Desolation row

" so you and frank huh?" Cassie said.
" not really, it was just a kiss," I said Nonchalantly. We were speaking in cripitic girl langue so no one really fully understood even though everyone was in their own conversation.
" yeah but he is usually not like this. He is a one night stand type guy," Cassie blushed slightly as she spoke. So she and frank fucked. Interesting.
" oh well I think your making bigger than it is, it was really just a kiss," I said rolling my eyes at the blonde next to me.
" this is frank nothing is as it seems," she said.
" imma take that advice, shrink," I giggled waving my hands in the air. She playfully punched my shoulder.
After that we just chit chatted a little.
" so we have something to show you, ramona" a girl who seemed to fit the discribtion of Sasha said. Behind her I could clearly see frank rolling his eyes. Sasha walked into the bathroom. I followed along with everyone else. Behind the door there was a small niche in the Wall she stuck her pink fingernails in and pushed it open reveling a staircase.
" only we know and you can't tell anyone else about it. There are several bedrooms so we don't have to hear... You know. But don't bring a guy down here unless he knows about it previously." She out stretched her arms like a Stewardess. Before I really knew what was happening frank was on my arm walking me down the stairs. I felt like he was making a point of doing it right in front of Sasha. It was obvious there was some kind of history there.
The basement was dark with old Christmas lights strung all around. A tv and a bunch of videos games were in the first room if you followed the small hallway you'd see lots of random doors with stickers and hearts on them. Frank didn't stop to explain what they held so I'm assuming those are the bedrooms. Finally we ended In a room with a bunch if cabinets of booze, couches and random instruments. Frank sat down on a red couch and started strumming a black and white guitar.
Before I knew it booze was in everybody's hands. I felt warm on fuzzy on the inside. I found everything really funny and everybody was smiling stupidly. It was safe to say we were a bit drunk.
Frank was acting weird. He always wanted me to sit on his lap. When he spoke to me he looked at Sasha. He didn't look at her the same way most guys would, staring at her ass or tits, no the way he looked at her was different. i know that there is some kind of past there but I was too drunk to bring it up. Either he wanted to fuck her or he wanted her off the face of the earth. Those were the only reasons he would act the way he's acting.
Gerard was one of the oldest of the guys. And by far the drunkest. He pranced around the room laughing. He danced offbeat with a cigaret in one hand and a bottle of booze in the other. It was really funny to watch.
Frank pulled me up from my sitting position and dragged me into the hall. He was also very drunk. He began sloppily kissing my neck.
" I... Really...like...you," he breathed between kisses. Although he was really cute and seemed to genuinely care about me I don't want to be some part in his and Sasha's war.
" I like you too. I just don't want be a part of your and Sasha's games," I said lightly pushing him off me.
" you stole that from the hunger games," he laughs standing next to me against the wall.
" but it's true. You and Sasha obviously have some kind of past that you have to work out," I said.
" no there's isn't anything like that, it's just-"
" it's fine frank," I cut him off. He kept talking but I didn't listen. I walked back into the room and took a few more shots. Gerard walked over to me. We sat cross cross on the floor.
" I have a secret to tell you," whispered into my ear. I laughed. He got up motioning for me to do the same.
He walked out of the room into the hall way like frank did. Frank wasn't there any more. Gerard opened a door and walked into the room.
The room was plain with one large bed in the middle. One nightstand with one drawer. The nightstand had a small sign on it that read " wear a fucking condom!"
Gerard leaned over and kissed me. The kiss was full of drunken misplaced lust. It was soft and quick but we were both drunk so we knew there was going to be more.
" you know these walls are soundproof,"

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