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The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

Chapter ten

Charlotte's P.O.V

I woke up to my mum shaking me. "Charlotte darling, you can go now!" She cheered and I smiled. I can go home! Go home to what? I felt my heart drop to my feet. Gerard. His face burned it's way into my brain. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Sweetie, are you okay?" My mother's voice was filled with concern. "Yeah, I'm okay" I lied. I sat up slowly and felt my back crack into place. I felt an explosion of pleasure run through me. It felt awesome to stretch.

My mum helped me off the bed and I wobbled a little before standing up correctly. "I got you some clothes from home. I'll help you get changed okay" She helped me into the bathroom attached to the room. Luckily it was a dress and jacket. That's what I loved about my mum, she knew what I liked to wear. I slipped on the fluffy ugg boots and limped out of the bathroom. "Beautiful! Now lets go!" My mother rushed me out and we almost ran out of the hospital.

I laughed and she ran to the car. Unlocking it and tickling me into the front seat. "Let's get something to eat. What do you want?" My mum smiled as she turned the key in the ignition. "I don't mind. We can go to our favorite restaurant. I don't mind how I look" I said excitedly. She laughed and drove to our favorite place to eat.

***

We went to the movies afterward, it was nice to spend time with my mum. She bought me some new clothes and we hung out at the shops until closing time. The thing that surprised me most was that people came up to hug me. I got asked for signatures and even got asked for photos. Old couples sent me smiles and kids hugged my legs. Turns out the whole town knew about it. It was fun and I loved that my anxiety gave me a chance to talk to these people.

We bought some DVDs and some junk food and went back to my house. She never wanted to leave my side. We ate junk food, talked about family, watched new and classical films and even did each others hair. My mother was like my best friend, she had me when she was a teenager, leaving only 18 years apart from our ages.

**LET'S DO THE TIME WARP AGAIN!!**

My mum left for work the next day. I decided to go on the internet, use my laptop. I turned it on, it spluttered in front of me and died. Stupid thing. I should buy a new one. I got changed into a red pull over and a pair of galaxy jeans. I picked up my laptop and threw it in the bin. I got in my car and turned it on. "Let's do this!" I cheered. I put in 'Slippery when wet- Bonjovi' in and sung along to the music as I drove to Apple. Yes! don't hate me! I like Macbooks. They're clean and tidy and pretty. I parked and went inside. The whole store went quiet. Even the Tech geeks looked at me.

A loud clapping started and then the whole store clapped at me. My cheeks burned and a group of people came up to me and tackled me. "Charlotte!" They squealed. I patted the person closest to me on the back. "Thank you!" I smiled and went to the counter. "Can I get the latest you've got on a Macbook?" The lady at the counter nodded and left. My eyes wandered around the store. Something caught my eye, a familiar comic book was on one of the Macbooks. My personal comic book. Did someone find it and publish it? My name was in bold text. My comic book was published?

I created this story where a girl had telekinetic powers and could raise the dead. She had purple eyes and bright pink hair that was in a bob. She wore a cape and high waisted shorts with a bandeau, they were an electric purple colour. She wore a purple and teal mask with triangles around the eye holes. Her name was 'Angel of Electric Death'.

I felt my heart race and excitement flooded through my veins. I tried not to squeal. AGH! My comic book is a thing! The lady returned with a white box and handed it to me. "How much?" I asked while grabbing my wallet. "Nothing, it's free. On the house" she grinned and my eyes widened. "I couldn't possibly!" I started and she shook her head. "Bosses orders" she nodded. "Thank you! Thank you so much!" I smiled and she waved. I walked out of the store, being clapped on the way out. I got in my car and squealed. This has to be the best day I have ever had. I rushed home and opened my new laptop.

"My precious!" I plugged it in and went on twitter. I had over 60K followers and counting. People were sending me nice tweets and I was trending. #Charlotteisawake. I smiled brightly. My whole day was spent on twitter and tumblr, answering tweets and reblogging photos of cats in teacups. There was a knock at my door. A cute photo of a cat was on my screen. My smile was still on my face from the cuteness of it. I opened the door and the smile disappeared. It was him. Gerard. My chest hurt, it felt like it was on fire. My stomach dropped and my hands twitched.

