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The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

Chapter fifteen

Charlotte's P.O.V

It's show time! I got changed into my cool clothes and followed Ray to the backstage area. "Wait here sweet cheeks" Ray touched my arm gently and jogged off to somewhere unknown. I awkwardly swayed on the spot, listening to the music playing by a band that was on the stage. "Excuse me, I just need to get my guitar" a familiar American voice said to me. I swear that sounded like... I turned around and Vic Fuentes was standing in front of me, his hand reaching out for his black and green guitar. I shuffled over. He thanked me and paused. "I don't believe we've met. I'm Vic" He held his hand out for me and I blushed. "Charlie" I smiled and he nodded his head. "Charlie, I like that. Is it short for something?" He asked while tuning his guitar. "Charlotte, it's short for Charlotte" I was freaking out so bad inside. "Nice, What are you here for Charlie?" He looked up at me, his brown locks curled around his face. His nose ring sparkled. Yeah, I may have had a little crush on him.

"My friends are in 'My chemical romance'" I bobbed my head. "Wait, did you say 'My chemical romance?" Vic said dubiously. "Yeah" I said in a 'duh' tone. "Charlie boo! You can come now!" Frank shouted. "Oh, that's Frank. I guess I'll see you around Vic" I smiled at him and he waved as I ran to Frank. AGH! I met one of my idols! Frank wrapped an arm around my shoulders, he kissed my temple and laughed at my disgusted face. "Ew! Boy cooties" I dry reached and he shook his head. "So did you see anything... under the pill-ow?" Frank looked around as he said it. "Yeah, a few things" I blushed and Frank nudged me. I looked up at him, "What things" He winked.

"A collage of your face with blood smothered over it" I said in a serious voice. Frank frowned. "There was my drawing and a drawing of me" I said and Frank finally noticed that I used sarcasm before. "Told you" He smirked.

***

I stayed on the side of the stage and watched the band that was playing, I think they were called 'Avenge the heartache' (A/N: OH. MY. GOD. This band followed me randomly on twitter and I have to say... WOW! They're music is amazing. Check them out). I tapped my foot to the beat and nodded my head. I felt like I was being watched. I looked around and right next to me was Gerard. He was smiling at me. Oh gosh, his eyes were so beautiful. His lips looked so perfect from here, If only I could... No, that isn't right Charlotte. I smiled back, being polite, trying to hide and conceal the secret of... well you know. "Nervous?" I asked and he nodded a little. "A little. I don't know, I just-"

"Gerard! Baby! There you are!" Miranda's whiny voice squealed in delight. I winced and Gerard frowned. "Miranda" he turned around and I swallowed the sad lump in my throat. "Are you excited! First show on Warped tour!" She jumped on the spot. "Well not exactly, but if you mean for this year then yeah" Gerard cleared his throat. "You've been on Warped before?" she squealed, I choked on my own throat and wheezed. A hand started to hit my back. I looked up, my eyes watering. It was Mikey, he was laughing a little in amusement while patting my back. I flipped him off and he rubbed my back. "Are you okay there, you looked like you were dying for a second" Mikey chuckled. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just a bit surprised" I laughed it off. I then noticed the sad glare that Miranda was giving me.

"Seriously? Piss off" I said with a croaky voice. Miranda huffed and grabbed Gerard's hand, pulling him away. Gerard looked at me and sent me a sad look. Fuck. "So, uh, Frank told me about the whole... him telling you and stuff" Mikey rubbed his neck nervously. "Yeah, and?" I raised an eyebrow. "I think I should tell you something" Mikey sighed. "Why? what's wrong?" I asked. "Nothing! Nothing's wrong" He held his hands out, trying to convince me that it wasn't bad. "Okay, continue" I smiled and he looked away.

"Frank might of told you the, basic stuff. Love, never leaving your side, meeting the 'bitch', and all that stuff, right?" Mikey asked. "Yeah, why? Is something wrong Mikes?" I asked him. "Well, it's about how he was... after he left the hospital. The time when the doctor said that you may never wake up. He was... well, he got really angry and upset-" Mikey said. "Fuck, he didn't kill someone did he!?" I cut him off. He looked up at me, his eyebrows furrowed. "No. What?" He laughed. "Thank god. Continue" Mikey continued with the story.

