Charlotte's P.O.V

(5 days later)

I stared at the TV. I was cuddled up in a warm fluffy blanket, a bowl of Diabetes (Candy) beside me and a cup of hot chocolate in one hand. I decided to re-watch supernatural, start from season 1. Gerard hadn't seen the show before, that's another reason why I decided to start it again. He had his head on my lap, my free hand was playing with his red hair. Christmas is only a couple of days away. The tour decided to give the bands a break. We finished all of America and were soon going to be sent to Europe. We were back at my house. Frank wanted to see if he could find 'J' and Mikey actually talked to the girl he was interested in. Ray stayed at my brother's house.

"I wonder how Oliver and Chelsea are going" Gerard mumbled while watching the TV. "We should call them" I sighed, twisting a piece of his hair between my fingers. "How long has it been since she first found out about the baby?" He asked. "I don't know... probably about... 2 months?" I squinted my eyes and stared at the wall behind the TV, calculating how long ago she told me. "Hmm... I got a feeling that it's going to be a boy" Gerard looked up at me. "Me too" I smiled. "Oliver as a dad. That's different huh?" He turned back to the TV. "Chelsea as a mother is what got me. I reckon she'd be a great mum though" I shrugged. "I reckon both of them would be great parents" He replied while picking a loose string off of the fluffy blanket wrapped around me.

I bit my lip and thought about them. Oliver carrying a small bundle of cuteness in his arms, Chelsea smiling and looking beautiful beside him and her child. My thoughts changed to me and Gerard. Would he really want to marry me? Was that just a joke back at the hotel? Was he being serious about the whole planning process? I brought my attention to the red headed man on my lap. His eyes scanned the TV in front of us, he flinched at something that happened in the TV show and I smiled lightly. Would he want a future with me? Am I thinking to much on this? I lifted the warm cup of cocoa to my lips and took a big mouthful. "Can I have some?" Gerard lifted his hand up, looking up at the cat mug in my hand. "Sure" I smiled. I handed him the mug and he sat up, taking it with a mischievous grin on his face.

I watched him quietly. Would he want kids? I mean, would he want kids with me? I can't help but think that he might just want this relationship to be only a relationship. I'm not that exciting of a girl, I have my problems here and there. I closed my eyes and ducked my head down, fiddling with my fingers. He's too good for me. I've caused a lot of trouble lately, I'm surprised he hasn't given up on me yet. I would have given up on 'me'. Gerard is everything, I'm basically nothing. The only great thing about me is DC. I thought about the future again. What would I do? I mean, I'd marry Gerard and I'd have kids with him too but would he want that? Would he want me?

"Charlotte?" I was cut from my daydream. "Yeah? Huh?" I looked up. "Are you okay?" Gerard's eyebrows were drawn together. I frowned a little, looking down at my hands before concealing my thoughts with a smile. "Yeah" I looked up at his face, his eyes studied mine before nodding. "Come here" He placed the mug in his hands on the coffee table in front of us before pulling me over to him. I cuddled into his side and hid my face under the blanket.

I'm not going to worry about it any longer. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't... then, well... I don't know what I'll do. "Are you sure you're okay?" Gerard looked down at me. "Yeah. I'm fine" I smiled halfheartedly. He bit his lip before kissing my forehead. I returned my attention to the TV. I could feel his eyes watching me. I should stop thinking about future shit, it gets me too worked up. I put a lazy smirk on my face and picked the bowl of sugary candy up from beside me. "Want some?" I asked him, trying to prove that I was okay. He smiled and picked a red skittle from the bowl.

We sat on the couch and watched the rest of Supernatural season 1. I absolutely adore this show, the characters are hilarious and are written so well into the story. My eyes unfocused themselves. First sign of sleep has begun. I closed them, slowly drifting to sleep. The last thing I heard before the darkness swallowed me was a hushed, 'sweet dreams'.

***

I woke up. The sun was shining, the birds were tweeting and I felt happier then ever. I sat up, I was in my bed. Gerard was snoring lightly beside me. I smiled and threw the covers off of me. I hopped off the bed and skipped into the bathroom. Shower time is the best time. I turned the hot water on and undressed myself. I had a great feeling that today will be legendary. I washed myself down and even decided to shave my legs. Hell yeah! My legs felt so smooth. I nodded my head in achievement. I got changed into a pretty dress, striped tights and a warm coat. I straightened my hair and applied some black eyeliner to my eyes. Of course, where else do you apply eyeliner? I decided to paint my lips a deep red. I smiled in the mirror. Good enough.

