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Desolation Row

What You Call Faith, I Call A Sorry Excuse

One Month Ago

Gerard awoke from his sleep to the overwhelming stench of bleach in a white washed room. The sound of beeping monitors pulsated through his head as he found himself unable to move from his bed. His eyes snapped down to the brown straps across his body, holding him in place as he struggled to move. “Nurse” He cried out, his voice hoarse as a searing pain erupted in his throat, making him wince. He struggled in the straps, fear rising in his chest as tried to escape. He hated not being in control. “Can someone help me, please!” Gerard cried out, wincing in pain; panic in his eyes as he struggled; pulling at the straps as the terrifying memories of his father came flooding back. “I’ll show you what we do to queers like you...” his father’s words echoing through his mind as he struggled to breathe, struggled to think.

A nurse quietly walked through the door, rushing to his side as she cupped his face with her delicate hands. “Easy now, come on, everything’s fine just calm down. Everything’s ok” She soothed, locking eyes with him as she tried calm him down. He stared up into her beautiful blue eyes, his breathing becoming more stable as he focused upon her smiling face. There was something familiar about her. Her face was reassuring; a soft smiling expression which spoke kindly to him. It was her eyes he found unsettling. They were cold, unfriendly. Her eyes possessed something which Gerard was all too familiar with; madness. She stepped back from him as he relaxed against his pillow, unhooking the monitor clip from his finger as she moved. He watched her; her smile fixed upon her face as she pulled out her hair band revealing a cascading waterfall of blonde hair. “Nurse, I need you to get me out of these straps... I... I can’t be held down like this” He croaked.

She tilted her head to the side, her smile fading as she slowly shook her head. “I’m afraid I can’t do that Gerard. You see I can’t have you running to the police on me” She purred. Gerard’s eyes grew wide, opening his mouth to scream for help when she quickly rushed over to him, quickly covering his mouth, holding a scalpel to his throat as she stared menacingly into his eyes. “Scream and I swear to god I’ll cut your throat” She sneered, pushing the blade on Gerard’s skin as he stared at her in terror. He felt the cold metal dig into his neck as he lay frozen to the bed. “Oh and I won’t just kill you, no I’ll kill your filthy cunt of a boyfriend too” She laughed, a twisted smiled forming on her face as she stroked the blade down his face, his eyes watching the knife as he felt his hands beginning to shake. “You gonna keep quiet?” She asked sweetly. He slowly nodded, his heart pounding in his chest as she moved her hand away from his mouth, gently moving a strand of red hair out of his face. He snatched his head away from her, hearing her sigh as she stepped back from him and sat at the foot of his bed. “What do you want with me?” He rasped, struggling to speak as his kept his eyes on her. There was no way he was letting her out his sight. She pushed her hair back off her face as she gazed up at the ceiling. “It’s always about you isn’t it. You haven’t changed a bit have you?” She replied, looking back at him innocently; the smile still perched proudly upon her face. Gerard frowned, remaining silent as he struggled to look at the smile.

“You know, I could have killed you. Could have killed you twice now but I didn’t and I won’t Gerard. I won’t kill you because you’re important to me and I need you” She said softly, stroking his face with her hand as she spoke. He curled his fists, his skin crawling at her touch. He wanted to get away from her, to run out of here with Frank and never return. But that was just a fantasy. She would never let them get away. Not now, not ever. “Who are you? And what the fuck do you want?” He growled. She moved her hand away, placing on her chest; almost taken aback by his tone. “You don’t remember me Gee? It’s me, Jane” She said innocently, almost hurt by his forgetfulness.She shook her head. “Never mind, your head’s all over the place” She added, rising to her feet. She paced up and down the room, her eyes studying the room as she walked. “What do you want?” Gerard called out, his voice growing quieter as he spoke.

She suddenly rushed to his side, locking eyes with him as she stared down at him; her face almost emotionless except for the madness which danced in her eyes. “You’re going to do something for me” she said shakily, her voice cracking up as she brought the knife against his face again. “You’re going to bring me Pete. You’re going to bring him to me Gerard or I swear to god I’ll kill you” She continued desperately, her hand shaking. He stared at her; she was insane.

“You honestly think I’m going to give you my friend because you asked me to?” He asked, a thin smile crept onto his face as he began to laugh. He laughed a hoarse laugh which quickly turned into a deep and painful cough. She quickly gave him a drink, silencing the couth as he took a sip of the cool water from the plastic cup; unsure of what to think. She placed it back on the desk, feeling insulted by his reaction to the situation. Jane grabbed his hair, pulling back his head as she held the knife to his throat, the manic smile creeping onto her face. “You will give him to me Gee, because if you don’t. I’ll come after you. I’ll come after all of you and... I’ll kill them. I’ll kill Frank and Patrick and Pete. And I swear to god, by the end, I’ll make you wish for death” She growled, pressing the knife into his skin and watching as drop of blood ran down his skin.

She placed the monitor clip back on his finger and moved away from him, turning her back to a frightened Gerard as he lay helpless in the bed. “It’s your choice Gerard, he goes or you all go” She said coldly as she walked out of the room, waving him goodbye as she left him alone. Suddenly the world began to spin, fading to black as the alarm in his room started went off.

*****
Present

The next day, Gerard woke up on the floor of his apartment, his head pounding as the taste of stale liquor stained his breath; making him feel sick. The room was spinning as he tried to haul himself up only for him to quickly land back on the floor. He ran a hand through his hair, tears stinging in his eyes as he remember what he had done; every bad memory and bad word from the previous night haunting him as he tried to forget. “What have I done?” He whimpered, covering his face as he sobbed into his hands.

“Yes Gerard, what have you done?” A voice said coldly. Gerard’s blood froze as he instantly recognised the voice. He looked up and saw Jane standing before him, her face twisted into a horrific expression of anger and hatred. Her hand’s balled into fists as she struggled to control her anger. “Jane please, I gave you what you wanted... please just leave me be” He pleaded, tears trailing down his cheeks as stared guiltily down at the floor. She laughed, shaking her head as she folded her arms. “No...No you see, I can’t do that. I was at the cemeteryGerard, I SAW your boyfriend kiss Patrick and seeing as he’s not here... well, I’ll guess you’ll have to do” She spat, taking out a needle from the pocket of her parka and knelt beside him. He pushed her away, crawling away from her as he desperately tried to escape her. She watched him, almost embarrassed for him as she slowly walked over to him, sighing as she knelt over him, pushing his face into the carpet as she stabbed the needle into his neck.

“I warned you Gerard... I told you this would happen” She said unhappily as she felt his body grow limp underneath her, smiling as her plan began to fall into place.

Notes

What will happen to Gerard and who is Jane's next victim? All will become apparent soon! :) x

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Comments

@mindchemicals
Don't get too sad- I'm planning to write an alternate ending to this story, it's a shocker x

ThatGeekJess ThatGeekJess
4/17/14

whyyyyy nooo, no one can die, well jane sure as hell can, but not one of the guys! why would you do that to our poor little hearts!??

mindchemicals mindchemicals
4/17/14

@mindchemicals
Thanks :) x I'm glad your enjoying it x

ThatGeekJess ThatGeekJess
4/15/14

Damn that was so worth the wait!! :)

mindchemicals mindchemicals
4/15/14

@frommars
Thank you so much! :) xxx

ThatGeekJess ThatGeekJess
4/15/14