hell is all cages & screams of the doomed

***** Gerard's POV *****

I started violently trying to brake down the door with all my might. thoughts kept running through my mind. terrifying thoughts.

what if she's dead?! what if she's been attacked?! what if it was her own family that did this?! She has to be ok. she just has to be. she has to b-

FINALLY. I got the door down! ok so I run up these stairs and turn right her and this roo- SHIT! its locked! I started the process of violently bashing the door down again. the same thoughts running through my head.

She's gonna be ok..... she's gonna be ok... GERARD YOU IDIOT! SHE'S NOT OK!! *BASH* she's got to be ok! *BASH* she's not leaving me now *BASH* she's fine *BREAK*

nothing could have prepared me for what I am seeing. papers scatted all over the room. pens layed on the desk. a blood pool leading to no other.... "JADE" I found my self yelling while running to her blood drained body.

"Jade.. No.. please be ok... jade" I cried while holding her lifeless, colourless body in my white palms.

she had a long cut on each of her wrists. I couldn't care about that right now. I have a lifeless girl in my arms and I haven't called 000? (its that aussie emergency line :P ) IDIOT!

I dialled 000 as fast as I could and they said they where on there way. I just swayed her body back and forth mumbling 'its gonna be alright' over and over again until I heard the door open.

they ran up to her room and ripped her from my arms. they let me sit next to her in the ambulance though.

I held her small pale hand within my own. I couldn't take it any more and I just broke down. I layed my head on her hand and just kept crying and crying and crying.

once we finally got to the hospital they took her out of the truck and rushed her in the emergency room. they wouldn't let me enter no matter how hard I tried.

I sat in the waiting room so many thoughts going through my head right now. she's not going to be ok is she? she's going to die isn't she? why would any one do this to her? wait I didn't see any one there... does that mean...

"Mr Way? you may see Jade now if you like" said a nurse with long brown hair and a lip piercing.

I just rushed to her room and once I entered I wanted to kill whoever did this to her! I ran beside her and sat in a chair grasping her hand in mine.

***** 10 minutes *****

I just sat there staring at her. staring at her lifeless body.

"My Way? may I talk to you please?" I just nodded my head slowly and followed her out the door.

"Mr Way I have some not so good news to tell you about how she was injured"

I just stood there waiting for her to tell me what ever happened to that beautiful girl.

"Mr Way" there was a long pause before she spoke some thing I wish I never heard.

"Sir... She tried to commit suicide"

Notes

well hey peoples...

I hope you liked that and sorry I haven't updated in a few days. I've been coming up with ideas for my other story 'Solitary Starlight'

but I wont forget about this story :3

Soooo yeah comment and I hope you enjoyed that.

magic out--