Love Will Overtake Us Both
Getting there...
~Time lapse - 1 week~
Now that Frankie was home, we could start living our lives normally again. Me and Gee were still together, things were going fast between us though... I mean, I almost got pregnant! Frankie seemed more upset every time I kissed Gee; I couldn't help the fact that we were dating could I?! I noticed that Mikey and Ray were still like really close. They made out, everywhere; it's kinda gross when you're trying to eat.
"Guys," I whined, as Mikey and Ray continued making out at the dinner table.
"Hey, Leil, leave 'em to it; we can go elsewhere," Gee replied, a smirk on his face.
"Okay, lets go," I whispered as he pulled me to my feet and dragged me up the stairs.
I jumped on his bed and sat there, looking at his still figure in front of the door. "You ok Gee?" I asked, my brow furrowed as his head lowered slowly so he was looking at his feet.
"Yeah. No. Maybe... I don't know. It just feels like I'm in competition with Frank all the time," he sighed, finally looking at me.
"Gee, you know that's not true; I love you and Frank but I love Frank like a brother, nothing more, I swear." I got up, walked over to Gee and embraced his noticeably slimmer body. "Have you been eating properly recently?" I looked up at him and he shook his head.
"I've been trying to hide it from everyone. I eat and then throw it all up a couple hours later; I just can't seem to keep food down but when I can, I make myself puke. I mean, look at me, I'm fat, aren't I?" He explained quietly, so that no one else could hear him.
"Come on, you're not fat Gee! If you can't keep food down, you need to see someone about it. But with the stuff you can keep down, don't make yourself puke, you'll just get worse and you'll end up in hospital and I can't deal with that Gee, I really can't!" I said loudly into his chest, fighting back tears.
"I'll try... for you. I'll do my best to try and eat... I love you so I'll do it, I promise," he said and kissed my hair.
"I love you too Gee. Come and lay down hun," I said and dragged him over to his bed and laid down with him.
We laid there for hours, just staring at the ceiling, saying nothing, doing nothing except breathing.
I sighed after what felt like days of just laying there. "Are we gonna do something or are we just gonna lay here forever?" I asked Gee as I sat up to look at his still body.
"Ugh. I feel ill," he groaned as he stretched and sat up next to me.
"That's because you need to eat baby," I said, wrapping my arms around his neck and nuzzling my head into his shoulder. "I'll get us something to eat. You coming?" I asked as I stood up, holding my hand out towards him when he silently nodded. He gladly took my hand and I pulled him off the bed, grabbing his arm to support his weak body. Slowly and carefully, we walked down the stairs to the kitchen. I sat him down on a chair at the table and got some food from the cupboards and some drinks from the fridge.
I placed the food and drinks on the table and sat down opposite him, "Eat. Drink. Please? It hurts to see you like this," I said, looking up at him, longing him to consume some of what was in front of him.
"Ok; not a lot though. I wanna do this slowly," he replied, reaching out and grabbing a packet of pop-tarts, "I'll have one of these. D'you want the other?" He asked, putting one pop-tart into the toaster.
He was about to start heating it when I muttered a 'please' to him. He put the other pop-tart in the toaster and pushed the button down, waiting for them to pop back up...
He placed them on plates and put them in front of us both. I broke mine up and took a small bite out of one of the pieces. I noticed that Gerard wasn't eating his. "Come on baby. You need to eat. Eat half. For me," I said and he nodded. He picked up a piece and ate it. "That's the spirit hun! Keep going," and he carried on eating until he ate the whole thing.
"Done. I want more now," he said, looking at my beaming face.
"Oh my God! Get another pack open, I want one too," I exclaimed as he jumped up and placed another two pop-tarts into the toaster and waited for them to pop up again.
We ate the other two without hesitation and drank a coke each. "I feel ok now Leil," he said, smiling at me.
"Good! You've eaten and had something to drink. Just don't make yourself puke, kay?" I soothed, rubbing his arm.