"Hey Charlie" His eyes glittered at me. His lips were turned up and they looked so soft. His face was exactly like it was, his hair was now a dark brown. He had a burnt brown leather jacket on and a black tee-shirt. His jeans were skinny and black, his boots were shiny and had a buckle on them. A pair of aviator sunglasses were dangling from his shirt. My eyes watered a little and I shook my head. "No" I closed the door and felt a few tears escape my eyes. I wasn't ready. I can't see him, not yet anyway.

"Charlotte, look. I'm sorry. Please forgive me" He begged through the door. "No" I sobbed and there was silence. I faced the glass and saw him standing there, he was frozen. A look of sadness on his face. "Charlie, open the door please" He ordered. "Leave me alone. Thoughtless bastard" I shouted and his eyes clearly showed he was heart broken. "I'm sorry" He sighed. "That isn't good enough Gerard" I cried. "Please, just open the door. I need to ask you something" he looked at his shoes.

Should I let him inside? I took a deep breath. "Just leave. Go. Now" I shouted and ran into my room. How could he expect me to just let him in. 'You love him' my brain said. No I don't. Fuck him. Fuck him and his stupid whatever... Girlfriend. I don't even know what she looks like... Fuck her too. Ergh.

I put my face in my pillows and sat there. The knocking on the front door never stopped, neither did Gerard's voice. It wasn't until a while that I heard a car drive away that I stopped crying. Shower, now. I slid off my bed and padded into my bathroom. I turned the water on and slipped my clothes off. I noticed how pale my skin was and frowned, my Tattoos were brighter though, so that was cool. I went under the hot water and sighed. My eyes were red raw from crying and it hurt to touch them.

I put my face directly in the water and gently washed my face. I then washed my hair and the rest of my body. I touched my storm trooper tattoo and smiled. I got that one with Frank, he got a cluster of stars and I got a storm trooper. I stayed in the warm water for another 3 minutes before getting out. I wrapped myself in a blue towel and went into my bedroom. I found my Lord of the rings pajamas's and got changed into them. Maybe I could call Chelsea, see what she's up to.

What should I say? 'Long time, no talk'? That's too cheesy right? You know what, that's perfect to say. Hopefully she's free. I wonder if she has a boyfriend now... Ooh now I need to know. After I dried my hair, I grabbed my phone and dialed her number. She picked up on the 2nd ring.

"Hello?" She greeted in a happy voice.
"Hey Chelsea, Long time, no talk" I chuckled and there was silence on the phone.
"Charlie?" She questioned.
"Yes" I smiled and then there was nothing. She hung up on me? She hung up on me! I frowned. Okay then, whatever. I stomped down my stairs and lightly sat on my computer chair. Opening my Macbook and going on Twitter. Again, light knocking at my door. I rolled my eyes and cautiously looked out the window. It was Chelsea, she had a massive grin on her face. I opened the door and she tackled me to the ground. "CHARLIE!" She squealed.

"Yay!" I laughed and she tightened the hug. "How are you!? Holy shit" she cried. I was the only person she would swear with. "I'm fine actually, I thought it would be hard to... you know. Function, But I feel perfect" I smiled and Chelsea laughed. "Well don't rub it in!" I frowned at her and she shook her head. "You've basically been asleep for a year! I don't even have 5 minutes of sleep let alone a year" I slapped her arm and she winced. "Ow, bitch" she muttered. I helped her off the ground and closed the front door, locking it.

"Did you even bring any clothes?" I asked her. "No, I was shocked that my best friend was awake! I didn't think of clothes" She scratched her head and I sighed. "Come with me" I led her to my room and threw a pair of Hello kitty PJ's at her. "Thank you" She ran to my bathroom and got changed.

