hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

***** Jades POV *****

I didn't even get time to say a hello are anything. because before I knew it they where walking out of the room and down the halls. The hospital was so quite that you could hear their footsteps take off down the empty halls.

You could hear the door open and close then it went back to silence. I just layed on the bed while Gerard slowly walked over to me. I was still scared of him so when he went to lean his hand out to touch mine I jolted back in fear. I could hear him release a heavy sigh before he sat down on the seat and just watched me.

'Why are you still breathing huh? Why are you still alive? Why must you make your self believe life will be fine when you know it wont be? Why must you continue to hope? Just let it go and I promise life will be easier. Just let it all go. No one ever loved you any way. No one would miss you. Your parents hate you. You where probably a mistake! You wonder why you had no friends? BECAUSE EVERY ONE HATED YOU! THEY WISHED THEY HAD NO EYES AT THE SIGHT OF YOU!! JUST END IT ALL!!! GO JUMP OFF A-"

"Jade? JADE?!" I felt some one shaking em by the shoulders. My eyes snapped open and I shoot up only to be met with an indescribable pain rippling throw my stomach. I yelled out in pain before I pushed back into a laying position by a pair of strong arms.

"Jade are you alright? you where thrashing around and screaming to make it get out of your head?" I ended up breaking down into tears. I held my head in my hands while Tears freely flowed down my face like a waterfall.

I felt a pair of arms wrap around me and I automatically pushed myself more into the arms and began crying into the persons chest. It stayed like this for a good 10 minutes before my pained tears died down.

I got out of the persons grip and when I saw who it was I was surprised with my actions. I didn't feel fear nor sorrow. Nor pain nor hatred. To me -now- he was just a man that lived a messed up life and it kept coming back to haunt him.

For some reason he wasn't the big scaring man who hid people in his basement. He was just a man. A man with sick plans. But I couldn't be angry at him. Every one has different lives. wether there good or bad. Its not my life to lead.

I should let him try to fix it. Wether he wants to or not its his choice. I cant just step in, change his life and step out. He has to live with the punishment. And that's what he shall do.

I soon began to feel my eye lids get really heavy and I felt like I just wanted to pass out. I didn't feel any fear nor sorrow. nor pain nor hatred. I felt at peace. felt like every thing was fine. And with that I fell into a sleep. Although it wasn't the best.

I found myself in a very familiar bed. I chucked the covers off and found myself in skinny jeans and a plain shirt. I walked over to the mirror. But I wasn't greeted with myself. I saw a figure standing there. They had there head down so I couldn't see who it was. I reached my hand out to touch the mirror and a hand came out and grabbed my wrist. Before I could do any thing I was pulled into the mirror into a room of nothingness.

I looked around in a circle but I couldn't see any thing. Then I turned around again and I saw the mirror. I looked into it and I saw the room I just been in. I tried to walk through the mirror but nothing happened. So I just looked through it. I saw two figures enter the room but I couldn't tell who.

They where pushing against each other and when they turned a little I could see that they where kissing. I kept calling out to them to let me out but I guess they couldn't hear me because they continued what they where doing.

They started ripping each others clothes off and I tried to turn my head away but some invisible force was holding my head in place. They went for the bed and I saw clearly who it was. But it didn't make sense. How could I be in there but also in here at the same time?

Then I saw the other figure and I knew it wasn't true. I could never love that man. Not matter how messed up his life was. I could never love Gerard. Yet here they where. Kissing and making out.

I tried to turn my head again and surprisingly it actually turned away. I was met with familiar hazel eyes. "Go jump off a cliff" said a voice filled with so much venom that it scared me. Then the scene changed.

I was at the top of a cliff. I turned my head to the side and saw... me? It was me but I looked so sure of myself. They I jumped. I tried to catch myself but They went straight through my arms. Then I felt a force also push me off as well. It felt nice really. The wind blowing through my hair as I fell.

"I knew you wanted to die. I knew you wanted to fall. I know that you hate me. But you will be mine. no one elses"

"MINE"

Notes

so i was thinking of ending this story soon. Like one or two more chapters. I would do a sequel. But i just fell like ending this and making a sequel. You know change the scene a bit. What do you guys think? And if you really want i will write an update all about what would be in my sequel. But please tell me if you agree with me. I don't want to have a heap of angry comments saying i ended the story :(
Magic out--