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Living in the Light

And love is not a choice.

My eyes fluttered open from the sun light beaming on my face in the morning. I was about to get up thinking that I was back at my own house in my room but I turned and saw a very pale white face with snow white hair and realized I was cuddling with Gerard in his living room. How the fuck did this happen?! Oh wait I live with him now since he pretty much killed my mother before I could. I just shrugged that off. I was shuffling a bit to get out of his grip he had around my body. I tried to get out of his strong arms but all I did was wake him up. Gerards eyes flung open and they were a really dark red.



“Where are you going Frank?” His voice was very robotic and it kinda scared the living shit out of me. He was tightening his strong hard grip around my tiny weak body.



“No where. I just want to get up.” To be honest I was kinda scared at the moment. His dark red eyes were beaming at me with no facial expression that I could decode on his face.



“Your not going anywhere. You will stay right here with me, Frank!”



“...I...uhm..need to-” I was cut off in the middle of my sentence with claws digging into me. “You are not going to leave me. I have you. I own you now.” Gerard then sat up so I was in his lap with his sharp claws digging into me. My eyes were closed shut and I was biting down hard on my own teeth. The fuck is wrong with him. I looked down at my arms to see crimson liquid streaming down my arms. Gerard must have snapped out of it because his eyes went back to a hazel and he let go off me. I was still sat in his lap and I looked at him with terror. He looked and seemed guilty of what he had just did.



“Oh my god! Im sooo sorry Frankie. Oh god! What have I done??!!! Stay here...I-I will be right back.” He picked me up gently and put my down on the couch. I was then shaking and holding my arms tight and examining the claw mark myself. The looked kinda deep but not to deep. Thank god! What the fuck was that though? It was sooo strange.




Gerard was walking back with the first aid kit and some towels. “Hold still Frankie okay?” He said as he kneeled down with some damp cold pads. He pressed them against the marks on my skin. It stung like shit and I let out a little whimper. He then quickly took them off putting on some sort of gooey substance and rubbed it in the cuts. I couldnt really feel it but it looked as if it was like stopping the blood from running down. Then he applied a bandaid.




“Come on lets take you to the bathroom to clean off that blo-..” He inhaled the smell of my blood. I could see his fangs get longer when he opened his mouth.



“Actually, I think I got this Gee.” I said standing up and running along to the bathroom leaving Gee in the living room cleaning up the mess from the first aid kit. I ran the cold water on my hands with some soap watching as my blood was running off my hands. Turning the water off carefully and examining my face I had a pretty bruised up cheek. My right cheek had a red and purple hand print on it from where my mom slapped me last night. I ran my hand over it but it hurt really bad. I winced a bit at the pain.



“Are you okay, sugar?” Gee said as he came into the bathroom wrapping his arms around my waist.



“Yeah Im fine.” Looking at us in the mirror was really beautiful. I like how we look really cute together. Thats when it hit me. I only went on one date with this boy and hes already wrapping his arms around me. I pushed him off a bit trying to stand my ground of not liking him.



“Look, Im really sorry from this morning if your mad at me about that. I truly am I honestly dont know what came over me. It felt weird and I promise you I will never hurt you again ok.” He was literally on his knees begging me to forgive him. I would feel bad if I didn’t, so I gave in as usual.



“I forgive you Gee. I guess you were having...and..episode..Okay?” I was rubbing that back of my neck when Gee stood back up. He was smiling widley and then gave me a big hug like the ones that if your hugged to tight you couldnt breathe, yeah that one.



“Gee...”



“Yeah love?”



“Cant....B-Breathe!”



“Oh. Yeah. Right...uhm..sorry.”



“Stop saying sorry all the time.” I gave him a little punch on the arm and walked out the bathroom. I walked into the kitchen grabbing an apple and Gee was trailing close behind me. I looked over at Gee who was standing right in front of me with a smile and his face was turning a blush red. He looked like a mess like seriously. His hair was standing on end, his shirt was disheveled and crinkled up, and his pants hand a hole with blood around it from where my mother stabbed him with a knife.



