Your Existence Gives Me Hope

Scarletts pov.
My only friend, Kady-Just go kill yourself already! No one wants you here anyway! I'm done with your depression shit! Just end it already!

Me- I will hun. i promise. goodbye.

Kady- no! w-
*hangs up*
Hi. I'm Scarlett. I'm just a typical 18 year old girl who is depressed as shit. I have no friends now. Well I had one but she just said that shit to me so..I'm done. My life is coming to an ending. I go to the bathroom and get my blades. I sit on the toilet that is closed. I slit my wrist a few times...maybe more. Then I grab a pen and paper then I began to write.

"Dear whoever cares, I Scarlett Smith is going to end her worthless life. I've seen things that shouldn't have happened. I've been through alot. I'm bullied badly. I have No parents. No friends. Nothing. And now? I'm going to become, nothing. So goodbye fucked up life. I'm fucking done."

I start crying my eyes out. I can't believe I'm about to do this. But it's for everyones sake. It will make them happier.
Time relapse to midnight~
It's the middle of the night. I'm in pain. I'm drunk as fuck. I'm outside. Just walking. As I finish my last sip of vodka, I sit in the middle of the road waiting for any car or truck to carry me away. I know it sounds stupid but I dont give a fuck.
I lay my drunk self down in the middle of the road that was empty. Why do I have a bad life? Why me? What did I do to make people hate me so much? Ugh. I look up and i see a van coming. Yes. I close my eyes. Goodbye world.

Notes

It's not the best...oh well :/