
Living in the Light
Nobody knows I dream about it.
Did he seriously just say that he was here to protect me after all those times he would insult me and call me names. There is no fucking way Im gonna trust him. He is the reason I always get myself caught up in this mess. He is one of the reasons why I am so defensive all the goddamn time. But Im still stunned at the fact the he is actually protecting me. Like that other time when we were in the library he did protect me then from those other doms. He did it again today like did the heavens tell him if he doesnt become nice to me he will go straight to hell? Im so fucking confused.
I almost forgot that I was hugging Gerard and that he was hugging me. Lost in my train of thought once again and I got to deep that I started crying. I need to man up and hold back the rest of my tears. But why the hell am I crying in the first place? What the fuck ever it will come back to me later.
“Are you alright now Frankie?” Gerard said into my ear.
“Yeah Im fine.” I let go of him and started getting my stuff out my locker.
Gerard was kinda awkwardly standing there while everyone who saw what happened was watching us with strange faces. I can feel his eyes beaming on me. I turned around putting my phone in my pocket and Gerard is kinda blushing. What the fuck was he staring at?!
“Did you lose something over here Way?” Trying to snap him out of his trance.
He blinked a few time then a bright shade of red was washing all over his face.
“Yeah, I think you stole my heart...” He winked at me then smirked a bit. Yeah now im like stunned once more. This kid, the overlord leader of the doms in school has a crush on a puny midget human. Now does that sound right? No, no it doesnt! I mean I guess he was kinda cute and all with his big hazel orbs with green flecks and shit looking gorgeous and everything.
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Gerard kinda jumped and frowned a bit. Shit I said that out loud. Way to go dumb ass.
“Oh shit! No not you. I was...uhm..uh..-”
“You were thinking out loud. Huh? I thought I was the only one did that.” Gerard said staring up at nothing.
I just nodded my head and started walking outside leaving Gerard standing there. Why does he all of a sudden want to get involved in me? Is it because of that comment he said? Should I start to believe that he actually likes me?
I was stopped in my train of thought once again by Gerard who is standing outside calling my name. “What do you want Gerard?!” I say slightly annoyed.
“I was wondering if you...uhm...If you wanted to..uhm...”
“If I wanted to what?” I say trying to help him out here. He seems like a nervous reck.
He was looking at the ground then he looked up at me with pleading eyes. “Do you want to go out with me?”
Im was frozen in my spot. I wanted to say something but my mouth wouldnt let me. Should I say yes, Ive been waiting for you to ask me for so long. My undeniable love for you is a blaze in my heart and I would love too. I cant tell him the truth well..not like that at least. What the fuck just say yes so he could leave you alone. Maybe you'll grow feelings for the fucker. I moved closer to him and he moved closer to me. Meeting me half way.
“Sure.....What do have planned?”
“Maybe...I can..take you to dinner...then some place magical if you like.” He said wrapping his strong arms around my waist. He really must like me because Im a human and he is holding me and asking me out in front of this vampire infested place. I nodded to him cause Im scared of the words that come out my mouth will be regrettable.
“Oh um...do you want me to walk you home?” He is being really kinda to me.
“Yeah, that would be nice.” I let a little smile sneak upon my face.
The walk to my house wasnt long but we did have a conversation on the way there. He asked me how my day was and all that stuff. Then he asked about my tattoos. Gerard was very curious about the ones on my knuckles.
“The one that says 'HALLOWEEN' is there because thats my favorite holiday and I was also born on Halloween.”
“Thats amazing! Must be fun to celebrate your birthday and now I shall forever remember that.” Gerard said with amazement in his voice.
We finally got to my house. Not saying that walking with Gerard was bad I just need to get ready for our...'date'...tonight. I must admit I kinda am excited and scared cause he said he wants to take me to some place magical.
“So what time are you picking me up Gerard?” I ask walking up my front steps.
“Is 7ish good?”
“Yeah thats fine.”
“Bye Sugar.”
“Bye Gee.”
I walked into my house flabbergasted! I went up to my room and took a little nap. It was only 3:15pm so Im cool. I took my pants, shoes, and shirt off and fell asleep. His clothes smell really good like fresh picked flowers with some smoke smell. It smelt good either way.
I woke up screaming. Good thing my mom isnt home yet from work. Im like drenched in sweat. I never had a night terror like that in forever. It was about me and Gerard standing by a moonlite lake and you could see all the stars in the sky. Then Gerard said something and then he bit into my neck and drained all the life out of me. It was scary as fuck. It wasnt real anyway it was just a dream. I better start getting ready its like 6 o'clock.
I went ahead and took a shower and washed my hair. Grabbed a nice pair of grey skinny jeans, a black button down shirt with a grey tie, and my black vans. I put a little bit of black eyeliner on with a bit of red eye shadow around my eyes. I checked my self in my full length mirror and I must say I look hot. I looked at the clock again and its 6:45. I have about 15 minutes left....Maybe I could play some guitar before I leave.
I picked up Pansy and started to play some chords to The Misfits Dig up her bones. Thats when I heard a car honking outside. I put Pansy back in her case and looked outside and its Gerard. I ran down the stairs nearly tripping down the steps. Locked up the house and went to the car. Gerard must have a lot of money because hes driving a midnight black Maserati. He gets out and opens the passenger door for me and makes sure im in and then closes it and gets back into the driver seat.
“You look very beautiful tonight Frank.” He says breaking the silence and starting up the car.
I blushed a bit. “Thanks...So what restaurant are we going to?”
“We are going to a place called Moments.” He says glancing over at me than back at the road again.
I think thats a very upscale restaurant. All the rich people go there. I feel special then. I just hope tonight goes well and like not horrible with my crazy mood swings Im getting all of a sudden.
This is amazing <3
9/15/16