Pay the price

******Franks pov******

currently it was thanksgiving break so Gerard would be off of teaching for the week. I was happy to have some alone time with him because lately things between us have been really shaky.

After my bi-polar episode I went to the doctors to have my medicine changed to something stronger and I also got checked for stds because of what happened with three you know who's.

I told gee they didn't actually enter me but he wasn't buying it and made me get checked. I came out clean and everything, but Gerard's still mad because I won't press charges.

Pressing charges against billie ray and bob isn't going to do anything since I don't have any evidence they actually hurt me. Gerard begs to differ but I'm still not pressing charges.

We were watching Charlie browns thanksgiving on tv while cuddled together when I tried to kiss him and he moved his jaw away.

"You're really still holding this grudge on me?" I asked annoyed that he just wouldn't move on

"yes I'm still holding a grudge and will continue to until you do something that will get three certain people behind bars." He said in his teacher voice.

"Gerard really?" I said sitting up and facing him. "Don't you think your being immature?"

"I'm not being immature I'm trying to protect my boyfriend from getting hurt but he doesn't seem to care so why don't you stop being immature before you do get hurt again?!" he exclaimed.

"I've never had a chance to be immature in my fucking life Gerard." I said trying to stay calm.

"I just can't press charges, I have no proof! and the only witness you could give is when you raped me too that day in school with them! I don't know about you Gerard but I don't think that would sound or look very good in front of a judge." I said like a total smart ass.

Gerard just rolled his eyes and went back to watching tv. I stood up and walked into my room. "What are you doing?" Gerard called from the couch.

"Texting a client why?" I shot back. He was silent for a minute before he began walking back to my room.

"Don't fucking joke about that." He said sounding scared and serious at the same time.

He walked to my dresser and actually took my phone off it then placed it in his pocket. "Gee I was joking!"

"I don't really care frank why don't you just go get some ice for your jaw and then go to bed." He said rudely and then walked into his own room.
I guess were not sleeping together tonight.

I did walk to the kitchen and get some ice like he said for my jaw though from when Mikey punched me.
He had managed to fracture my jaw and break two of my molars in one hit.

I went back to my room and placed the ice on my face. I couldn't sleep. I just kept thinking.

I feel so tired lately and I feel like me and Gerard have been fading. I don't really know what to do to fix anything right now so I just settled on crying about my fucked up love life until I fell asleep.

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