I opened the door to the bathroom. Gerard was still asleep. I was planning on getting some breakfast for us. I just really wanted to drive my baby (heh. Car). I picked a notepad up and scribbled a small note for him. I signed it and sticky taped it to his forehead. I kissed his cheek, leaving behind a red lipstick mark on his pale skin. I smirked, turning around and heading for the lounge room. I hopped down the stairs and grabbed my purse on the way to the front door. My keys jingled as I opened the garage door. There she is. My black beauty. I bit my lip in excitement as I sat in the drivers seat. My black 1967 Chevrolet Impala was still clean and shiny. "Did you miss me baby?" I grinned while touching the steering wheel. I turned the key in the ignition and started the car with a loud roar. I cheered and fist pumped the air. God I missed this car. I placed my 'Arctic Monkeys' CD inside the CD player and turned the volume up loud. I reversed out of the driveway and headed over to the nearest Starbucks.

I hummed to 'I wanna be yours'. The traffic light turned red and I slowed my car down. I lit up a cigarette and took a long drag. It's been a while since I went to my old Starbucks. I wonder if they still have that little comic book store next door. I parked my car into a covered spot and locked it. I have my bag right? I look down at my hip and saw my little cat shaped bag. Good. The comic book store is still there. I smiled and pushed the door to the small shop open. The fresh smell of paper and ink filled my nose. I smile in delight and walk deeper into the shop. I scan the covers of all the comic books displayed. Maybe I should buy Gerard some new comics.

I've been letting him read the ones I have been working on with DC. I'm not allowed to but it doesn't really hurt anyone. I picked a copy of Attack on titan up. I had up to volume 5. I flipped through some of the pages and clutched it tight in my hand. I'm buying the shit out of these books. I picked up to volume 10 and placed them under my arm. I kept looking, I found a few comics that I thought Gerard would be in to.

As I made my way to the front counter I noticed a familiar face connected to an unfamiliar one. I frowned and looked closer. Is that... Frankie? "HEY! HEY! HEY!" I smacked my books on the counter three times and glared at Frank. He spun around with a dumb look on. He wiped his mouth and coughed nervously as he straightened his shirt and combed his hair. The girl that he had been locking lips with blushed a bright red. "What the hell is going on here?" I almost shouted. "Well-uh- This is 'J'. Hah! Turns out she doesn't actually have a 'J' in her name" Frank scratched the back of his neck. "Huh. Is that true" I crossed my arms over my chest. "When were you going to tell me of this recent affair?" I raised one of my eyebrows at him and he smiled at me before looking away. "I-I don't know. We kind of just kissed just then" He said, I squinted my eyes at him before facing the pretty brunette beside him.

I hope she has a sweet voice. "What's your name?" I asked her, chucking my hand out for her to shake. "R-Rachael..." She blushed. "Hah" I sent Frank a funny look and he nodded. "People call you 'J' yet you don't have a 'J' in your name?" I smirked. "Yeah. It's a long story" She waved one of her hands around while rolling her eyes. "I have a feeling that we're going to be good friends" I grinned. "Oh fuck. She has that look on her face. Don't trust her" Frank muttered. "Be quiet" Rachael laughed while linking arms with me.

***

"So I'll see you later. Bye loser!" Rachael waved as she drove away. I waved back, a massive grin on my face. She seemed pretty cool. I felt someone shove me and I stumbled over. Luckily the coffee that I ordered for myself and Gerard was on top of my car and not in my hands. "Hey. What the fuck?" I asked while turning around. "You totally stole her away from me" Frank whined at me. "Doesn't mean you have to fucking kill me Frank. I nearly had a heart attack!" I shouted. "I only pushed you a couple of centimeters from where you were standing" Frank sighed. "Still. DANGEROUS. Fuck. Besides, if any girl is going to try and get your heart, she has to go through me" I pointed at my chest and he rolled his eyes.

"Whatever" He mumbled. "I'm going to Jacob's house" Frank stated before turning around and leaving. "FINE! NO HUGS THEN!" I threw my hands up in the air in defeat. "Yep. Bye" He ducked his head into his car and closed the door. "Dick" I mumbled quietly. "I heard that bitch face" He shouted at me. "Fuck you ass wipe!" I flipped him off as he drove away. God I love that man.

I got into my car, the coffees, comics and waffles were in the passenger seat. I blasted 'Welcome to the black parade' making sure that it was loud enough for everyone to hear. I felt the wind blow in my hair as I drove back home. "WE'LL CARRY ON!!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I parked into my garage. I turned the car off and hopped inside my warm house. The tray of food and bag of books were being balanced in one hand as I unlocked the house.