***

We got some Pizza and watched some movies together. She told me about DC, she also told me that she got a new boyfriend. She was a little secretive on who it was though. She said that I know him, she wanted me to guess who.

"Umm... Frank?" I asked and she laughed, shaking her head. "Hey! What's wrong with old Frankie pal?" She laughed harder and I laughed a little with her. "Their name starts with an 'O'" She did the letter with her fingers. "Oliver? Oliver Sykes!?" I squealed and she bit her lip, nodding excitedly. "Oh my god girl!" I high fived her and she blushed.

The rest of the night was spent making fun of movies and dancing to music. "I'm pooped" I breathed out as I slumped onto the couch. Out of no where 'Planetary (GO!)' came on. I froze. Just as he escaped my mind, he wiggled his way back in. Chelsea noticed and sprinted to the iPod dock, snatching it out. She turned to me and gave me an apologetic look. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes.

"Sorry..." She sighed and sat on the arm of my couch. "Don't worry about him, he can go suck a dick" She said seriously. I chuckled and she smiled. "There we go" She got up, pulling me with her. "Stop being upset! Let's go on tumblr or something! That makes you happy right?" she picked my laptop up and carried it to my room. I followed after her and she jumped on my bed, placing the laptop in front of her.

"CATS!" she pointed at the screen and I smiled.

***

Chelsea fell asleep next to me, I put my laptop down and got snuggled up in the warm quilt. Chelsea was drooling and snoring lightly. I held my laughter in and poked her nose, she inhaled quickly and then went back to snoring.

I watched the ceiling, lights from cars driving past illuminated the room. Slap! Chelsea's hand slapped my face. "No. No more sugar" Chelsea mumbled, her forehead crinkling. I snorted and lifted her hand, placing it next to her. I should sleep. I closed my eyes and tried but nothing happened.

Maybe a few minutes of internet? I watched a couple of videos and then went on twitter.

'@_Hey_assbutt_ Can't sleep. Being abused by a friend sleeping next to me. Anyone got any tips on sleeping?' I tweeted.

'@_Hey_assbutt_ @Frankiero Want me to sing you to sleep honey buns? I can't sleep either.' Frank tweeted back.

'@Frankiero @_Hey_assbutt_ Sure, bring a dragon and two elves. No, don't come over! I'm too lazy to open the door for you' I tweeted.

'@MCRMY2213 @_Hey_assbutt If anyone should be coming over, it should be Gee. He can sing you to sleep.xx'

My heart broke a little.

'@_Hey_assbutt_ @MCRMY2213 I'd rather light myself on fire. Thank you.'

Okay that sounded bitchy but it had to be done. I don't want anymore of this 'Cherard' bullshit. He left me behind for some spunky new bitch. I still don't know what the fuck she looks like.

'@MCRMY2213 @_Hey_assbutt_ Can you please just get back together, his girlfriend sucks. You two are cute. Please? For me? xx'

I rolled my eyes. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. Fuck.

I typed in Gerard's twitter name and waited for it to load. The latest tweet was a picture of himself with some girl. She looked happy, like she won a million dollars and Gerard looked... Well he looked like he won 3rd place in a race. Fuck, she's beautiful. I frowned.

'@Gerardway seeing the new Avengers movie'

That was it. I took in his face and my heart melted a little. NO! You don't love him. You hate him. He sucks. He's a big butt head. Oh god, I can't even think of a proper mean name to call him. 'Dick head?' My brain said. Yeah, dick head. I turned my laptop off and shut my eyes.

***

"CHARLOTTE! WAKE UP! VISITORS!" Chelsea screamed into my ear. I winced and pushed her face away. "Visitors?" I mumbled. "Yeah, cool ones too" She blushed. "Alright. I'm coming" I got off my bed, Chelsea dragged me down the stairs. I stopped in front of Ray, Mikey and Frank. They turned around and grinned. "Ray!" I smiled and hugged him. Mikey was next, he gave me a kiss on the head and then Frank picked me up, He spun me around and kissed me on the cheek.

