Living in the Light

Ive been in this filth for a good two about to be three days now. Im starving and my instinct are telling me to eat the next person that walks by. At least from the rain the other day I got some water from the holes in the wall. I also saw my reflection in it. I looked really like seriously dead from hunger and Frankie. I miss him. I even told the others about him and how wonderful he is. I really do hope I get out of here.

“Hey...Psst! Gerard!”

“Yes..”

“My nose is telling me something again.”

“Your probably hallucinating.”

I walked forward to the bars to see if anyone was coming. And nothing but I did hear laughter and someone raging coming our way. I stepped back into the darkness of my cell. Getting as far away from the little bit of light as possible. Im not going to get hurt again. I think as stubborn as I am, Ive learned my lesson the last few times. I looked over to Brendon and Ryan to see what they were doing and making sure they were okay. I heard the approaching footsteps and my heart beats were getting faster as I was about to face my fate.

“Where is the little son of bitch!”

“There he is! You think you can hide you little dip shit!”

I was powerless right now. I had some strength left in me but not enough to take them down like I did the first time. What was I going to do this time? Giving up was out of picture. All of this was running through my thoughts at once. I heard Brendon whimpering letting Ben and Danny go towards his cage. That lets me have time to think of what to do before they come in here and do something to me. I closed my eyes for a second taking deep cold breathes. When I opened them I was met with a claw to my face.

“That will teach you to not hid from us!” Danny said picking up my chin in his sharp nails.

“You are so precious and beautiful.” He leaned in to kiss me and I couldnt back out. Im too weak for this right now. And Im really tired. He broke away from this kiss and threw me against the wall. Hard. I think my ribs cracked. It hurt so bad. I wish just wish that Frank could save me right now.

“Let me at 'em Danny.” Oh no. The golden locks vampire. I really hate the torture he does to me. Last time he did all these nasty things to me for hours on end. He lifted me up by my shirt my face met his. He stared blankly into mine. Did he see something? I really hope not. I hate pity.

“Your the most disgusting thing Ive ever laid eyes on yet your perfect. Why is that so?” He put me back on my feet and I was clutching my side. I felt some blood run down my face and onto the floor. Danny was whispering something to Ben but I dont know what. All I know when they were finished they were devilishly smiling at me. This isnt gonna be pretty.

“Take off your pants! NOW!” Ben yelled to me. Please no. This is the worst thing that could ever happen to me. And whats worst is that Brendon and Ryan our watching in horror. Danny whipped me with something sharp to grab my attention.

“Are you deaf? Take your fucking pants off!” Danny said whipping me again. I did as I was told with blood dripping off my pale body. Ben wandered off to Brendons cell.

“You! Scrawny get up!” He spat out. It was Ryan. Oh god no. Brendon started growling turning into his werewolf beast form. Making him look bigger than Ben. He kept growling and his eyes were turning red as he moved slowly towards Ben and Ryan stepping behind his protector. But Danny stepped in on this. He was also a werewolf but he I think might have been stronger and bigger than Brendon. Hes form had ginger hair with crystal blue eyes. He started barking and growling after Brendon making him back up. Ben took Ryan and brought him in my cell. He ordered Ryan to undress himself fully. I hope I dont have to fuck him.

“Come here.” Danny ordered Ryan. “Unzip my pants and start jerking me off. Got it!” Oh god. I couldnt look anymore I turned towards the holes in the wall. I couldnt anymore. “Are you shy bitch!?” Ben grabbed my face turning it towards them. Making me watch Danny fuck the back of Ryans little throat. I felt Bens hand reach my boxers and slipped it inside and started pumping me. “Moan.” I did as I was told and started moaning as he pumped me faster. I really didn’t want this. This is rape and I dont understand why I just cant get away from them.

“Down on your knees whore.” Ben ordered. He dug his nails into my shoulder before I could get down. It hurt and even more blood was pouring out of me. Do they hate me this much? I forced me to unzip his pants and he forced himself inside my throat. I hate this. Why did this happen to me? Is this part of the punishment here? Before I knew it Ben came his vampire cum into my mouth. It was terrible. I looked past Bens hip to see that Danny is already fucking Ryan. His screams and moans of pure terror ring through out this jail house. I could imagine what Brendon felt about this.

“Against the wall. Now!” Ben spat at me. I guess this is going to be the end.

I woke up on the cold hard floor. Alone. Smelling my own blood in the air. I can barely move. I can at least feel the warmth of clothes on me again. Im so tired and worn out. I decided to try to move but all the pain was forcing me down. Making me let out a groan of displeasure. This time I actually feel deader than I already am.

“Hey, its going to be alright. Just take it easy Gerard.” Brendon told me. I opened my eyes to see that Im faced to face with cell bars and my hands are hanging through them. Brendon is still in his wolf form just this time hes comforting Ryan. The poor guy such a young fledgling and he had to go through this. I wish I had someone to comfort me. I miss Frank. I need him right now. I want him to come and save me from this hell hole. I shut my eyes letting the black void take me in and swallow me up. That is the only place where I feel safe right now.

I woke up again and my body was numbing up a bit. I crawled to the wall and leaned up against. Letting my eyes shut again and listen to Brendon and Ryan. I want to get out of here so bad but I cant.

“Gee...Im here.”

What the- FRANKIE!!! I looked up at him Im so glad to his beautiful face again. I tried to get up and walk to him but I failed many times until I reached him. Clutching my side and the cell bar to hold me up. I never have been so drained in my life.

“F-Frankie....Get...u-us. Out.” I managed to get some words out there. I looked over to Brendons cell to see him shaking in fear. Than back to Frankie who was staring at me in pity. He looked like he was on the verge of tears. I dont want him to cry. He lifted his hand caressing my cheek. It stung a bit by the touch but I missed his touch.

“I love you... I want you to know that. We will get out of here.”

He turned away rummaging through his bag for something. He pulled out silver thermos that smelt of blood. And its my favorite. O negative. He must have known I was blood starved. Frank carefully poured some of the blood into the lid/cup thing and hand it to me. I looked at it for a second than put it to my chapped lips. Drinking it all. I can feel myself coming back. It tasted so good. Asked for another round.

“My...f-friends. Need some.” I pointed over to Brendons cell as he transformed back to his human form and Ryan getting up and walking over to the bars. Frank poured them each two cups and they said thank you.

Boy am I glad Frank is here. I think I might have died. Wait.. I can smell to others near by. I sniffed the air again trying to catch a scent.

“Its just Mikey and Lawrence. We came to get you and I guess your friends to.” Frank answered my sniffing. He signaled for them to come down here. The two of them came running over to us in a hurry.

“Okay. Now what Lawrence?” Mikey asked him. Lawrence was deep in thought he started down the hall as if he was looking at a map of this place. As he was thinking Mikey took out a pin and a needle from his pockets and started to unlock the cell. Im so glad I taught him how to pick a lock. With in minutes I was free. He did the same to Brendons cell. Now that we were all together we just need to be careful.

“Frank...”

“Yeah?”

“We need to be...very..c-careful d-down here.” My fears of Danny and Ben coming back were pretty high right now. I was terrified of them. I kept looking down the halls and not at Frank. He stopped that quick. He pulled me into a kiss of reassurance. Man did I miss those lips of his. That was all that I needed to get back on my feet. I felt stronger now. He pulled out of it.

Notes

Im sorry! You can hate me! IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO GERARD!!! Im even a bit mad at myself for that. But hey we all kinda saw it coming or at least I did. But Frank came to the rescue! And they still dont have a plan.


Title Credit: My Chemical Romance 'You know what they do to guys like us in prison'.