I pushed the front door open and saw Gerard turn around, he was on the couch, my red lipstick was still printed on his cheek. "When I was a young boy, my father took me in to the city. We saw a fucking band. He said, 'Girl when, you grow up, would you be the savior of the fan girls, the kitty cats and the memes?'. He said 'Will you defeat them? Your haters, and all the homophobics, the ones that dissed your maid'. Because one day, I'll leave you a phantom, to lead you towards tumblr, TO JOIN THE BLACK PARAAAADEEEE" I stood in the door way, arms open wide, the door still letting in cold air as I dramatically made up words to his song. I placed the tray and bags onto the closest table as I made the sound for Ray's guitar. "WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY! MY FATHER! TOOK ME INTO THE CITY! TO SEE A FUCKING BAND! HE SAID 'GIRL WHEN YOU GROW UP, WOULD YOU BE THE SAVIOR OF THE FAN GIRLS! THE KITTY CATS AND THE MEMES?" I sung out. Gerard was staring at me, frozen in amusement.

I danced over to him on the couch while mimicking the beat to the music. I placed a small kiss on his forehead and he shook his head. "That was... breath taking" He whispered. "Thank you" I whispered back, placing a hand over my heart. I pretended to hold back tears as I waltzed over to the food. "I got waffles" I smiled as I took the bags into the kitchen. I heard a quiet chuckle from the lounge room as I got breakfast ready. A tiny sparkle caught my attention, it was by the kitchen window. The smile still gracing my face suddenly disappeared. I know that I said it was over. I know I said that I didn't care anymore for it, but something drew me towards it.

Near the window was a shining bottle of whiskey. My brother must have forgotten this one. He cleaned the house of alcohol before we came back home. I stared at it, my thoughts were blurring, my mouth was watering, my blood felt cold. I took a step towards it, my hand just reaching the top when Gerard walked into the kitchen. "Mmm! Smells great in here!" He chimed. I snapped my hand back and faced him. "Yep. Hah- waffles. Thought you'd like them" I smirked. "Are you feeling alright? You look a little pale" He came closer to me and went to touch my forehead. "I'm fine" I sighed. I awkwardly smiled before walking towards the waffles. "So. I got you the cinnamon bun coffee or whatever, since you know... it's kind of christmas season-y, and I got me a vanilla bean yummy yum" I smiled, turning around to face Gerard with the two coffees in my hands. He had his back facing me.

The thing that frightened me the most was that he seemed to be facing the bottle of alcohol. It was eerily quiet. Too quiet. I placed the coffees down and went to him. "My brother mustn't have taken that one away" I explained. He snatched the bottle from where it stood and twisted the cap off. I thought he was going to drink some, that's why I gasped. Then he tipped it over into the sink, pouring all of it's contents into the drain. After that he went into the backyard. I frowned and followed him. I laughed as he flung the bottle at my trash can. "You're cleaning that shit up" I snorted. It obviously broke, making tiny pieces of glass shine in the clouded sun. "I don't care" He lightly smiled while shrugging. "No more" He continued, speaking about the alcohol. I smiled and grabbed him by his shirt, pulling him back inside. "Come on. It's freezing outside" I closed the back door.

"Thank you" I said after he picked up his coffee. "No problem sugar. You don't need that crap. I don't need that crap" He smirked. I felt my heart warm up to that. Weird how something that contained swearing in it made me melt.

The rest of that morning was made with stupid sex jokes and Supernatural.

(A/N: To be honest, That ^ was going to be COMPLETELY different. One reason why it took me so long to write this chapter was because I wanted this one to be cute, not filled with drinking problems. I changed it for your sake. Just let that sink in ;) Okay. Bye)

***


"WHO WANTS PIZZA!?" Frank shouted while opening the door to my house. I was wrapped around Gerard on the couch. Our legs were entwined and my back was against his chest. I looked up and slipped my arm out of the red smooth blanket covering us. "I do!" I cheered, my voice sounded croaky. "Come on then lazy ass" Frank walked into my kitchen with a couple of boxes and two bottles.

I groaned and moved to get up. "Noooo. Don't leave me" Gerard whined, he tugged my waist back to his and surrounded me in his warm arms. "I have to. The pizza is calling to me" I smiled while stretching my arms out to the coffee table. I tried pulling myself out of his grip. "No! You must stay with me!" He chuckled, pulling me back. "But! Pizza! Gerard! THE PIZZA!" I giggled while kicking my legs out and almost falling off the couch. "I'm sorry! BUT NO!" He let me go, only to roll off the couch and tackle me down. "What the fuck are you two doing?" Frank asked. I lifted my head over Gerard's shoulder to see Frank with his arms crossed.

