You'll be with me forever
Forever
14.02.2013
"There's so many things that I could say
But I'm sure it would come out all wrong
You got something that I can't explain,
Still try and try and let you know
That first summer we spent's one we'll never forget,
Looking for any kind of reason to escape all the mess that
We thought was what made us
Ain't it funny now? We can see
We're who we're meant to be
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh oooh..."
Gerard Way was singing to Frank Iero, he was singing his heart out, because Frank was the love of his life, while he sings, he remember those first weeks, their first kiss, the first time they were one, he remembers their first fight and the first time he saw Frank cry, the first time they spent a vacation toghether. He remembers their wedding and how Frank taked care of him when he was sick, how Frank hold him up high and helped him with his depression when nana Elena died. He was the perfect man, everything you have dreamed of, and he was Gerards.
"There's too many times I have to say
I could have been better and stronger for you and me
You always make me feel okay
Those late summers we spent, stay up talking all night
I'd ask "you think we'd ever make it?"
You'd say "I'm sure if it's right"
Ain't it funny to think just how stupid I used to be
Hope you always believe
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart
Let them talk and talk and talk
Let them say what they want
We will laugh at the thought they don't know what we've got
Every year that goes by, a year older we are
You'll still be beautiful then, bless your beautiful heart"
He then started to cry, but he kept singing because this song was for Frank, he had finished this song a month or so ago an he thought valentine's day would be the perfect moment to sing him the song he worked so hard in.
He had his eyes closed, but he could feel Frank by his side, smiling.
"They'll talk and talk and talk
How crazy is it?
Someone could waste their whole life, helplessly,
Just patiently waiting for a love like you and me
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart"
When he finished singing, he didn't dare open his eyes, because even if he wanted it with all his force, Frank wouldn't be there, he would never come back.
He kept crying. He cried of happines because he knew Frank had listened the song, he cried of sadness because he couldn't hug Frank, because he couldn't kiss him, feel him. He cried of angriness because he was fucking alone and he was selfish and he didn't want Frank to go. He cried because he wanted to go with him.
When he opened his eyes, he came back to reality. There he was, sitting on the grass on front of Franks grave. He read the plaque Franks mom bought, again.
"Here Lies Frank Iero: Loving son, friend and husband. He will be severely missed by all his friends. Life will never be the same again"
-Hello, Frankie. Happy valentine's day. Do you like the flowers I brought? Yeah, I know it's kind of cheesy but you know me, I like cheesiness sometimes. Do you like the song I wrote for you? I worked very hard on it. How's everything going in heaven? Did you met John Lennon yet? What about Freddie Mercury or Kurt Cobain? Have you talked with nana? I bet you're having a blast up there... I miss you, you know? I miss you so much. But don't worry, I'm okay. I still have your medicines, I don't know why, maybe because they make me think you're still here, your mom misses you too, and Mikey, Brian, Bob and Ray. Remember that pijama you gave me? I wear it every night. You're very, very missed here.
He stood up to leave, he had to go with Mikey to the store for some presents an it was getting late.
-I would spend the whole day in here talking to you, but you know how is Mikey. - He took a deep breath - I love you, Frank. Forever.
In that moment, a sudden breeze strangely warmed him, and he knew that Frank was there, hugging him and saying "I love you too".
-Forever.
"There's so many things that I could say
But I'm sure it would come out all wrong
You got something that I can't explain,
Still try and try and let you know
That first summer we spent's one we'll never forget,
Looking for any kind of reason to escape all the mess that
We thought was what made us
Ain't it funny now? We can see
We're who we're meant to be
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh oooh..."
Gerard Way was singing to Frank Iero, he was singing his heart out, because Frank was the love of his life, while he sings, he remember those first weeks, their first kiss, the first time they were one, he remembers their first fight and the first time he saw Frank cry, the first time they spent a vacation toghether. He remembers their wedding and how Frank taked care of him when he was sick, how Frank hold him up high and helped him with his depression when nana Elena died. He was the perfect man, everything you have dreamed of, and he was Gerards.
"There's too many times I have to say
I could have been better and stronger for you and me
You always make me feel okay
Those late summers we spent, stay up talking all night
I'd ask "you think we'd ever make it?"
You'd say "I'm sure if it's right"
Ain't it funny to think just how stupid I used to be
Hope you always believe
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart
Let them talk and talk and talk
Let them say what they want
We will laugh at the thought they don't know what we've got
Every year that goes by, a year older we are
You'll still be beautiful then, bless your beautiful heart"
He then started to cry, but he kept singing because this song was for Frank, he had finished this song a month or so ago an he thought valentine's day would be the perfect moment to sing him the song he worked so hard in.
He had his eyes closed, but he could feel Frank by his side, smiling.
"They'll talk and talk and talk
How crazy is it?
Someone could waste their whole life, helplessly,
Just patiently waiting for a love like you and me
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all my heart"
When he finished singing, he didn't dare open his eyes, because even if he wanted it with all his force, Frank wouldn't be there, he would never come back.
He kept crying. He cried of happines because he knew Frank had listened the song, he cried of sadness because he couldn't hug Frank, because he couldn't kiss him, feel him. He cried of angriness because he was fucking alone and he was selfish and he didn't want Frank to go. He cried because he wanted to go with him.
When he opened his eyes, he came back to reality. There he was, sitting on the grass on front of Franks grave. He read the plaque Franks mom bought, again.
"Here Lies Frank Iero: Loving son, friend and husband. He will be severely missed by all his friends. Life will never be the same again"
-Hello, Frankie. Happy valentine's day. Do you like the flowers I brought? Yeah, I know it's kind of cheesy but you know me, I like cheesiness sometimes. Do you like the song I wrote for you? I worked very hard on it. How's everything going in heaven? Did you met John Lennon yet? What about Freddie Mercury or Kurt Cobain? Have you talked with nana? I bet you're having a blast up there... I miss you, you know? I miss you so much. But don't worry, I'm okay. I still have your medicines, I don't know why, maybe because they make me think you're still here, your mom misses you too, and Mikey, Brian, Bob and Ray. Remember that pijama you gave me? I wear it every night. You're very, very missed here.
He stood up to leave, he had to go with Mikey to the store for some presents an it was getting late.
-I would spend the whole day in here talking to you, but you know how is Mikey. - He took a deep breath - I love you, Frank. Forever.
In that moment, a sudden breeze strangely warmed him, and he knew that Frank was there, hugging him and saying "I love you too".
-Forever.
Notes
Here's the song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjmeXYFw2PwIt inspired me to write this little one-shot. I hope you like it.
Happy valentine's day ♥
I cried! X
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