7 Ways a Way Can Slay

Gerard lays in wake in his bed, unable to sleep with the knowledge in his head. It had to be lies, but what if it wasn’t. He ruined everything, everything he wanted was ruined. There was no hope for her to ever be what he so badly wanted her to be, and it was all his fault.

Looking down at his journal, which once held his happiness, now holds his true identity. He didn’t understand anything, why did he even kill. What is his purpose? Sure, people deserve to die all the time, but is death really a punishment? It’s freedom from life, and that’s what Gerard wanted. To just be free, free from all the mistakes, and all the destruction he caused. He reads over the words, of the happiness in his writing, the passion for his work, his only hobby.

Why waste your time just suffering, when you can just end it all. End it for yourself, and for others. No one wants to see you suffer, only succeed.

He gets up and sets the notebook down onto his bed. He doesn’t even mind getting fully dressed anymore, he knew what he had to do. Today would be his day.

Soon, he’s standing in front of the door that held his last. He knocks and opens it slowly, looking in the tiny innocent face before him. He smiled softly to her, not knowing if she knew or not. She had fear in her eyes, and hugged her knees as she sat in the corner of the small room. Gerard goes up to her, and sits down beside her. He takes her hand and holds if carefully, she shook in fear, not understanding.

“I’m sorry for what I’ve done,” He started, “but I hope to make it all better today. I don’t know if you know this, but Ben wasn’t your dad. Do you know who your dad really is?” Still so unsure if he even wanted to know.

But she nods in response, and he closes his eyes. He stands and so doesn’t she. She hugs him tight and he hugs her back. Gerard whispers more to himself than anything, “I’m going to make everything better, I promise.”

He walks out the room, holding her hand. He grabs the can of gasoline in the corner of the room. She watches in the corner as he throws it over everything in the basement. He goes to her and looks down as she looks up and softly smiles. She didn’t understand, but Gerard was okay with that. She would go a bit happier that way, and that’s the best way to go, just a little bit happy.

Gerard kisses her head and lights his lighter. He takes her hand and lets her hold the lit lighter. “Whenever you’re ready Jaylin, Daddy will make everything be okay.” She nods and lets it fall to the floor. The flames engulf everything in an instant. Gerard could feel the flames crawl up his skin and eat him away. He looks to his right and sees his only daughter walk into the middle of the room with her arms open as the flames reach the ceiling. He was so glad to see her so happy, and so grateful he had done the right thing for her. Peacefully, with a smile, and a hug from her own. He cared so much, and she would finally be free, and him too.

Notes

awwwhhh x3 mwehehe I had a lot longer ending planned but... then I had a dream about it and so I liked this one a whole lot better :3 so I hope u guys lik it too ^-^

I can start a new one and its probably gonna be GORE AS ALWAYS x3 but im also gonna finish the 'can't trust' series cause that is literally my favorite thing ever... im so addicted to the storyline for that... but anyway x3

I hope u get the whole story line for this... and get that gerard always wanted to just be a good dad but instead he fucking killed his daughters family... and wen he was in his exs house and was going through the box of notes n stuff... 'the last one with the picture' was actually jaylins birth certificate with a picture of gee on it and under the spot wer it says 'fathers name' was a blank... I didn't hav any room for that but its just how I write... I write wat u would see as if it was a movie... so... yepp x3

Sorry... if if it seems kind of short... but if I could make it longer I would o.o

loves u all ^-^ and...

Don't u dare forget to smile :3