Killing Them Softly- COMPLETED

I had drifted back to sleep with my girl in my arms. This felt perfect, I dreamt about us together. Emily and I were at the park with our baby, a beautiful baby girl. Emily was pushing her on a swing, she was giggling and smiling. I wrapped my arms around Emily and kissed her cheek. "I love you so much Em, you've made my life perfect."

"Oh Gee, this is amazing. I love you with all my heart, I wouldn't change a thing. We have a beautiful little girl and you both make my life whole."

"How did I get so lucky to have two amazing girls in my life?"

"I'm the lucky one, you're the one who found me and saved me. Without you I could have ended up dead or missing." She kissed me, I got down on my knees and kissed our little girl. This was a dream I wouldn't want to end, but a loud slam woke me from it. My eyes opened to see Emily leaning against the door and she looked scared.

With my vision still a little blurry from sleep I walked towards her. She flinched when I put my hand on her shoulder, "Emily, what's wrong?" Her eyes were filled with tears ready to escape. I brought her close to me and held her tight. Emily let go, bringing herself closer to me. "Shhh, it's okay I'm here. What happened?"

I picked her up and sat her on the bed, kneeling in front of her on the floor I took her hands in mine. "Em, please talk to me."

"Kay...." I should have known she had something to do with this. If she touched her I will make her pay, I could feel the anger building. My lips caressed her hands to let her know to continue.

"Please tell me."

"I went downstairs after you fell back asleep to get water, Kay came home but she wasn't alone. There was a boy with her, he was shirtless, barefoot and hurt. When I went to see if he was okay, Kay pushed me away and I fell to the floor."

"What? Are you okay? Did she hurt you? Is the baby okay?" I placed my hands over the small bump and looked up at her.

"I'm okay, I promise. She went into the kitchen and I asked the boy if he was okay. That's when he told me I need to get out of here and that I'm not safe. He said you two are monsters and that you've killed people. Gerard he told me to run away from here, why would he say those things?"

"Sweetie, what was the boy's name?"

"Kay called him Mikey." Mikey, from down in the basement? What was he doing outside or even out of his cage? My breathing became heavy and I was tensing up, my grip on Emily's hands tightened. "Gee, you're hurting me." All I could see was red, Kay was going too far now. My nails dug into her skin but I couldn't stop. "Gerard, please stop. Gerard!"

Her scream broke me out of my trance I was in. The scene in front of me came back and I saw the blood marks on her hands. "Em, I'm so sorry. Did I hurt you bad?"

"I don't think so." I stood up and walked to my dresser with the mirror. There I saw my reflection, the monster I truly am. Anger was building up again and I threw my fist at the mirror, shattering it, pieces falling on the dresser and floor. Now my reflection shows a broken monster, but a monster all the same.

"Why do I always do this? I don't mean to hurt you and yet I do. What's wrong with me, why can't I be normal." I fell to my knees and hid my face in my hands, my one hand was bleeding still. I felt Emily's arms hold me, her head against my back. "I'm sorry Emily, you know I love you. I am a monster and you should leave here.

She moved in front of me, moving my hands away from face, holding them in her own. "Gerard, look at me." I lifted my head and stared into her eyes, she didn't break the connection. "Gee, I love you. I don't understand everything that's going on but what I do know is you are not a monster. A monster could never love someone and create a little baby with them."

She placed my hands on her baby bump, keeping hers on top of mine. "Soon we can find out if it's a boy or girl, Gerard we'll be a family." Emily's shirt and hands were covered in my blood but she didn't seem to care.

"I don't know how I got so lucky to have you in my life. Let's clean this room up before you get hurt and then we'll go have a chat with Kay." She smiled and we picked up the pieces of glass, I grabbed the small vacuum from my closet and started sucking up the smaller pieces. Once everything was cleaned I took Emily into the bathroom and I could hear moans come from Kay's room.

Once in the bathroom I cleaned off the blood from Emily's hands. Then I cleaned my hand and bandaged it up. I made sure Emily was okay and she assured me with a kiss. Now it was time to confront Kay, we walked to her door, the moans had stopped. I pounded on the door, "Kay open the fucking door now!"

She opened the door and stood there, hair was messed up and she was breathing heavily. I noticed her look at Emily with hate in her eyes, "what do you want?"

"Where is he?"

"You really want to talk about this with your princess right there." I turned to my girl, she looked scared.

"Emily please be a good girl and go into your own room. I'll be there in a few minutes." She nodded, I kissed her on the cheek and she left. "Now, where is he?"

"Who?" I pushed her inside her room and slammed the door shut. My hand gripped her throat and I slammed her against the wall. "Gee, you're hurting me."

"Where's Mikey?"

