Dead! - Frerard

I was a real ghost now and I wasn’t worried about anything anymore. No more putting up with shit at school or home.
I was sitting next to Gerard on one of the couches, holding his hand while he petted my hair. Patrick and Bob were on the other couch, curled up together.

“So, Frank. How’d you die?” Patrick asked me. I looked up from the spot on the wall I was staring at.
“Oh- that…” I lifted my shirt and hoodie up to show the cut on my stomach. “I got attacked and bled to death.” I lied.
“Okay, just wandering that’s all.” Patrick answered.
“Sure, it’s cool.” I said. I leaned over to Gerard and whispered, “I told you so.”
“Yeah you did.” He said back, stroking my cheek.
“I want you to fuck me later, Gerard.” I said, after a long silence. Bob looked up, followed by Patrick. Awkward.
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Gerard laid me down on the bed and climbed up over me. He looked at me with sad eyes. “Why do you look sad?” I asked.
“Because, you killed yourself for what? For me, it’s stupid really.” Gerard answered.
“No it’s not. I did it because I love you. And that I’m willing to die for you.” I said, looking away. Gee smiled anyway and shrugged. He leaned forwards and kissed me hard, pushing his tongue into my mouth. I sucked on his tongue while he tried and failed to get our clothes off. He pulled away and almost literally ripped our clothes off. Once they were lying on the floor, he crawled over me again and lightly squeezed one of my nipples. I gasped and bucked my hips up. Gerard leaned over to the bedside table and opened the top draw. He took out a bottle of lube and flicked the cap off. He squeezed some out onto his fingers and rubbed it around. I positioned myself and spread my ass for Gee. I felt his fingers press against me and then inside and I gasped, my eyes fluttering shut. There were two inside me and Gerard pushed in a third and I moaned. He thrusted his fingers around, stretching me open. I gasped and said “come on…Gee please…”
“Okay Frank, shh…” Gerard stroked my cheek.
“Be gentle….please.” I said, because of my cut. Gerard just nodded. He pulled his fingers out and wiped them on the sheet. I put my head on the pillow, closed my eyes and waited. I heard the ripping of foil and a small moan from Gerard. I felt him press against me and I whimpered.
“Are you sure, Frank? I mean your cut and everything…” Gerard whispered. I nodded and Gerard started to push in. I felt the stretch I was so used to, but this time it felt so much more intense and painful. I didn’t want to stop Gerard, I didn’t even think of it until Gerard was nearly all the way inside me. He stopped for a second and kissed my side gently and made and trail up to my lips and kissed me there. He pulled away quickly. “Frank, you’re in pain aren’t you? Your lips are shaking…”
“I’m fine, okay?” I said, my voice cracking. He nodded again and waited for me to adjust. I asked Gerard to move and he started out slow. It got quicker faster than I realized and I was too lost to remember what happened. I was lost in how much better it felt than before, just the bliss of it.

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