Struggling with more Ways than one

~Frank's POV~
Mikey's warm body lay in my arms, I look down at his peaceful face, completely opposite the tear strewn one I was seeing just a few moments ago. I caress his face gently. He doesn't deserve to be treated like the way Gerard treats him, it's as if when Fletcher's around no one else matters. And I mean no one. He seems to completely zone out on everyone's feelings, becoming locked in only his and Fletcher's world only. I sigh. I would try to reason with his brother and try to get him to notice these negative habits of his if I knew him better. Maybe I could make that an objective of mine. I think it over and for Mikey's sake, I decide to make it one.
Eventually Mikey and I come out of the closet (no pun intended), and we sit on the couch alone. Ray leaves the room to help out bob, who last time I checked, was sitting in a pile of his own vomit.
"Want to come and stay at my house for a few days?" I whisper into Mikey's ear.
He looks to me confused.
"Y know, so things between you and Gerard can mellow out."
Mikey's confusion clears and he nods. "That would be nice."
"Good," I smile and take his lanky hand in mine giving it a squeeze, "I live alone now since my mom passed."
"Do you still need someone to talk to?" Mikey asks, his voice sounding concerned.
"I think I got it now, but thanks." I smile to him and pat his shoulder reassuringly.
"Anytime." he replies.
I hear someone stumbling up the basement steps, the door flys open and Gerard falls onto the floor. I roll my eyes and then glance to Fletcher who's following close behind her drunken boyfriend, but she seems sober.
"Do you mind?" she asks me slightly annoyed.
"Yes." I mumble.
She crosses her arms, unhappy with my answer.
"Fine." I roll my eyes and help up our drunk-ass vocalist. I sling one arm around my shoulder and Fletcher does the same, together we help Gee out to his car;
"Thanks." Fletcher says to me after she finished buckling him in.
"Mhm." I reply.
"By the way, you and Mikey might have the house to yourselves in a few weeks, I think Gee and I are going to take a little trip." she informs me. A smirk plays across my lips as I imagine the impish things Mikey and I could do together.
"Don't be too naughty." I say with a laugh and a wink.
"Same to you." she winks back and closes the driver door before heading home with Gerard.
I head back into bobs house and sit next to Mikey and greet ray, who looks tired.
"I'm sorry if the party sucked." he apologizes.
"Oh no no it's fine, Gerard usually gets drunk at every party." Mikey mutters.
"It was fine, although next time no alcohol." I flash ray a smile.
"Hell yeah on that for sure." he grimaces. "The guys definitely don't know when to stop when it comes to beer."
"Tell me about it." Mikey adds.
I take out my phone and check the time, it's 11pm. I want to be home before midnight.
"Mikey?" I ask as I poke my boyfriend.
"Yea?"
"We should get going." I eye the door.
"Alright, seeya ray."
"Bye guys."
And with that we leave out the front door, get into my car, and drive home.
*
I unlock the front door and Mikey sighs.
"Want a tour?" I ask.
"Nah I think I got the hang of it." he smiles.
"Alright, c'mon I'm tired." I say with a yawn and nod to upstairs.
"You got a tv in your room?" I shake my head.
"There's one in my moms room though... but I haven't been in there at all really since y'know." I mumble and look down to the floor.
"Oh it's fine." Mikey says quickly.
"It's fine." I lie and go upstairs quietly. I lead him to my room and Mikey sits on my bed. I take my shirt off and Mikey gawks at me. I blush.
"Sorry." Mikey mumbles embarrassed.
"It's fine, I was just gonna take a shower."
"Oh."
"Yeah, but did you like what you see?" I ask with a devilish grin, trying to clean some of the awkwardness from the air.
"I cant lie." he giggles.
"Good." I say tossing my shirt at him.
"Hey!" He shouts. I laugh as I close the bathroom door and start the bath water. I take off my pants and sit on the toilet seat until the bathroom starts to steam up, I enjoy incredibly hot showers. I always regard showers with positive connotations. I feel that they cleanse me of my wrongdoings and such, and that the hotter the shower the deeper the water cleanses you. I take off my remaining articles of clothing and step into the shower, hissing as the hot liquid courses down my body. I run my fingers through my hair and wash it thoroughly, clenching my eyes shut so the shampoo doesn't get in them. I was my body and soon turn off the water, grabbing a towel and heading back in my room after I warn Mikey to cover his eyes even though i'm pretty sure he wont.
I walk into my room and am surprised when I see Mikey with his eyes closed. I change into a misfits tee and skull and bones pj bottoms. I use my towel to dry my hair and then style it into the common flipped fashion.
"Is my dye faded?" I ask Mikey. His eyes are still closed.
"You can look now." I laugh. Mikey glances me over and nods.
"Good." I say tossing the towel in the dirty clothes bin. I lay down next to Mikey and stratch out my scrawny legs.
"So what're we gonna do tomorrow?" he asks.
"Well seeing that it's supposed to snow I figured we could head to the music shop or something." I propose my idea to him.
"That sounds awesome, and there's this new band I like Called Panic! at the Disco, maybe we could pick up their new album." Mikey says excitedly.
I nod.
"Do you have any of their songs on your Ipod?"
"No but I'm sure we could google them." Mikey says leaping off my bed and into my desk chair.
"This ones my favorite." he says gleefully.
"Oh well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor and I cant help but to hear oh I cant help to hear an exchanging of words..."
I'm in love with the song at first verse and want to listen to the whole album so we do. After the full thing finishes playing I look at the time and convince Mikey to go to bed. I snuggle into his arms as he kisses me goodnight.
*
"C'mon Frankie!" Mikey whines as he straddles over me like a child on Christmas.
"Alright Alright." I say rubbing my eyes and crawling out of bed ever so slowly. I fix myself and breakfast for Frankie and I and before I know it we're on our way to the music store.
"I'm so excited," Mikey begins,
"I know, their album is so-"
"HOLY SHIT FRANK IT'S THEM!" Mikey screams and startles me, causing me to veer the car.
"What the hell, who is them?!" I exclaim out of breath as I regain my composure.
"PANIC AT THE DISCO! LOOK!" He points outside to a group of teenagers and I recognize the one with the big forehead, His name is Brendon, I think he's in my english class. I befriended him earlier on in the year. I roll down the window and yell to him.
"Hey brendon!"
I swivels around and lays eyes on Mikey and comes running up to his window.
"Are you Mikey way?" He asks. Mikey nods and asks why.
"Dude I love my chemical romance!"
"Thanks, that's frank." He mumbles and points to me. Brendon's eyes grow even wider, he probably doesnt know who I am since I'm still in my revenge era getup.
"Dude youre such an awesome guitar player, me and my group have already bought tickets to one of your shows!" he cheers and motions his group over to our car.
"This is ryan, spencer, brent and dallon."
"We love your album too." Mikey says, looking and sounding like a fangirl.
"Why don't we park and then we can get to know each other a little better." I offer since we still havent parked and Brendon and his band are stading around our car in the middle of th road. Brendon nods and lets us park.
I buy our abum to sign for them and theirs for Mikey. They sign their album and we sign ours before handing them off to one another.
"Thanks." we both say.
"We should hang out sometime." Brendon says as we walk back out to my car.
I nod and we exchange numbers with all of them.
"Bye guys!" Brendon yells and waves us off.
"Bye!" Mikey and I scream back before heading home. I glance at Mikey who hasnt been able to sit still ever since we left the house this morning.
"I can't belive that just happned." he whispers.
"I agree."
There's been so much that I can't believe has happened...

Notes

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Song- I write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! at the Disco. long chapter and yay for Panic!
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