"On the bed." She pointed to her bed, there was a lump. I dropped Kay and went over to the bed, removing the covers. There laid a naked and half asleep Mikey, his one hand was handcuffed to the bed. "Gee, please don't be mad. I just needed someone, you have Emily and you were pushing me away. Mikey was my favorite, please let me keep him up here. He won't escape ever again, I promise."

As I stared into Mikey's eyes I thought about what Kay was saying. I did have Emily and was I pushing Kay away? "Okay, he can stay up here but Emily can not see him again. Don't make me regret this Kay." I went to the door to leave but turned back around to her. "Also, I'm not pushing you away little sister. We can be a happy family again, I promise you."

After that I closed the door and went into Emily's room. She was siting on her bed, "you okay?" I sat beside her, wrapping one arm around her and I took her hand in my other one.

"Is Mikey okay?" She didn't look at me, her eyes were to the floor.

"Yeah, Mikey's fine. Mikey is Kay's boyfriend, he has a mental illness. He forgets where he is, comes up with these stories and runs away."

"Gerard?"

"Yeah baby?"

"Tell me the truth."

"I did, what are you talking about?"

"Please Gerard, the truth, about everything. There's something going on here and I want to know."

She turned to look at me, her eyes were watery and I wanted to tell her everything. What would happen if I did? "Em, the truth is......"

"It's okay, tell me."

"The truth is exactly what I said. Mikey is Kay's boyfriend, I wish you would believe me. Don't you trust me anymore?"

"Of course I do, I'm sorry. I just....."

"It's okay, I love you Emily and our little baby. So have you thought of any names."

"Well boy I think Julian, Aiden or Tristan. Girl names I was thinking Raven, Rory or Kaitlyn."

"Kaitlyn? After my sister?"

"Yeah, I know she isn't too happy with me and I thought this would show her how much I want to be friends."

"You are the most amazing girl in the world." I kissed her forehead.
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"Come on tell me, tell me!" I was driving Emily and I back home from the doctors. She went in to get checked out, it's been three and a half months, Emily is now seven months pregnant. Today she found out what gender the baby was, but she refused to tell me yet. "Emily, please tell me! You're killing me!"

"You have to wait until we get home." I took her hand and kissed it, she moved it to her now huge baby bump. There was movement, "the baby's kicking."

"I can feel, so amazing." A lot of things have happened in those three months. Mikey is still I'm Kay's room, she seems happier with him there. Maybe she was feeling left out, but now she had someone. We killed one of our family members, we took Tabi away. It was punishment for James, he still hasn't learned to keep his mouth shut. Emily's belly has grown, so has her appetite for food and lust. Not that I was complaining about that.

As if reading my mind, Emily's hand trailed closer to my thigh. She squeezed and rub it, inching her way closer and closer. "Em, what are you doing?"

"Nothing, just keep your eyes on the road." Now she was unbuckling my belt, her hand slipped under my jeans, she started to palm me through my boxers.

"Em, can't you wait until I get you home." Her hand more faster, a moan escaped me. "Oh...fuck me."

"With pleasure." She whispered seductively in my ear. I pulled the truck over and she took this as a positive sign. Emily climbed on top of me, grinding down hard. With all of my strength I moved her back into her seat.

"Emily, no. You know I won't, as much as I would love to. I'll take care of you when we get home, okay?"

"Okay." She pouted at me, God she made this hard to control. I started to drive again, finally we reached the house. I needed this and she needed this, quickly I got out and picked her up out of the truck. Carrying her bridal style I ran inside and up the stairs. As soon as I reached my bedroom I laid her down on the bed.

Without taking another second, I removed her clothes and my own. I still refused to have sex in fear of hurting the baby but we did other things and it was still an amazing release. Emily laid on her back and I laid on my side next to her. As soon as we were comfortable she grabbed my aching cock and slowly started to pump it. While she did this I pushed one of my fingers inside her, slowly I entered another. Using my thumb I began to rub her clit hard and slow in circles.

"Ahhh.....Gee......I love you....." We kept in sync with each other, when I fingered her faster she pumped me in the same rhythm. I kissed her rough and passionately as we both started to get closer.

"How close.....are you....."

"Close.....very close."

"Me too.....I want to cum with you....." She nodded and we sped up our movements. I felt her start to tremble, she was very close and so was I. We both let out a loud moan, screaming each other's name. She was shaking, tightening around my fingers. We kept going until both of us were too sensitive to continue. "I love you.....Emily....."

"I love you....." We were both breathing heavy, I got up and grabbed a washcloth to help clean us off.

"You look so beautiful." I kneeled on the floor and laid my head against her belly. "Only a couple more months, then we'll be able to hold you." After I cleaned us off I slipped on a pair of boxers and grabbed Emily's comfy pajamas. I slipped in beside her after he got dresses and held her close.

We were falling asleep, our eyes closed. "Gee?"

"Yes sweetie?"

"We're having a boy and a girl, twins."

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