Ray pouted and I kissed him on the cheek. "Better?" I asked and he smiled while nodding. I got changed into some more suitable clothes and Chelsea left, Oliver was taking her out for lunch. When I came back from getting changed I heard some hushed voices. "He can't come" Frank said in whisper yell. "I can't just say no. He's my brother" Mikey whispered back. "Just tell him no. If he wants to whine about not coming then he can deal with me. Charlotte isn't ready, I know she isn't. He should know that too" Frank whispered back. "I honestly think it's up to Charlie" Ray murmured. "SHH!" They both shushed Ray.

I jumped down the stairs, scaring them. "How about we go to the park? Or maybe out somewhere?" I smiled and they nodded. "Sure, anywhere is cool" Ray glared at the guys before walking over to me and opening the front door. "My lady" He bowed and I giggled. "Fro man" I curtsied and poked my tongue at him.

***

We went out for lunch, it was nice. We went to the park and hung out. It was chilly but I was okay. I embraced the cold. I pulled out a packet of cigarettes that I bought this morning.

"Since when did you smoke?" Frank scoffed. "Since a year ago" I smirked. "Right..." Frank lit my cigarette and I thanked him, taking a long drag. "I'm so tempted to go on those swings" Mikey murmured. "Why don't you then?" I nudged him. He looked down at himself and then looked back at me. "I'm too comfy" He sighed. "Awe. Poor baby" I said in a baby voice. He rolled his eyes. "I feel like we should do this again" Ray spoke up. "Yes! We should!" I grinned and they all smiled. "I'm not even joking, this has to be one of the best weeks in my life" I exhaled the smoke in my lungs and watched as a mother picked her child up. I smiled faintly.

"Would you ever have kids Charlie?" Frank asked. "Yeah, I guess. I mean yes. 2 boys and 1 girl" I smiled. "That sounds pretty perfect" Mikey sighed. "Well, I'd have 2 daughters and 1 son" Frank smirked and I laughed. "Whatever Iero. Trying to copy me again" I mumbled and he snorted. "Whatever Holmes. Sherlock Holmes" he poked his tongue at me. "Sherlock Holmes. Great, now I want to watch Sherlock" Ray sighed.

"I've got it back at my house. If you guys want, you can stay over my place tonight" I asked. "Yeah, I'll come" Ray smiled. "Me too" Mikey put his hand up and then groaned. "I lost my comfy-ness" He stated. "I'll come over too" Frank patted my head. "Can you come to the swings with me? I don't want to look like a loser" Mikey whined.

I gave it a thought before accepting, Mike grabbed my hand and dragged me to the swing set. I got to the swing before him and sat on it. "Hey! That's my swing!" Mikey pouted. "Snooze you lose. Push me" I demanded and he sighed before walking behind me. He pushed my swing and I squealed.

I laughed as Mikey pushed really hard, sending me higher then ever. I stopped the swing by dragging my feet on the ground and then hopped off. "My turn!" Mike cheered. I went behind him and pushed him. "Wee" He screamed and I giggled. He jumped off the swing and I walked up behind him. I shivered a little and he noticed. He wrapped an arm around my shoulders and we walked back to the park bench that Frank and Ray were at."Let's go boys!" I called and we left. Another night filled with movies and friends.

Notes

Hey guys,
Just edited this. This is basically a filler I guess?
Drama shall be up ahead. Thank you for reading :)
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P.S I kind of rushed a little, sorry if there are any mistakes...

Comments

dude omg i miss this story so much and i hope youre okay ;-;

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12/22/14

there seems to be no limit to the awesomeness here
sooo i will be leaving
*explodes into glitter*

Runner Runner
11/18/14

@rainbowturtlezes
No need to apologise, I'm very thankful for your comment! :3 xo

@Cold-Hearted Revenge
but it really is like seriously amazing.
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sorry haha

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11/13/14

@rainbowturtlezes
Awe! Thank you so much! That's very sweet of you to say. xo