Struggling with more Ways than one

~Fletcher's POV~
Sunlight peaks in through the open curtains, meeting my eyes and forcing me to put my hands over them. I cringe when I notice Gerard is practically crushing me. His chest is up against my back, his arm sloughed over my body in a protective sort of way. I smile at this and turn my attention to the television, which is tuned to BBC meaning I probably fell asleep while watching another Doctor Who marathon.
I try to squirm out of Gerard's grasp but instead I wake him up.
"Morning Sunshine." He whispers and kisses my cheek. I nuzzle him and he chuckles and holds me tight, burying his face in my hair.
"I'm hungry." I pout.
"I'll make us some pancakes then." he says sliding off of me. I get up and stretch before heading upstairs to wake Mikey before the scent of coffee does.
I head upstairs and knock on his door, leaning against it assuming I'll have to open it myself.
I'm wrong. My face meets Mikey's brandy carpet and the many fuzz balls that call it home.
"Shit." Mikey says helping me up. He brushes me off and I smile at him.
"There's something I've been needing to tell you," he says walking over to his desk chair and patting his bed, motioning me to sit.
He wheels over and takes my hands in his lanky ones.
"If I tell you this I need you to promise you won't be judgmental and it won't ruin, effect, or end our friendship." He says looking at me with puppy dog eyes.
"I promise."
"I'm gay." he says squeezing my hands. I smile at him.
"I assumed when I say the Unicorn posters."
"Damn am I that predictable?" he mutters.
"Of course Mikey." I say wrapping him in a hug. "You're my best friend, I don't care what you are."
"Same for me Fletcher." He sniffles. I take him down the stairs and lead him to breakfast.
"Coffee anyone?" Gerard asks swirling around.
"More like Coffee everyone." I laugh and Gerard and Mikey smile. I get myself a plate of pancakes and so does Mikey and we sit down with Gerard and discuss the days plans.
"Well today I'm gonna head down to the music store." Mikey announces.
"And I was thinking," Gerard begins, "that we could go on a picnic."
"That'd be wonderful!" I beam and take him into a hug.
"I thought you'd think so." he smiles.
"Well I'm gonna head out." Mikey says, "Where's the keys?"
"On the rack," Gerard says pointing towards the front door.
I finish my breakfast and put my dishes in the sink and hear Mikey leave the house. Gee comes up behind me and wraps his hands around my waist and leans his head on my shoulder.
"Today is going to be perfect fletcher." He whispers.
"Only because you're there." I look up to him and he pecks my lips. We break away and get ready for our adventure. Gerard packs several sandwiches, a pie, some chips, water bottles, and a blanket. He piles them into the basket and takes me by the arm, leading me out the door. He locks up the house with a spare key and we walk merrily to the park.
The cool breeze chills me and I cling closer to Gerard.
"Cold?" he asks. I nod and he takes out the blanket.
"Wrap this around yourself."
"Aren't we supposed to sit on this?" I ask confused.
"When we get there silly." He says giggling and boops my nose. I do as he says and feel a little warmer. When we get there it's quiet and serene. We choose a spot high up and underneath several large trees. I pull the blanket off and place it on the ground. Gerard places the basket on top and sits don, extending his hand to help me down, I grab onto it and fall into his lap. I curl up into a ball and sigh.
"I'm pretty sure we're not even gonna eat the food we packed." Gerard laughs.
"I know right." I agree.
Gerard lays down and I lay on top of him, our bodies aligned with one another's. It isn't long until I find myself asleep. When I wake up Gerard is right beside me, still slumbering. He looks precious. He talks in his sleep.
"No... stay here with me," he mumbles, "no fletch stay! I love you! "he screams I lean over him and whisper.
"I love you back." I crash our lips onto one another's and his eyelids flutter open, causing him to break away.
"You-you love me?" He exclaims, his eyes full of confusion.
"I always have." I blush. He takes me into a warm hug and then starts a trail of kisses on my neck. I giggle as he presses me onto the mat.
"I love you most." He whispers as he presses himself ontop of me, I can feel him through his jeans; but we're at the park we cant do this here.
"Gerard."
"What sweetheart?" He asks.
"We're at the park."
He frowns and help me up. "Then we'd better get home." he smirks with a wink.
We pack up our things and head home only to be greeted by frank and mikey making out on th couch.
"My eyes!" I whisper hiding my face in gerards side.
"Boys will be boys." he whispers making me laugh.
I honestly couldn't agree more.

Notes

I changed my mind. This ones gonna be longish adorable and in Fletch's POV. hehehe. why are frank and Mikey kissing?... we will find out soon enough.... hehe
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