“What? You've been looking at me for a while.”



I leaned up against the counter and spoke. “You need to go get fixed. Like look at yourself. You look like you got in a bull fight.” I took another bite of my apple.



“Yeah your right...but have you seen yourself you look like you were sleeping in apple sauce.” We both laughed at that. It was true for both of us.



“Maybe...we should..take a shower......together.” Gerard said walking closer to me with each word in the most sexiest seductive voice ever. His arms were both on each side of me gazing deeply into my eyes. I pushed him back a bit and left.



“Pfft! Yeah right. In your dreams.” I say walking over to sit on the counter next to the sink. My legs were opened incase Gerard wanted to come over here. Sure enough we walked back over took my apple from me but it to his mouth and sucked all the juices from it with his fangs and tossed it in the trash. I gasped a bit at what he did with my eyes wide starring at him. He ran his hands up and down my thighs messaging them, he put one hand on my left cheek caressing as he looked into my eyes I really wanted him to the close the distance in between us.



“Frankie....I really hope you know that I actually like have a big crush on you...and..I just really want this to work but Im kinda scared th-..” He was rambling on to much so I kissed him instead. It felt so good but we both knew it was wrong for us to be kissing in the first place. Whatever. I just love how our lips move in sync with each others, Gee bit on my lip and tugged and sucked my lip ring which made me let out a moan. He slid his tongue in my mouth as I was to busy moaning. We broke the kiss but Gee was kissing, sucking, biting, and nippling on my neck to my collar bone. He lifted me up in the middle of my moans with the nippling hes doing on my earlobe. We went straight up stairs into his room. He laid me on the bed and went back to kissing my lips. I love the way his lips tasted they were different but juicy. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulling him down on top of me so we were closer. His cold hands were running up and down the inside of my shirt which sent shivers to my spine.



Gerard stopped kissing me after a while. I dont know why but he got off me and sat up with a worried look on his face. He was running his fingers through his hair and was looking down at his feet.



“Whats wrong Gee?” I said sitting up and moving closer to him.



“Uhm....um....” What is up with him? I really wish I knew what he was thinking. He turned to me and put both his hands on the side of my face.



“Remember what I was saying earlier?” I just nodded my head up and down. “Well...uhm..in order for me to love you....I have...to...either turn you...or you must have some sort of relative thats a vampire...” He looked as if he was going to cry. So I hugged him. But I dont know...Do I want to be turned? I kinda want to but I have to ask my uncle. Like you know to see if I have a relative that is a vampire first. But I want to be turned though so I could be with Gerard. My family might disown me but I have nothing to lose cause they all hate me for some mysterious reason that is still unknown to me.



“Frankie? What do you think? Shit. Im putting to much pressure on you am I? Im sorry. You can think about this I mean we have some time.”



I looked up at him and then back at the floor. “How much time do we have?”



“Till the 8th moon.”



“Alright. Ill tell you my decision.” Do I seriously want to do this? I mean my human life is already a mess but what and how would it be to lead a life as a vampire? Damn! You know what Ill give my decision tomorrow.



“We should um....W-Why dont..we just take a nap for right now...I mean this day has been a bit rough...Lets sleep..” I say to him yawning after that.



“Why dont we take a shower first..” He says smiling at me.



“You win this time..”



We got up and headed to the bathroom. I hope something surprising happens in the their. If..you know what I mean....

Notes

This chapter to me is kinda shitty. Only because I didnt update yesterday my apologizes. Promise you the next one will be better.


P.S Song title credit goes to Girls/Girls/Boys by Panic at the Disco. I really like that song its soo good.

Comments

This is amazing <3

Jacketslut2 Jacketslut2
9/15/16

@DetonateTheSkys
Yay! This was a great chapter :)

GraceMustDie GraceMustDie
6/9/15

@Do or Die
Im so happy you did I finally got inspiration to keep going!

I just finished this and I love it so much!

GraceMustDie GraceMustDie
6/8/15

@GeeIsAJacketSlut
ya i know i just finished the fifth book and a got mad at it