He said that Gerard got into alcohol and drug use. He said that Gerard would cry at night, screaming my name, begging me to come back. He said that Gerard would randomly break into tears at random moments. He told me that, he thought his big brother was going to kill himself. I didn't know I was crying until a tear rolled down my cheek. I wiped it with the sleeve of my jumper. I sniffled and repositioned myself so I was more comfortable. "I'm sorry to hear that Mikes. I didn't know I had that much of an effect on people..." I sighed and looked down. "It's okay. I just wanted to tell you that when you woke up, he gave up on alcohol and drugs. I just wanted to tell you that I'm thankful that you met my brother, that he loves you and that you have my blessing for being his everything. I mean, I already think of you as a sister. Why not make it official" He smirked and I looked up at him.

"But Miranda..." I started and Mike shook his head. "He doesn't love her, not like he loves you" Mikey smiled and I blushed. "We aren't getting married Mikey" I laughed and he grinned. "Not yet" He winked and I lightly punched his shoulder. "You sure know how to make a girl blush..." I giggled. "Oh, it's in my blood baby" He smirked. "Right" I looked around and saw Ray's mass of hair walking towards us. "Hey, where's Gee?" Ray asked, looking worried. "We have 10 minutes until show time, he has to be here" Ray looked around us and Mike sent me a confused look. Frank came to us. "I haven't seen him anywhere" Frank stated. "I'll check the bus. You guys look around here, dressing room, you know places like that" I called out while jogging to the 'My chemical romance' bus.

Where could he have possibly gone? I could hear shouting coming from the bus. I frowned as I listened through the door. "-How could you!? I thought you loved me! I thought we were a couple. Not you and some comatose bitch!-" Miranda's screams were loud and ringing my ears. "-Don't call her that! You don't know her!-" Gerard shouted. "-I know her enough to know that she is a spoilt little brat. She is nothing compared to me! I love you and she cares shit all about you!" She argued. My brain was going crazy. They're talking about me. She called me 'comatose' again. "Don't you dare say that! She is worth more then anything to me!" Gerard sounded really upset. I felt butterflies in my stomach. "You kept her drawing! You have a picture of her under your fucking pillow! Did you think I wasn't going to find out!" Miranda cried. "I was hoping you would find out. At least I wouldn't have to break it off and be the guilty one" Gerard sounded menacing.

Wow. All we need is two big guys and Jerry Springer and this would be the most viewed TV show. "You know what. I can't do this. You had a chance Gerard, you could have been the happiest man alive with me-" I snorted and there was silence. Fuck. I looked for an escape and ran to behind the bus. The door opened and closed. "Listen, I don't want to be the other one. I don't want to be the girl that gets heartbroken over shit like this. So fuck you, fuck your friends and fuck this relationship. I'm leaving this bus, leaving this place and I'm sorry to say this but, I'm leaving you too" Miranda's muffled voice cracked and the bus door opened and footsteps came closer to me. I didn't know why I thought it was a good idea but I just stood there.

A tear stained Miranda waltzed past me. She paused and looked at me. "Take care of him" She smiled while wiping her eyes and walked away casually. What the fuck was that? Did she... Oh my god. I feel like the worst person in the world. She gave him up for me? I stood there, dumbfounded until heavy footsteps jumped off the bus. I poked my head out and watched Gerard stomp away, he had a cigarette in his hand. I slowly followed him, making sure he couldn't see me.

***

The show was amazing! The boys really did a great job. When they finished Gerard sighed into the microphone, "When life gives you lemons... You squeeze them into that mother fucker that gives you shit's eyes. You know what you do after that?" Gerard asked the crowd. Everyone shouted back random things. "You burn that son of a bitch in a flame of glory and pray to god for forgiveness. We are, My chemical romance and you just got schooled" He dropped the microphone and strutted off the stage towards me. I giggled at his walk and he grinned. The sweat on his forehead was glistening. He kissed me on the cheek and wrapped his arms around me, swaying us back and forth. I blushed a little. "Gerard, you smell... like hell" I commented and he let me go. "Sorry. Right. I need a shower" He wiped his face and dried his hands on his shirt. "Yuck" I grimaced. He chuckled and picked up the jacket that he threw on the ground midway through the show. He slung it over his shoulder and walked off to the dressing room.

