bulletproof hearts

"NOOOOOO!!"
The scream escapes my throat as i see the blade he has pressed to his wrist. I drop.
The impact of me hitting the floor shakes me to my core. i hear him gasp and i pull myself together. I grab his hands and the blade drops... His blood is on my hands... I look up at him and his hazel eyes are round and scared, filled with tears.
"Get the fuck off me... who even..." He struggles with me.
I know that if i let go he will either punch me, or grab the blade so i hold on...
"Dont... stay still please, let me help you." i sound like im begging. Well, i am. I want to help him...
He looks at me and a tear spills as he relaxes against the tree.
"What? why are you here? dude you are bleeding, what?" he is confused, and i need to answer him.
"I'm Gerard way, im 17 and i was in this tree because i ran away from home, and i saw you and i..."
He is looking at me with a ridiculous look of disbelief.
"trust me. i know what you want to do right now. i know what you plan on doing." i say it with a crack in my voice. he starts sobbing.
"then let me go, please i just want to dissapear. please?" i feel my stomach burn and i see what i was planning to do flash before my eyes as i stare at his small, bony frame. Suddenly im pulling him into a hug, not caring if he gets blood on my already crimson shirt, he doesn't resist, he lays his head onto my shoulder and cries. i wrap my arms around him and i feel his bones stick out through his pale skin, shit when did he last eat?
"why do you want to help me?" he mumbled it so i barley caught the words.
i think for a second, why am i doing this? being a hypocrite. hugging a random boy. and the answer hits me.
"because the world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me. and i wanted you to know" i hold him at arms leanght and he looks shocked. i stare at his face. his beautiful face and i want him in my life. i don't even know his name, what the fuck? as if reading my mind,
"Well, im um... frank, i um. yeah im 16..." he looks away
"do you need a place to stay? i mean... im not a creep or anything its just my parents left, when i ran away i heard them say they where leaving to live somewhere else because i disgraced them... i mean, i don't mind having you..." his eyes widened
"you want me to stay with you?" i grin and nod
"i want to be the one to save you, so what do you say?" i look at him and smile.
"um, okay, only if you are sure...." i shuffle up and hold out my hand, "cmon, we need to sort out those cuts" and he gets up, and takes my hand and i lead him away from the tree...

Notes

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