Did he literally only come up to me to say hi? Wow a simple hi. I cant believe it though. Usually he would insult me to make me feel even worse about myself. Wait why do I even care so goddamn much? Whatever at least he left me alone. I just need to get to class.

First fucking block of the day writing/theater. For this class I need to get to the library before Im marked down for the five millionth time. I reached the library and took a seat near the back of the library far away from the others. Yes I am a quite kid and I really dont like talking to the others. I went ahead -since I was a little bit early- and picked out the books I needed for theater today. I went back to my seat with three books on hamlet. I guess I didn’t notice a raven haired fertile seating in the seat right next to mine until I sat down.

“Heya Frankie!” She said to me with a grin from ear to ear.

“Hey.....How do you know my name?” I guess that was a bit harsh but I dont care.

“You dont remember me? Jamia....” Oh yeah I guess I didn’t know who she was cause her hair was a bit longer and a little bit in her face.

“Oh hey. Whats up?” I dont want to be mean to her but I really kinda want her to...you.know...leave.

“Nothing I just got bored with all my other friends...sooo I came here to talk to you.” She said pulling a loose hair behind her ear. Wow she really came over here to talk to the loser, pathetic, gay, loner. Amazing.

“Ohkay. Cool?” I really am not focusing to much on her. I turned my head for a second to look at her and she seems to be staring and someone across the room. I look to where she was looking and it....was Gerard and his friend.

“Hey..uh..Jamia..Im gonna be right back..okay?” I tell her as Im about to get up and leave.

She was pulling on my shirt with all her strength and trust me she really is strong. “Where are you going Frankie?” “Oh to the bathroom...”. She let go of me and I walked off. I was half way out of the west wing when I hear footsteps behind me. I turned for a second and no one is there. I just shrugged it off and kept going. This time I heard the footsteps again and they were walking pretty fast thats when I froze in my tracks to a very tall pale white dom with snow white hair in front of me.

“Hey Frankie.” Gerard says to me backing me up against a wall. What does this jackass want now?

“Did I not tell you this early..GET OUT OF MY WAY!!” I start yelling at him. Im not scared of him even though he could just kill me now. I wonder why he didn’t though? No one would miss me if I was dead.

“No! I want to tell you something but...” He just gazed off into the distance. “But what?!” I say with my back against the wall. I try pushing him but he is to strong. I didn’t want to give up and give in. Thats not me. “But uhm...I dont know if I want to tell you anymore.” He says with both his hands by my head. I can see the guilt in his eyes. I dont know what to do at this point. I mean if I hurt him he could suck me dry but if I dont I have no idea what will happen.

“Could you get off me now?!” I say.

“Uhm...yeah.” He said rubbing the back of his neck. “Hey where are you going?” he asked.

“To take a smoke. Now leave me alone.” I say turning away and walking to the field.

“Do you mind if I join you?” He says and stops right in front of me. I hate fucking vampires.

“Sure. Whatever. Just leave me the fuck alone ok!” I say. Why do I give in? Fucking hate myself! Just keep walking Frank.

I can see a dom up ahead with a his gang or whatever. “Hey dumb ass what the fuck you doing?”

Gerard quickly looks at me and back at them. “Thats not nice. At least call me by my first name.” I call out. I really did it this time. With in seconds I can see them running after me. Gerard quickly grabs my hand and he ran like..like I cant see his feet anymore fast. Why dont vampires ever join track? Oh wait the sun. He like ran all the way to a part of the school I dont think I ever been to.

“Where the fuck are we?” I say as he puts me down. “I could have handled myself back there you know.” I say turning towards him. My face was raging with anger.

“No you couldnt you would have been bitten and left to die if it werent for me.” He says walking closer to me. I backed away a bit.



“Whatever its not like I had anything to live for anyway. Remember Im just a human that has been controlled by vampires my whole life. No one would have missed me!” I stated.



Gerard just walked closer to me. He looks kinda hurt though. “I..I would have...” Did he actually just say that?



“Why? So you can hurt me more physically and emotionally?! So I can be your fucking punching bag some more!?” I spat out.

He grabbed my arms and pulled me closer to him. I tried to make him let go of me but he just tightened his grip. “LET FUCKING GO OF ME GERARD!” I yelled at him trying to get him to let go of me. He was just staring at me with his big eyes. I looked up at him and I really haven't noticed that he has some gorgeous eyes. We just stood there staring at each other, taking in each others facial details. His pale skin looked nice with his snow white hair. But he doesnt look scary, he doesnt look as if he was a real vampire like the others but his eyes, they can prove that he was one. The way they changed color depending on what hes feeling.

“We..should.. probably leave.” He says staring up at the ceiling. Why? I mean there nothing scary about this place its nice and has a dark feeling to it. I felt quite comfortable. “Why?” I asked him. He just turns me around and lets me take in my site. I was like gasping. There were dead bodies hanging from the ceiling and behind me in piles. Blood every where. I think I saw roach crawl in to one of the bodies eye ball sockets. What I did notice about this place..is that..all these bodies had bite marks all over their necks. I started cowering into Gerards chest. He immediately took us back to the library.

“Listen to me here and now. If you do that shit again. I swear to god I will go psycho!” I told Gerard that and left. He must have gotten the message cause he left me alone after that. Finally no more distractions.

Frank that was a bitch of you. Hey its not my fault its just thats how I am.

Finally end of day. Now I can go home a place of sorrow and misery to me. Maybe I can go to Ray's house. Ill text him later. I was walking to my locker when I saw those Doms again. Now I just really wish Gerard was here! What the fuck! I dont need a fucking lord of the Doms of the fucking school to protect me.

“Hey kid. If I see you with Gerard again I will beat the living life out of you.” As I was about to give a smart ass comment he punched me so hard in the face. I think I went flying up against a locker. God that fucking hurt. My nose was like bleeding. He then came up to me again and straightened me up and punched me in the gut. I went falling to the floor. Everyone in the halls froze to watch this happen to me. The guy stood me up again. He tilted my head to the side and sniffed it. The fuck?! He whispered into my ear “Your blood smells really fucking good.” That was nastiest thing I have ever heard. I pushed him off me as he was in a weak state of smelling my neck. I brought my feet to my chest and pushed him in the ribs off me. I think I heard some ribs crack as I put force to them. He went flying across the hall. Everyone was still at a halt when I hear growling from pretty much all the doms in that hall way. They looked angry and ready to attack me but something or someone must have calmed them down. My eyes were closed the whole time.

I opened them to find a very tall, lean, pale guy growling back at them. He turned around and it was Gerard. He was walking closer to me. “Are you ok Frankie?” He says leaning up against me. “Get..the..FUCK AWAY FROM ME!” I yelled at him. And he did what I told him and I went walking off towards the exit of the school. Everyone made a path way for me and they were all hissing at me. I like I could give a fuck so I just smiled in their faces. As Im about to walk out I flipped them all the fuck off.

Fuck them all!

Your gonna get it tomorrow.

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