Pay the price

"Frank come work register I have to run to the bathroom." John yelled from up front.

I walked out of the back room and went to the front counter and nodded at john to go 'to the bathroom' aka take a smoke brake.

"Thanks man I'll be back in five." He said and then ran to the bathroom.

It was slow day at work for being a Saturday probably because everyone was still recovering from last nights parties.

Gerard promised he was going to pick me up from work at noon when my shift ended to take me out and get an actual gift since he said he felt like he still owed me something for my birthday.

personally i was extremely happy with the gift I got but if he wants to spend money on me I'm not going to stop him.

I heard the bell ring signaling someone had walked into the shop. I couldn't see the door from the counter because of the multiple racks of CDs, vinyls, instruments, and equipment, but if I wanted to I could easily go check and see who it was if I cared enough.

But I didn't care enough and if whoever it was needed something they could come find me.

I sat on the counter for a while just being bored before someone finally approached.

"Oh shit." They whispered.

I looked up to see not one but three people.

Billie. Ray. Bob.

I quickly hopped off the counter and stood back behind the register for safety.

"Aw look guys he's scared." billie mocked.
"are you gonna help us or not mr salesman?"

I glanced at the clock seeing it was 11:54. Gerard would be here soon and knowing john he's probably going to be in the bathroom for another half hour smoking. So until gee shows I'm on my own.

"Can I help you?" I asked the group sarcastically.


"Yea actually I'd like to purchase these." Ray said holding up some CDs and guitar strings.

i scanned the the tags and entered them into the cash register "it's $34.50." I said quietly

"shit I don't have that much." Ray said irritated "what about a discount iero?"

"No it's $34.50." I stated firmly even though on the inside I was freaking out.

"What if we pay for it another way?" Bob asked.

"if you can't pay the price then leave." I ordered.

"But we can pay the price just not with money." Billie smirked.

"What do you-" I was interrupted by billie grabbing my collar and smashing my lips onto his.
Fuck no this was not happening there was no way in hell they were paying this way.

i screamed into the kiss and was punched in the side by one of the others. I felt hands grab my sides and try to pull me onto the counter. I screamed again and tried to stay put but only weighing like a hundred pounds wasn't helping and they managed to get me up on top of it.

I was pinned down by the three and felt ray and bob touching my package and thighs while billie just kept kissing me.
i couldn't do much and didn't want a repeat of what happened last time.

I kicked and tried to squirm out of their hold but couldn't. I began to cry when I felt a hand actually go into my boxers. I felt so defenseless and dirty again. I just kept crying while they touched and rubbed me.

A hand began to pump me and another hand went to my entrance where whoever it was (since I couldn't see past billies head) roughly shoved their finger inside me making me scream as loud as I could into billies mouth.

i just kept screaming and crying making whoever had the finger in me mad and apparently making them mad enough to add another finger and painfully push in and out.

before any more damage could be done to me like last time I heard the bell signaling the door had opened and that someone else had walked into the shop. The three quickly stopped touching me and shoved me to the floor behind the register trying to avoid being caught and ran.

They ran without paying and left me a sobbing mess on the ground. I quickly pulled my pants up and fixed my clothes so the other customer who had arrived wouldn't be freaked out.

"Frankie?" A voice called out from the other side of the counter.

i tried to hold back my sobs but couldn't. gerard must've looked over and saw me on the floor because the next thing I knew he was hoping over the counter and hugging me.

"Frankie what's wrong?" He asked worriedly.

I couldn't form words and just clutched onto his shirt like it was my life line. I buried my head into the crook of his neck and just cried until I ran out of tears. I felt as though I had cheated on Gerard and felt just like a prostitute again.

Once I had stopped crying I stood up ignoring Gerard and gathered my phone and jacket then clocked out for the day. I gabbed his hand and led him out of the store.

he looked at me concerned and confused "frank are you alright?"

I sniffled and wiped my nose. "Can we just go home and do something for my birthday another day?" I asked,my voice cracking halfway through.

he nodded and pulled me into a hug. "I don't know what's going on but I'm here for you okay. When your ready I want you to tell me what happened and I'll listen."

I nodded and wiped my eyes. He kissed me on the forehead and then we went to his car and drove home in almost complete silence minus a few of my sobs along the way.

Notes

Emotional chapter <\3

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