“Frank? Frankie. Wake up hun,” I said, nudging him awake.
“Hmmm,” he groaned.
“Come on Frankie. You need to move, I need to pee,” I said, poking him.
“Okay, okay. I’m getting up,” he moved off my lap so I could stand up. I left Frankie in the living room to lay back down or whatever he was gonna do.
When I got back to the living room, Frankie was sat on the sofa, staring at me. There was something in his eyes. Lust? Love? Want? Who knows?
I sat down and he turned to face me. “Listen Leil. Just… don’t stop me doing this,” he said.
He leant in closer, so close his lips were brushing mine. He moved forward and pressed his lips against mine in a passionate kiss. The one, simple kiss turned into a full on make out session.
I'm cheating; cheating on Gerard. With his best friend.
I couldn't pull away. We carried on kissing roughly, quickly stripping down to our underwear...
No! I've got to stop. I can't do this anymore. "I-I-I'm sorry Frankie; I can't. I can't cheat on Gee," I said pushing him away as I grab my clothes and run upstairs to the bathroom.
"Leila! Leila! Please let me explain." Frank said from outside the bathroom door.
"If you must," I replied, waiting for him to start talking.
He slowly opened the bathroom door and stepped in, pushing it closed behind him.
"Leil... look, I know what I did was wrong. What we did was wrong but it felt so right. I mean I felt something there between us,"
When I thought about it, I DID feel something but it was stronger when I was kissing Frank. It's so much weaker when I kiss Gerard. I think I know what I have to do...

*******

"Gerard. I'm so sorry. I just don't feel anything when I'm kissing you anymore,"
"Wait. So you've been thinking this for how long?" He snapped, furiously wiping tears from his face with his hands.
"Since last night. Since-"
"I kissed her. Last night. Right here," Frank said as he walked into the room, pointing to the spot where we kissed.
Gerard looked between him and me, utter shock and sadness plastered all over his face. "How the fuck could you?" He whispered. "I loved you Leila and then you go and kiss FRANK! Really?! How much lower can you sink?!" He yelled, getting angrier by the second as thoughts processed in his mind.
"I'm sorry okay! I didn't know what was going on until we nearly-"
"You didn't have sex did you?!" He yelled at my cowering figure.
I wiped away tears before continuing. "No but it took until we were in our underwear for my mind to process what was going on. I'm sorry Gerard but I think I wanna be with Frank," I said through painful sobs. I'd hurt him. It wasn't intentional, not at all...

~Time Lapse – 1 Week~
We were out on a date at a fancy restaurant. We’d finished eating and he smiled at me, locking our hands together across the table.
“I love you Leila,” he mouthed, staring into my eyes.
“I love you too hun,” I replied, smiling back at him.
Once the food was paid for, we left the restaurant and walked home, hand-in-hand.
“That was the best date I’ve ever been on! Thank you so much for loving me Leil,” he said, and he leant down to place a soft kiss on my lips.
We got home and I pushed him against the wall, kissing him passionately. He pushed me away so I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist, tangling my hands in his long hair, kissing him roughly.
He threw me back onto the bed, hovering over me, ripping of his tie and popping the buttons on his shirt which was discarded on the floor. We quickly undressed each other and I pulled away from the kiss, panting heavily.
“Are you sure you wanna do this?” He asked. I nodded in reply so he leant over to the bedside drawers to get a condom.
I shook my head at him. “No! Leave the condom. Just do it. Make love to me,” I groaned as he lightly bit my neck.
You can guess what happened next...
“I love you so much Leila,” he said, kissing the top of my head.
“I love you too Frankie,” I replied wrapping my arms around his waist, hugging him softly.
He pulled me closer to him, hugging me tightly. My breathing became heavier and my eyes drifted closed…

Notes

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