Picking up the Pieces

“Sadie.” He pulled up a chair to the right side of the hospital bed and spoke, “Sadie, what happened last night? I need you to tell me everything. Okay? We’re alone, it’s safe.” he said, attentively. He looked cute when he was anxious, so I decided to tell him everything. “Sadie here, lay down.” He said as he calmed me by pushing my shoulders down into a lying position. He sat back down into the chair and stared at me until I said something. ”Gerard, wait. U-um may I please have a hug?” I asked him. He seemed a little relieved and spoke,”Yeah, yeah sure.” He stuttered as he hugged me. His arms were warm and his chest, wow it was like falling into a thousand pillows. Hugging him was just as amazing as I thought it would be. He pulled away and sat back down. I started to tell him about what happened last night. “Well, right before you two left last night he walked up to me and said, ‘If you get tired just sleep in my bed’ so that’s what I did. A few hours later he came back when I was asleep and started feeling around the sheets to see if I was there.


His fingernails were very sharp, and they cut me badly. Then he grabbed some gauze and tried to tie up the wound. Once he thought it was good enough, he kissed it for good measure then trailed upwards towards my hips after a few minutes. Then after I asked what he was doing he told me calm down and that I would like what he was doing to me. He made me kiss him, and squeeze him, and swallow him and suck on him. It was not very fun.” Gerard eyes stared at me in awe, like it was the most disturbing thing he’s ever seen. He couldn’t absorb what I had just said. He was shocked that his best friend could do something so horrific.

He leaned back and ran his bony hands through his black hair a bit. It was very enjoyable to watch. He stood up and clutched the clipboard at the end of the bed. As he walked back into the chair to sit back down he took off his leather jacket. “Sadie, I don’t know what to tell you but, h-he didn’t cut you with his fingernails.” What? He didn’t use his fingernails? Then what did he use? “Some doctors examined it and the wound identified as a razor cut.” A razor cut? Like a men’s shaving razor? Why would he do that? I couldn’t think straight, I felt dizzy; the heart monitor started beeping and fluxuating rapidly. “Sadie? Sadie, are you okay?! Sadie!” I heard Gerard scream out as I passed out and fell back asleep.

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