Frank ran over to me and picked me up while swinging me around. "Frank! Put me down!" I squealed. "Never!" He giggled and spun me around faster. I started to get dizzy. I put my head into his neck and laughed. "Stop! Frankie! I'm sick!" He put me on my feet and I nearly fell backwards. Ray stopped my fall and chuckled. "You okay sweetie?" He asked. "Yeah, Just a little dizzy" I smiled. I gave Ray a hug and patted him on the back. "Amazing show guys!" I cheered while hugging Mikey. "You all stink, go have a shower!" I ordered while kicking Frank in the butt. "Hey!" Frank pouted. "Oh shut up, you loved it" I winked and he fanned his face like a girl.

***

"Hey guys... and Charlie" Gerard said while walking into the living/eating room. We all sat up straight. "I have to tell you guys something" He rubbed his neck nervously. I knew what he was going to say before the words left his beautiful lips. "Miranda broke up with me" He sighed. The attention was then turned onto me. Mikey smiled at me and Ray wiggled his eyebrows while Frank held my hand. I looked up at Gerard and put a sympathetic smile on. He smiled back. "I don't want to sound like an asshole but I'm kind of glad she's gone. I mean fuck, that voice. It could kill the devil itself" Frank laughed. Everyone started laughing. "It's funny cause it's true" Ray bit his lip while laughing silently.

"Thank god, I thought I was the only one that heard it" Gerard rolled his eyes and leaned against the wall. Everyone bursted into a loud laughter. Gerard even admitted that her voice was horrible.

***

"Hey, is Charlie here?" a voice from the door said. I was in the kitchen. "Yeah, sure. She's in the kitchen" Ray said. "Can I come in? I think this necklace is hers?" the voice asked. "Yeah, just in there" Ray said. The sound of shoes on floor came closer to me. I waited patiently. The voice was connected to the face of Vic Fuentes. "Oh hey Vic" I smiled, a cup of coffee in my hand. "Hey Charlie. I believe this is yours" He held my golden heart locket. I touched my neck and sighed in relief. "Oh thank god you found it!" I gasped and took the necklace from his hand. I looked at it for a moment before embracing Vic in a friendly hug. He hugged back and I felt my Fan girl side explode. My idol is hugging me!

I let him go and clasped the necklace around my neck. "I better get going. Jaime needs me. It was nice seeing you again. Bye!" He waved while sending me a huge smile. "Bye!" I waved back. He jumped out of the bus and Ray closed the door. He raised an eyebrow at me. "Please excuse me while I cry of happiness" I said while squealing into my hands. "Big fan" Frank mentioned. Ray made an 'oh' sound.

I tore my hands away from my face and jumped on the spot. I took deep breaths. "I'm okay, I'm okay" I said. "Copyright!" Gerard screamed from the bunks. I laughed and shook my head.

Notes

Hey,
Sorry it's short! I know!
Hopefully I'll be able to update with more later on tonight!
Totally pooped out right now! I had a Dr. Who marathon with my Dad.
Watching 'Frozen' for the 50th time with my brother :3

See ya later alligator ;)
xx


Comments

dude omg i miss this story so much and i hope youre okay ;-;

frnkwntsthg frnkwntsthg
12/22/14

there seems to be no limit to the awesomeness here
sooo i will be leaving
*explodes into glitter*

Runner Runner
11/18/14

@rainbowturtlezes
No need to apologise, I'm very thankful for your comment! :3 xo

@Cold-Hearted Revenge
but it really is like seriously amazing.
cx
sorry haha

frnkwntsthg frnkwntsthg
11/13/14

@rainbowturtlezes
Awe! Thank you so much! That's very sweet of you to say. xo