Struggling with more Ways than one

~Fletcher's POV~
I wake up alone in Gerard's bed. I touch the spot where Gee slept next to me to find his warmth still lingering on it. The bathroom door swings open and Gerard walks out without a towel.
I can't help but stare.
"Oh hey." Gerard mumbles.
I look away embarrassed and Gerard laughs.
"Whats so funny?" I ask.
"C'mon I've seen you in your birthday suit before and you've seen me in mine too, there's no reason to blush darling."
I blush harder at his comments.
He walks over to me still naked and sits beside me.
"We go back to school today." he whispers into my neck.
I groan.
"I know, I don't wanna go back either, I just want to stay with you." He kisses my cheek.
"I do too Gee, but can you put some clothes on, I'm getting uncomfortable."
"Fine," he laughs and gets up, his wet body leaving a stain on the bedspread.
"How long have you been out?" I ask worriedly, assuming he's been out as long as I have.
"Umm... I-I'll have to ask Mikey." He stammers as he throws on a shirt and pants.
He returns with a gloom look on his face.
"A week and a half."
"Shit, Babe you're gonna get fired." tears brim over my eyes at the thought of being without him at school.
"We- we have the band though, and I think we're gonna go on tour real soon." He perks up, his hazel eyes gleam with hope.
"That's great, But-"
"But what?" he asks putting his hand around my small waist.
"I don't wanna be without you." I mumble into his chest.
"If I get fired there's nothing I can do sugar." He strokes my hair.
"I-I know, I just don't, I don't wanna think about it." I stutter and shake my head.
"It'll be alright, I'm gonna go make some coffee, get dressed please." He smiles and squeezes my hand before leaving the room.
I change into a red and black striped sweater white skinnies and red converse. I walk into the bathroom and apply a light coat of makeup. I shudder at my refection in the mirror, I hate looking at myself, especially since the change in my appearance over the past few weeks have been drastic.
I grab my back pack and go downstairs, the aroma of coffee greeting my nostrils. Gerard hands me a cup and I sip it gratefully. Mikey soon joins us and we sit in silence for a while before Gerard asks Mikey what he's gonna do.
"Nothing, I don't have anything else to do since The game club ended." He sighed, I frown because I know how much he enjoyed that club.
"Hey Widow." Gerard greets our puppy, to be honest I had forgotten about her. she's always in the basement and never barks.
"Sometimes I think Widow is a mute puppy." Gerard says as he cuddles the dog.
Widow barks and we all laugh.
"I guess I could walk widow after school in the park." Mikey offers.
"That's nice, I'll go with you if you want." I add.
"Sounds good." Gerard says. "C'mon we gotta get going." he says placing widow on the floor and grabbing his things. Mikey and I gather our things and we say goodbye to Gerard as we walk to school.
The cold air bites at our exposed skin.
"God I need gloves." I mutter.
"I know right." Mikey agrees shoving his hands in his pockets. "Frankie never wears actual gloves, the fingertips are always cut off. Sometimes I worry about that kid."
"Aww." I say poking Mikey is the side.
"Stop I'm ticklish." He giggles. I smile and continue poking him the whole way there.
"You ready for this?" Mikey asks at the front door.
I nod, even though I'm truly not.
We walk down the hall and Mikey leads me to the biology room.
"Thanks Mikes."
"No prob-"
"Well if it isn't The Teachers slut." Rebeka cackles.
I hide behind Mikey.
"Leave her alone." Mikey barks.
"What're you? Her second boyfriend?" she seethes.
"I'm her best friend now stop it."
"What're you gonna do prick." Randy grins.
I feel Mikey start to shake and I realize Randy bullies Mikey too.
"Nothing." he stammers.
"What I thought." he lunges at Mikey, taking him by the throat. I cry as he gags for air.
Rebeka laughs and tears stream down my face.
"LEAVE THEM ALONE YOU CUNTS!" Someone yells and punches Randy in the throat, causing him to drop Mikey and gasp for air himself. I look up to see Oli, and to be honest I've never been happier to see someone in my whole life.
"Randy!" Rebeka cries and helps up her Jock boyfriend.
"Don't ever mess with my friends you deluded, Ill-informed self-serving prick. ." Oli growls and furrows his brow.
Rebeka and randy nod before scurrying off down the hallways. Oli helps Mikey up and brushes him up.
"Aright' there mate?" he asks. Mikey nods and takes a few puffs of his inhaler.
"You okay too?" he asks me. I nod. He looks over me for a second.
"You look better than the last time I saw you." I smile weekly and tell him that he looks better too.
"See ya around." He waves us off and I walk into first period as the bell rings.
I hope today isn't long...
*
"Alright class make sure to work on your projects." Gerard states after the dismissal bell rings. I look at him reluctantly, unsure whether or not to tell him about what happened this morning. I shrug figuring it'll come out eventually, one person or another.
"I guess I'll see you at home?" Gerard asks. I nod and give him a hug before I head out to meet Mikey and return home.
"FLETCHER!" Frank squeals wrapping his flimsy arms around me. "I haven't seen you in forever."
"Certainly feels that way doesn't it." I smile and Frank returns the gesture.
"Better get going." Mikey says looking at his My Little pony watch.
"Where?" Frank asks curiously.
"Just walking the dog, you can come if it's alright with your mom."
Franks face falls.
"What's wrong baby?" Mikey asks his boyfriend.
"My mom... she died."
I gasp and frank nods, continuing.
"She died while Fletcher was missing, I didn't want to put another weight on your shoulders since I knew the whole situation with Fletcher was a large enough burden."
"Frankie I could have been there for you."
"You're here for me now, so we can get off of that subject." Frank smiles, changing the topic.
"Alright lets get home then." I add, Frankie taking one of Mikey's hands and me the other.

The walk with Widow was nice. We all laughed when she dove into the pond to chase the ducklings. We were at the park for about 3 hours, we even managed to see Kat there. Of course I said hi and introduced her to the boys, who she made friends with imeadiatly. We said goodbye to frank and I headed back inside the house and plopped down on he couch, wiped of all enegergy from todays events.
"Mhhm." Gerard said into the phone.
"Yeah I know I submitted it."
"Really?" he said excideldly.
"Youre joking." he laughs.
"Youre kidding me right Brian?" he asks the bands mamager.
"HOLY SHIT!" he screams in glee causing Mikey to rush inside.
"Whats wrong? we all chime.
"WE'RE GOING ON TOUR!"

Notes

To be honest... I FORGOT ABOUT WIDOW XD. sorry and yay tour :3
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