He got out of his chair, walked over to my side of the table and crashed his lips to mine. I immediately kissed back, licking his bottom lip and putting my tongue in his mouth the moment he parted his lips.
He pulled away and smiled at me. "I love you Leila Evans," he muttered, kneeling down and looking up at me.
"I love you too Gerard Way," I whispered.
He kissed my forehead and stood up. "Wanna watch TV? I'm bored,"
"Oh, so I'm boring you now?" I said sarcastically.
"I wasn't saying that. I just don't wanna... right now. In a couple hours? Definitely," he said, grabbing my hands and pulled me off of the chair and into a tight embrace. I pulled out of the hug, grabbed his hand and walked to the living room.
We sat in the living room and just watched TV, wrapped in each other's arms. Now and again, one of us would get up, get some food and drinks and we would consume them, eyes glued to the boring program.
I turned the channel over to MTV and it started blasting Green Day's American Idiot so Gee and I stood up and sang the words, played air guitar and drums, whilst head banging along to the song. Once the song ended, we sat down through all the shit songs until... Pierce The Veil's King for a Day blasted through the TV's speakers. Gee sang Vic's parts while I sang Kellin's. Overall, it was great fun. We collapsed in a heap on the sofa and heavily breathed out. "That was so much fun," I smirked at Gerard who was singing 'Fuck Time'.
"Yeah, it was! Oh baby baby, it's fuck time," he sang, smirking knowingly.
"Well... you never know what might happen baby," I said, kissing him passionately.
He pushed me so I was laying down on the sofa, him straddling me, not breaking the kiss. He kissed my neck and I arched my back and sat up, moving his lips back to mine. I pulled away and he stood up, holding his hands out to pull me to my feet and lead me upstairs...
Now that Frankie was home, we could start living our lives normally again. Me and Gee were still together, things were going fast between us though... I mean, I almost got pregnant! Frankie seemed more upset every time I kissed Gee; I couldn't help the fact that we were dating could I?! I noticed that Mikey and Ray were still like really close. They made out, everywhere; it's kinda gross when you're trying to eat.
"Guys," I whined, as Mikey and Ray continued making out at the dinner table.
"Hey, Leil, leave 'em to it; we can go elsewhere," Gee replied, a smirk on his face.
"Okay, lets go," I whispered as he pulled me to my feet and dragged me up the stairs.
I jumped on his bed and sat there, looking at his still figure in front of the door. "You ok Gee?" I asked, my brow furrowed as his head lowered slowly so he was looking at his feet.
"Yeah. No. Maybe... I don't know. It just feels like I'm in competition with Frank all the time," he sighed, finally looking at me.
"Gee, you know that's not true; I love you and Frank but I love Frank like a brother, nothing more, I swear." I got up, walked over to Gee and embraced his noticeably slimmer body. "Have you been eating properly recently?" I looked up at him and he shook his head.
"I've been trying to hide it from everyone. I eat and then throw it all up a couple hours later; I just can't seem to keep food down but when I can, I make myself puke. I mean, look at me, I'm fat, aren't I?" He explained quietly, so that no one else could hear him.
"Come on, you're not fat Gee! If you can't keep food down, you need to see someone about it. But with the stuff you can keep down, don't make yourself puke, you'll just get worse and you'll end up in hospital and I can't deal with that Gee, I really can't!" I said loudly into his chest, fighting back tears.
"I'll try... for you. I'll do my best to try and eat... I love you so I'll do it, I promise," he said and kissed my hair.
"I love you too Gee. Come and lay down hun," I said and dragged him over to his bed and laid down with him.
We laid there for hours, just staring at the ceiling, saying nothing, doing nothing except breathing.
I sighed after what felt like days of just laying there. "Are we gonna do something or are we just gonna lay here forever?" I asked Gee as I sat up to look at his still body.
"Ugh. I feel ill," he groaned as he stretched and sat up next to me.
