bulletproof hearts

this, is the perfect spot to commit suicide.


another cut closer to the wrist, each drag brings me joy, because I know soon, I'll be away. I don't want to die, I want to disappear... away from the abuse... I cant go back... ever. please NO!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*hysterical laughter. not the good fun kind...
SMACK. fuck wha? that hurts!!! don't touch me! get off me GET THE FUCK!!!
yes mom, its true, dad don't. please no!! not that. NOT THAT .
'you're GAY?! faggot' *spits on* what?
hands. cheek. fist nose. knee... chest
you need to get out now. DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME! I DONT WANT AIDS!
.......mom??
don't talk to her.
but dad...
GET THE FUCK OUT OR I WILL KILL YOU. no! not that. please not.... *scream*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~flashforward?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


press and drag. I just wanted them to understand... why cant they? is there any point in living if your parents wish you death? NO. let me look around, just one last time.

the bark on this tree is really intense...

okay. blade, meet wrist.... harder. harder.....

Notes

okay what do you guys think? xxxxx