.
"How about we order some pizza, I download some movies and we can just hang out" I smiled while rubbing his back.
"Thanks Frankie" He rubbed his eyes and lightly smiled at me.

***

Well, I downloaded some movies for us to watch on my laptop because I can't be fucked on going outside. Plus we got some pizza and room service.

My phone started ringing beside me and I groaned. It was on the other side of the room. "Are you shitting me right now?" I whined. "Don't answer it" Gerard chuckled while trying to catch a piece of popcorn into his mouth.

I played with my lip ring and kept my eyes on the laptop. I downloaded 'Grave encounters' and 'Cloudy with a chance of meatballs'. Nice combination, am I right?
"We should make another music video... Make it about a mental asylum like this" Gerard pointed at the screen. We were watching 'Grave encounters' now. "I reckon that would be pretty rad" I agreed.

My phone started to ring again and I sighed. "I'll be back" I heaved myself off the bed and went over to wear my phone was. Charlotte's name was flashing across the screen. I looked over at Gerard before picking my phone up. "Uh- I'll be back" I smiled and went out side of my room to answer the call, to which Gerard threw a chocolate at me on the way out.

"Charlie! Hey" I chimed.
"Hey Frankie... You wouldn't know where Gerard is, would you?" She asked curiously.
"Uh- yeah. He's kind of hanging out with me" I kept my eyes on my hotel room's door while speaking.
"Oh... well... Just tell him that I'm having dinner with Pete and Hayley"
"A-Alright... Um-We need to talk later" I scratched the back of my head while speaking in a serious tone.
"Why? Is something happening?"
"N-No! Everything is fine. Well, I think everything is... I mean, I hope everything is" I chuckled.
"Okay Frankie. I'll talk to you lat- HEY FRANK!" Patrick's voice shouted over the phone.
I frowned and giggled a little. "Hey man" I replied.
"Hold on Charlie-no-Lea- STAHP IT WOMAN!" He shouted.
"Hey Frank, have I ever told you how much of a butt head Charlie is?" He amusingly laughed. I could hear shuffling around on the other end of the phone and Charlotte shouting out something about him being a liar.
"No. No you haven't" I chuckled.
"Well. Charlotte is the bigg- Biggest butt- LET GO OF ME! Biggest butt head in the whole world *LIAR! DON'T LISTEN TO HIM FRANK!* He can't hear you loser!" They bickered.
I shook my head and silently laughed. "Look, you two stop fighting. I'm going to go eat pizza and watch scary movies with my fandom boyfriend, okay. Bye now" I smiled and hung up the phone.

Now I see why Gerard got so worked up over it. I bit my lip and went back into the room. "So that was- Gerard?" I frowned as I saw he wasn't on the bed anymore. "Gerard?" I put my phone down and went towards the bathroom. He was sitting on the ground, his back against the wall and his head in his hands. I sighed and sat beside him.

"Are you okay buddy?" I placed my arm around his shoulders.
"Not really" He mumbled.
"You know how Charlotte had her girls day?" I asked him.
"Yeah" He looked up at me with hopeful eyes.
"This will be our guys day" I patted him on the back, a half smile hanging on my lips.
He looked down at the ground before a tear rolled down his cheek. I felt a heavy feeling weigh on my chest. While Charlotte is out having fun with knew people, Gerard is stuck with me feeling sorry for himself. I looked around for a second.
"What can I say Gerard? I don't really know how to take situations like this" I stammered.
"I don't know why I feel so sad about this. I mean, she has a right to have fun without me, right?" He looked up at me with watering eyes. I closed mine for a second.
"Of course" I muttered.
"Then why do I have to be so selfish and think that she doesn't want to be with me anymore over two stupid days" He sobbed.

"I'll have a talk with her ton-"
"It's too late Frank. She's probably in love with fucking Patrick, and here I am. Gerard fucking Way. Too fucking sad to even grow the balls to call her" He started getting angry, his breathing got heavier and the tears began to roll out of his eyes.
"I love her Frank. I love her more then words can describe" I let him spill his heart out to me.
And that's exactly what he did. He told me everything, from the way he felt about her the first time they met, to when he saw her last night.

I suddenly felt like I was in Gerard's place. Like Charlotte was cheating on me. Does he think that Charlotte is cheating on him? I didn't realize I was crying until my chest started to shake. I wiped my eyes and sniffled. This man needs a hug. I wrapped my arms around Gerard and gave him a big hug. "I don't want to lose her Frankie. She means so much to me" He sobbed into my arm. "It's alright Gee. We'll get this sorted out" I reassured him.

The rest of the night was spent with me hugging him until he fell asleep. Then I had to carry the bastard into my bed. I tucked him in and stepped back. Gerard's eyes were still red and puffy from crying. I rubbed my face and grabbed a pillow for myself, making my way over to the couch provided. Tomorrow is the day we'll be having a big talk.

***

Charlotte's P.O.V

I laughed out loud to a joke that Pete said. Hayley smacked my arm and giggled with me.
"That's so mean!" She gushed out loud.
I high fived Pete across the table.

My phone started ringing and I excused myself from the table.
"Hello?" I answered.
"Hey Charlotte" It was Mikey.
"Hey Mikes! How are you?" I beamed.
"Not so good. Is it true?" His voice was serious.
"Is what true? Mikey you're scaring me" I frowned.
"You and Patrick. Is it true?"
"Me and Patrick? Like in friends? Yeah of course" I sighed in relief.
"Don't lie to me" He sneered.
My heart stopped beating and a cold shiver ran down my spine.
"Mikey... I'm not lying"

Notes

Hey!
TWO UPDATES!? WHAT!?
So here you go, two chapters for you.


This kind of inspired me for the mirror part.

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Love you all so much!
Bye.xo

Comments

dude omg i miss this story so much and i hope youre okay ;-;

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12/22/14

there seems to be no limit to the awesomeness here
sooo i will be leaving
*explodes into glitter*

Runner Runner
11/18/14

@rainbowturtlezes
No need to apologise, I'm very thankful for your comment! :3 xo

@Cold-Hearted Revenge
but it really is like seriously amazing.
cx
sorry haha

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11/13/14

@rainbowturtlezes
Awe! Thank you so much! That's very sweet of you to say. xo