"That's because you need to eat baby," I said, wrapping my arms around his neck and nuzzling my head into his shoulder. "I'll get us something to eat. You coming?" I asked as I stood up, holding my hand out towards him when he silently nodded. He gladly took my hand and I pulled him off the bed, grabbing his arm to support his weak body. Slowly and carefully, we walked down the stairs to the kitchen. I sat him down on a chair at the table and got some food from the cupboards and some drinks from the fridge.
I placed the food and drinks on the table and sat down opposite him, "Eat. Drink. Please? It hurts to see you like this," I said, looking up at him, longing him to consume some of what was in front of him.
"Ok; not a lot though. I wanna do this slowly," he replied, reaching out and grabbing a packet of pop-tarts, "I'll have one of these. D'you want the other?" He asked, putting one pop-tart into the toaster.
He was about to start heating it when I muttered a 'please' to him. He put the other pop-tart in the toaster and pushed the button down, waiting for them to pop back up...
He placed them on plates and put them in front of us both. I broke mine up and took a small bite out of one of the pieces. I noticed that Gerard wasn't eating his. "Come on baby. You need to eat. Eat half. For me," I said and he nodded. He picked up a piece and ate it. "That's the spirit hun! Keep going," and he carried on eating until he ate the whole thing.
"Done. I want more now," he said, looking at my beaming face.
"Oh my God! Get another pack open, I want one too," I exclaimed as he jumped up and placed another two pop-tarts into the toaster and waited for them to pop up again.
We ate the other two without hesitation and drank a coke each. "I feel ok now Leil," he said, smiling at me.
"Good! You've eaten and had something to drink. Just don't make yourself puke, kay?" I soothed, rubbing his arm.
He got out of his chair, walked over to my side of the table and crashed his lips to mine. I immediately kissed back, licking his bottom lip and putting my tongue in his mouth the moment he parted his lips.
He pulled away and smiled at me. "I love you Leila Evans," he muttered, kneeling down and looking up at me.
"I love you too Gerard Way," I whispered.
He kissed my forehead and stood up. "Wanna watch TV? I'm bored,"
"Oh, so I'm boring you now?" I said sarcastically.
"I wasn't saying that. I just don't wanna... right now. In a couple hours? Definitely," he said, grabbing my hands and pulled me off of the chair and into a tight embrace. I pulled out of the hug, grabbed his hand and walked to the living room.
We sat in the living room and just watched TV, wrapped in each other's arms. Now and again, one of us would get up, get some food and drinks and we would consume them, eyes glued to the boring program.
I turned the channel over to MTV and it started blasting Green Day's American Idiot so Gee and I stood up and sang the words, played air guitar and drums, whilst head banging along to the song. Once the song ended, we sat down through all the shit songs until... Pierce The Veil's King for a Day blasted through the TV's speakers. Gee sang Vic's parts while I sang Kellin's. Overall, it was great fun. We collapsed in a heap on the sofa and heavily breathed out. "That was so much fun," I smirked at Gerard who was singing 'Fuck Time'.
"Yeah, it was! Oh baby baby, it's fuck time," he sang, smirking knowingly.
"Well... you never know what might happen baby," I said, kissing him passionately.
He pushed me so I was laying down on the sofa, him straddling me, not breaking the kiss. He kissed my neck and I arched my back and sat up, moving his lips back to mine. I pulled away and he stood up, holding his hands out to pull me to my feet and lead me upstairs...
Notes
Hey guys!
Guess what?
May death never stop you arrived yesterday! May have had a fangirl attack in front of my mum...
Here is chapter 7 for ya! Crimsonchaos is going to write the next one for you all to enjoy.
If you liked the chapter, you know the drill.
Stay strong my Killjoys :)
~Chemical-Tears14~
Thanks! I'm writing the next chapter now so hopefully I'll put it up in a couple hours... it may be a filler or it may be the honeymoon :)
7/22/14