We walk into Rylee's house and I quickly drop all of my stuff and raid her refrigerator for food.

Kissing Gerard and walking to Rylee's makes me hungry.

Ray started laughing a bit at the fact that I went straight to the fridge. “Hey man I didn’t know you were that hungry!.” Ray says as he walks to the couch to sit down. “Yeah I know. Hey Rylee...could you make me a-” Rylee cuts me off and said “No. Do I look like a maid?” Shes so funny. “Please..I like it when you make me sandwiches..” I said standing with the fridge door opened and giving her a puppy dog face. She rolled her eyes at me and sighs. “Fine only because I love you and your my bestie.” Awesome! Now I can sit down and watch tv. I join Ray on the couch and grab the remote. “Hey go to the list I wanna watch some Scooby Doo.” Rylee calls from the kitchen. I do as she says only because shes making me a sandwich.

That sandwich Rylee made hit the spot.

Its getting dark out I better start leaving for my house. “Hey guys Im gonna go. Its starting to get late.” I told Ray and Rylee who were half asleep still watching Scooby Doo. “Yeah..Ok bye Frankie. See you tomorrow. Text me when you get home ok.” Rylee says snuggling up to Ray. They look so cute together.

I start my journey back to my house while there is still some sun light outside. There goes that feeling again. I really do think someone is like watching me or following me or something. Like I mean yeah its New Jersey but I never gotten this feeling until a few days back. I stop in my tracks and turned around and theres nothing there. Its gotta be my imagination. So I keep walking but this time a little bit faster and in no time I finally reach my front porch.

My dads not here, maybe he has to work the late shift at the factory. Yeah my dad works at some soda companies factory....I guess thats cool. I step inside and lock the door behind me and head to my room. Since my dad isnt here Ill play a little guitar. He doesnt like it when I play or sing anything hes always grumpy and I dont play it when hes around cause Im scared he might smash it into pieces.

I played some chords to a song I wrote a long time ago. I stopped playing as I hear my phone go off. And its just Gerard. I put my guitar back in its case and into my closet it goes.

'Hey baby Frankie whats up?' To be honest I dont know what to say to this guy. Like I never have ever texted him or messaged him or anything, its kinda weird. You know what Ill reply in a little bit. I lay on my bed looking up at the ceiling. “That would make a good place for another poster.” I say to myself. It is a good place since the rest of my room is filled with band poster and my favorite tv programme posters. 5 minutes passed since Gerard messaged me, so Ill just respond now. 'Uhm..nothing really.' as I was about to put my phone down it buzzes again. I check it and....its Gerard. 'Yeah me too.Whats your favorite colour?' Alrighty then. 'I guess it would be like a dark red.'. 'Cool well im going to go take a walk down to the store. Be back in 10.' Hm..I wonder where Gerard lives?..Dam its only going on 7:20 and Im bored out of my mind.

I sat up and just looked out the window where my bed is. The night sky is so beautiful. How its a baby blue and fades into a midnight blue sky filled with stars and the moon. The reflection from the moon glows on the houses.

I noticed one very odd thing though. It looks like...Gerard!??! What is he doing out there??! Hes just walking on the sidewalk pavement towards my house but on the opposite side of the street.

Hmmm..Well he did say he was going to the store. He lives pretty close then it seems. I got up and went down stairs. My dad still isnt home thats good. I grab my black converse and open the front door to see if Gerard is still there. And he is still walking I guess I caught his attention cause he looked my way and stopped. “Hey Frankie!” He called with a smile on his face and waving to me. He started walking across the street to me. “Hey did you want to go the store with me its only a couple blocks down?” He said pointing in the direction of the store. A smile came on my face. “Uh...yeah sure..Let me get my jacket.” I grabbed my jacket and we were off to the store. It was kinda chilly out and some of street lights started to come on. “I didn’t know you lived down here.Its not to far from my house.” He said turning his head towards me. The light from the street lights were on him and the glow of the orange made him look so attractive. “Yeah..I just happened to be looking out my window when I saw head full of red hair was walking by and I thought it was you.” I said with smile. Gerard did that little chuckle again as I followed him down to the end of the block. We got to the cross walk and I see Gerard's hand reaching out for mine. I interlocked our fingers as we crossed the street. I look up at Gerard and his face turned a deep shade of red.

We got to the store and Gerard and I wandered around to find what he was looking for. A loaf of wheat bread that came to about $2.50. He got the receipt and we were on our way back to walking down the streets of New Jersey. “Hey since you dont live to far from my house maybe one day you should like come over....I mean if you like want to and everything.” He said looking down at me. “Yeah that sounds like fun.” I said in a little shiver. He must have noticed I was cold cause he wrapped his arm around me. He is so perfect.

I wonder if we would be considered more than like..what we were before. I know definitely more than friends since we like kissed a few times but I still wouldn't consider it official. “Hey Gee.” I said stopping in my tracks which makes him stop. He gives me a smile and he blushes. “Yeah Frank.” “What would..um..w-we be..considered?” I said hesitantly. He must be thinking because his expression goes blank for a second.

“In my eyes I see you as being my boyfriend..but I dont know...I guess Im gonna have to take you on a date..Tomorrow night at maybe 7ish and see a movie.” He said staring into my eyes snaking his hands around my waist.

Wow!

GERARD WAY ASKED ME ON A DATE!! Fangirling time!!

Ok fangirling time over. I put my arms around his neck and leaned to kiss him. Gerard deepened and I was already shoving my tongue into his mouth. He started messaging mine and I let out a moan which made him message my hips. He started kissing along my neck marking me with dark love bites. I let out a moan again when he found my sweet spot.

He stopped and we continued walking. We said our goodbyes at my house and my dad still isnt home.

So that mean I can go do my fangirling and go to sleep knowing that Gerard thinks of me as his boyfriend.

Notes

Wow I cant believe that just happened. LIKE WOW! Gerard finally says that they are together but I still dont think its official. I mean like a couple of kisses yeah sure but like a date! Wow. I wonder how thats gonna go?....