hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

Now as some of you may have noticed... three of the chapters are missing... and yes there is a reason. not a good one... but there is one.

ok so I didn't feel happy or comfortable with those chapters. So I got rid of them. There may still be some pain... But none of what was in the previous chapters... Sorry :P

AND I HAVE NO REASON FOR NOT UPDATING!!! I AM JUST A STUPID IDOT THAT HASNT BEEN UPADTING ME STORIES!!!!

ok reason one being :/ I was at me dads and I don't have access to my tablet or a computer there so I couldn't update. (also because my brother and sis always get the computers cause they wake up at like 7am... IKR?!)

Also I just haven't been on this site recently :P I thought if I didn't do any thing I wouldn't feel guilty. But GOD DAMMIT! I feel as guilty as a dyeing pig!!! I came on and had like 30 alerts... so I read some... god half way through an update and feel a massive wave of guilt hit me. This is what went through my head...

'ok they got caught kissin- OMG IM AN IDIOT!!! IM A SELF CENTERED IDIOT!!! I HAVENT UPADTED IN DAYS AND I BET PEOPLE HATE ME!! AND I BET THEY LEFT MY STORIESS!!! and I bet im just worthless... how could I think leaving it would make me forget about it?'

I felt so guilty that it isn't even funny!!! like this isn't even a PROPER UPDATE!!!! it just makes me feel 100 times worse!!!!! and I swear if people leave my stories I understand.... I understand..........

I might update tonight..... but if I don't I give you 100% permission to comment hateful comments and to leave my stories.

No matter how much I say it, it want fix any thing but...
I am so sorry like so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry :/

Notes

Magic out...............

SO guilty :(((