"Doing what you wanted to do with your girlfriend earlier" I stuck my tongue out at him and he blushed while frowning. "Shut up bitch" He couldn't contain the stupid smile that spread out across his face. "You love it" I smirked. "I love you" Gerard; the body that was holding me down said into my shoulder. "I love you too honey" I tightened my arms around him and he sighed. "Why did you have to come Franks? Why couldn't you come at a more convenient time? When I wasn't possibly comfortable" Gerard asked while trying to lift himself off of me. "Because I loveee you two oh so much, and I love to see my baby frustrated" Frank grinned and winked at him. "Dick" He muttered while helping me up. "Gotta love him though" I smirked at Gerard he nodded slowly.

"Now! Pizza! I got vegetarian, pepperoni and something with cheese" Frank counted the pizza's off with his fingers. "They all have cheese" I walked into the kitchen and opened the boxes of pizza. I chose the pepperoni pizza and held it in my mouth. I grabbed a glass cup and filled it with the fizzy drink that Frank bought. I grabbed the slice of pizza from my mouth and turned to see both of the boys smiling at me. "A woman after my own heart" Gerard smiled while holding in laughter. "She's truly beautiful isn't she" Frank sighed. "Fucking right, eh?" I said ungracefully and took a large disgusting bite of my pizza before guzzling down half a glass of the soda. "You see here. The natural habitat of the Charlotte. Shh... you don't want to startle this creature. Here she is, eating what seems to be pizza and drinking quite rapidly... is that... soft drink? Oh. Why yes it is" Frank started to do that documentary shit again and I flipped him off. "And here, she is extending her middle finger in such a rude manor. She must have noticed us Frank" Gerard surprised me by continuing it.

I frowned and choked on a tiny bit of the pizza. "Ah! Yes! The mating call!" Frank looked over at Gerard with a knowing smile. "The mating call. Yes! This attractive creature usually makes the mating call after a large feast! Normally after one that her gorgeous boyfriend had paid for" I squinted my eyes at Gerard and frowned harder. "You two suck" I growled while walking back into the lounge room. I turned the volume to the TV up louder so I wouldn't hear their cackling laughs.

***

"So. That movie was pathetic and shit. Anymore?" Frank sighed. "Well... I recently bought The hobbit... Wanna watch that?" I asked. "Hmm... Later" Frank jumped off the couch and went to the bathroom. "Alright. Later then" Gerard rolled his eyes. He wanted to watch the hobbit with me but we never got the chance. All we've been watching is Supernatural and just then we watched 'Gravity'.

"Don't worry sugar pie, we'll watch the hobbit soon" I rubbed his thigh and he sighed. "I wanna watch it now" He whined. "Later! Frank will be super stubborn and won't shut up through the movie if we put it on now" I smiled lightly. "Finee!" He groaned. "That's my boy" I smirked and kissed his cheek.

"Do you want any pizza?" I asked him while walking into the kitchen. "Um-ah... Nah. No thanks" He called out and I giggled. "Nice noises" I chuckled. "Not as nice as yours" He returned. I blushed a deep red and shoved the pizza boxes into the fridge. I strutted back into the lounge room and dived onto him. He giggled and caught me in a hug. "Come 'ere beautiful" He smiled, laying kisses all over my face. I pouted my lips out and waited for a kiss on the lips. He accepted and kissed me. "Mwah!" I grinned. "You're so cute! AH!" He smiled. "I know" I blushed. He bit his lip, hovering over me. "I love you" His hazel eyes looked into mine, a look of love floated through them.

There's my answer. He loves me. He truly loves me. "I love you" I stared back into his eyes and pulled on his shirt gently, pressing my lips against his.

One thing that I know for certain is that I love him too.

Notes

Heeeeey guys!
Haha! Yep. This is short, short chapters are shit.
Their is going to be a new character added soon, there will be more on Rachael!
I had a bit of writer's block lately so I've decided to start writing a new story.
Don't worry, the high school fic is still on my mind, and yes I am writing that too.
The high school one won't be up until while since some of the things in it might spoil what is to come soon.

Anyway.
I'll leave you with these...


Okay. I'm done.
Also, I know I'm late on this but happy 1 year guys...

Don't ask why I chose that but I did! LEAVE ME ALONE! HSDJKHA

Bye. xo