Pay the price

I walked home shaking. I felt disgusting. Completely used and abused.

Y'know how I said people could track me down and hurt me and how I had to explain that they could rape me to gerard? Well Rick did just that but worse.

He had a friend come over too. So I got raped twice. My whole torso was covered in hickeys and my hips had handprint shaped bruises.

I was able to cover everything pretty well with my hoodie but if my sleeves slipped up you could see the rope marks bruised into my skin from them tying me down.

Im hoping gerard wouldn't see and If he did that he'd let it go since I went out.

As i walked into the apartment not only was gerard there but so was mikey.

"There you are." Gerard smiled at me

"uhm hey I'm uh just gonna go get a shower." I said awkwardly.

Gerard and mikey gave each other weird looks. Honestly I didn't give a shit about mikey anymore and didn't want him pretending to be concerned about me in front of gerard.

"How come you don't hang out for a while?" Gerard asked. "We have pizza."

'Because I can still feel the cum drying on and in my ass'

"uh okay I guess." I answered quietly.

i sat down wincing at the feeling of the cum being moved as I sat on the couch across from mikey and next to gee.

"So you and mikey doing anything after a school tomorrow since it's Friday?" Gerard asked innocently still thinking me and mikey made up.

"Uh no I don't think so or uh at least not yet." I said earning a glare from mikey.

I guess Gerard could sense the tension and told me to go shower.

I tried to get clean but no matter how many times I washed myself I still felt dirty.


--------------------

of course my first day back at school had to be horrible. I went by unnoticed for the first half until lunch. Some asshole bumped into me and I spilled my whole lunch.

I didn't even even put up a fight I just went and sat at a table by myself. I didn't even have my phone to keep me occupied because Gerard took it off me. So I just sat there thinking.

I felt a little better better knowing earlier when I showed up to science that I made Gerard happy and I also felt bad asking for a ride home since I didn't want to walk incase someone found me but I couldn't tell him that.

The bell rang and I walked to gym of course showing up late
but at least that meant I got to change alone.

I walked out and ran my laps then just stood in the corner hiding until the bell rang for class to end. It rang and then I went back to the locker room to change

i showered slowly hoping for the locker room to be empty when I changed again but of course it wasn't. I reluctantly began changing and once I removed my shirt a group of boys started talking.

"Woah quiet little iero got lucky." One boy called.

"Holy shit he likes it rough too." Another one said.

i reached down to grab my shirt but it wasn't there. I looked up and saw a boy holding it smirking at me.

"Give me my shirt." I growled.

"Nah I'm liking the show." He said smiling.

A few more boys gathered around all of them smirking at me I did not like where this was going.

Notes

This is part two part three will be up soon!
comment rate subscribe

xoxox
mcrlove