Your Existence Gives Me Hope

Scarletts pov.
Shit. I said yes. I'm going on tour with complete strangers. Way to fucking go Scar. The guys left me here with uh..I think his name is Gerardo? No. Gerard. Fuck I'm not good with names. Oh well. Well now that i think about going on tour with this band I have never even heard of, it may not seem bad. I don't know. Fuck. I am bad at making decisions. "Gee...Geerard?" I said. "Haha just call me Gee." He said.
"Oh okay. Uhh..Gee. What about clothes for me?" I asked.
He furrowed his eyebrows. "Well fuck, I have no idea. do you want to go h-"
"No." I cut him off.
"Well maybe you can borrow some of my pajamas and we can go to the mall close by and get you some clothes." He suggested. "You don't need to waste your money on me. I have a bank account I can get money out of." I said. He stared at me very..weird. Is he okay? I quickly look away. I never really liked guys..but him? He's perfection. The way his black hair falls in his face..His pure hazel eyes. The god damn way he's so mysterious..Shut the hell up stupid head. you'll never have a chance with him..Gee broke the silence.
"No it's okay. I'll pay for your clothes."
"No! Don't waste your money on me, Gee!" I start laughing.
"Don't argue with me girl. I'm buying you clothes whether you like it or not." He crossed his arms. "Ugh. Fine." I finally agreed.
"Wanna go to the mall now?" He asked.
"Yeah. Why not?" I said as I smiled. He smiled back. His smile was perfect. "Then let's GOOO" He grabbed keys and we went out the door to the mall. The drive was pretty awkward. "Can we put on music pleasee?" I broke the silence. "Duhh!" He said. He pointed out Cds in the glove department. I looked through most of them until one caught my eye. It was an Iron Maiden cd. I put it in and turned it up load. "Good choice!" Ger..ard said. I gave him a smile. And all of the sudden we were singing from the top of our lungs until we got to the mall. After we parked the car, we got out and walked around. "Where would you like to go, Scar?" He asked. I gave him a confused look. "W-what? Did I say something wrong?" He said nervous. "N-no. Just. Scar is my nickname." I smiled. He smiled back. When we walked around I quickly said "HOT TOPIC!!" Gerard laughed and said "Calm down missy" I stuck out my tounge and ran off into the store. He ran after me and said "Get anything you want I don't give a shit how much it is kay?" He said. "You sure?" I was making sure. He nodded. I went over to the skinny jeans. Then the shirts. Then sweaters. Dresses. Shorts. Everything in my size and I told Gee I'm done. Then we went up to the cashier to pay for the items. "Hey! Have you found everything you wanted today?" She asked. "Yepp!" I replied. Gee just smiled and gave the money to the girl and we went out of the store. "We can also get you clothes along the way too, hun." Gerard said. Hun? Did he call me that? haha. "Okay" I said while smiling. We went back to the hotel room and the guys weren't there. So more alone time with Gee I guess. I smiled at my own thought.
"What are you smiling about?" He said with a smile.
"Just...Thanks for everything that you've guys done" i said back.
We said down on the couch and Gee turned that Tv on. All of the sudden we were sitting close and he put his arm around me with my head resting on his shoulder. I sat up and looked at him. "You are very strange, you know that?" I smiled. "Well you know what?" He asked. "What?" I said.
He leaned in. He pulled me closer. Oh fuck. Shit. Shit. I slowly leaned in too. He closed his eyes, and I did the same. And then our lips touched and we kissed passionately. After a few seconds I pulled away and gave him a shocked face. He looked pretty shocked too. "I'm so sorry." He said. "No don't be." I said. I smiled and leaned in again kissing him again. He quickly kissed back. After a few minutes the guys came back with the coffee. "What the fuck!!" Frank said. "Ohhh shitt!!" Bob said. Mikey just stood there shocked. "Shit dude!" Ray said. Fuck.

Notes

it has been so long. sorry i fucking suck at writing shit. so if you have a problem then i dont care. haha. merrrrp!