Struggling with more Ways than one

~Gerard's POV~
"Fletcher!" I cry. She turns around and I almost run into her. Her makeup is runny and tears still stream steadily down her tanned cheeks. "Are you okay?" I ask as I put my hands on her shoulders. She shakes her head.
"I-I didnt know you were suicidal." she stutters. I frown and explain why I was.
"I felt like my life was over when you walked out on me, like I had nothing and no one left to live for." I choke out, trying not to tear up. Fletcher wraps me in her warm embrace and rubs small circles on my back as I cry.
"I missed you sugar." I whimper, "I thought you didn't love me anymore."
"Who said I ever stopped?" she says with a smile and stands on her tiptoes to kiss me, an innocent move but it turned dirty quick. I needed her. I need her touch, her kiss, her body on my body. I force our lips together and instantly become hard at the thought of her being mine again.
I weave my fingers through her pastel locks as she wraps her arms around my neck. The kiss becomes passionate and lustful, we both were uncaring of who saw us, we needed one another. Mikey cleared his throat.
Fletcher broke the kiss. I glared at him, furious he stopped Fletcher and I's intimate moment together.
"Is everything okay here?" He asks, I scowl and retort
"No Mikey, I'm not okay I promise."
"Whatever." he rolls his eyes and walks off.
"Now where were we." I say in a seductive tone and flash Fletcher my signature devilish grin.
"Gerard, I-I can't do that." she stammers nervously. She yanks down on her sleeves.
"But why not?" I ask curiously as I slide my hands down to her waist.
"I can't let you do t-that to me."
"But why darling?" I beg. Fletcher's eyes begin to water over and I'm utterly confused. I place my fingertips on the hem of her sleeve and she begins to sob loudly, she lets me slide up the sleeve without hesitation, her sobs growing more audible the farther the sleeve went.
She cut deep.
Deep into her flesh as well into my heart. I cant believe she relapsesed, she was so strong...
I put my finger to her lips as I try to calm her down even thoughI am thoroughly disappointed.
"I'm sorry Gerard," she cries.
"It's alright sweetheart," I sigh as I wipe away her tears with my thumb,"I just wish I could show you the beautiful woman I see."
She blushes and smiles.
Well there is one way.
Her smile quickly fades into a look of sadness.
"Nobody loves me anymore."
"I can show you I love you." I whisper as I tighten my grip on her waist and press our foreheads together; my lips just centimeters away from hers. "Do you want me to?" She nods and I pick her up bridal style, racing to the nearest empty room I can find.

Notes

smut cliffhanger XD sorry for not updating ive gotten really busy latley
:C sory for such a short chapter as well
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