Forever Yours.

Ring! Ring! Ring! “Ok Ok! Im getting up ok.” I turned over to hit my alarm clock. I sat up an stretched my body out which was probably the stupidest idea ever. Reality hit me and now my whole body hurts from what my dad did to me last night. I got up as slowly as possible making my way to the bathroom cabinets searching for some pain relievers. “I found ya!” I said to my self when as I found the pills. I went silent for a second hearing if my dad was still here or not. And he wasn't but I did hear something else. It was like almost a vibration...coming into realization it was my phone. I went dashing back down the hall into my bedroom for it.
I checked to see what it was and...it was just another notification from Gerard. This time I think he is really worried about me. 'Frankie! I want you to respond please. I really do want you to. I am soo fucking sorry, dam Im such a shit bag! I didn’t really mean to hurt you!!' and that was only the first one. 'Babe come on! Your not being fair now! I only hurt you because I thought....I..thought you were like everyone else...' 'Ok your not playing fair its like 6am and you have responded to me! Please message me back.!! :(' Oh shit hes right its like about 6:08am. I must have went to bed earlier than expected. I better shower up but first let me message him back. ' Hey Gerard ok I believe you..I guess but you gotta prove that you wont hurt me. Why dont you try telling your 'friends' to leave me alone today and you not hurt me? Ok see you at school byee! :)' I hope that plan works. Now back to that steaming hot shower.
“Alright Frank, you only got 15mins to get dressed and get out the house!” I said looking at myself in the mirror. Challenge accepted. I pulled out a pair of dark red skinny jeans, a black misfits shirt, my old black converse, and my black leather jacket. I grabbed all my shit went down stairs, made some toast and was out the door in seconds. As I was walking down the street to go to school, I felt as if I was being followed or something. I looked around and no one was there. Maybe its just in my head so I plugged my earphones in and listened to some green day on the way to school. Finally at the foot of the school and out the corner of my eye I see a blue haired person that look familiar. “Hey Rye-Rye! Whats up??!” I said giving her a big hug. “Aw nothing Im just like not feeling it today. Im soo tired.” She said rubbing her eyes. “Hey guys!” That voice sounded so familiar. I turned to see Ray smiling and everything. “Hey Ray.” I said returning his smile. We all walked up to our homeroom and just sat in the back and just talked. “Hey guys you wanna come to my house after lunch? Im really tired and I dont wanna be home by myself.” said Rylee. “Yeah sure I mean I dont have anything special going on.” I told her back. Ray just shrugged and Im guessing that a yes.
First bell rang and as I was about to go out the door with my friends my homeroom teacher Mr. Lawrence called me. “Yeah teach?” I said “We have a new student today and I want you to guide him through the school today so he feels comfortable alright. Can you do that?” Said Mr. Lawrence standing at his desk. He handed me a picture of him and told me to go to the office to meet him there. I started studying the picture a bit as I was walking but of course me being so clumsy knocked right into someone and fell on my butt. “Oh shit! Frank are you alright? Im so sorry.” Said a worried Gerard. He gave me his hand to help me up. “Yeah Im fine thanks.” I said rubbing my head. I guess he wanted a conversation cause he just stood there for a while. “Uhm..yeah...Hey could...we like talk..about yesterday?” He said being so awkwardly cute. I hated that, when he just got all awkward it was adorable. I felt a blush coming on but I failed to hide it. “Yeah sure maybe at lunch cause I have to go to the office.” I said trying to compose myself. “Uh...yeah sure..um bye.” And with that he was gone.

I made my way to the office and greeted the new kid. “Hey my name is Frank and you must be Michael.” I said with a smile on. “You can call me Mikey but hi.” He looked kinda nervous but whatever. I was telling him about the school and everything and thats when the bell rang for lunch. “Hey we can meet up with my other friends at lunch. So lets start heading to the cafeteria.” I said walking fast to get to the place before everyone else. Luckily Rylee and Ray were already there. “Hey guys this is Mikey, he is a new student and yeah. Ill be back ok.” I said just leaving them there to find Gerard. I was hoping to find him by locker so I went there first. Which I was right. “Hey can we talk outside by the bleachers?” Said Gerard messing with his shirt. We started walking there in silence. “What do you wanna talk about Gerard?” I said with a black expression. He caught me off guard with this but he kissed me again. Instantly I deepened the kiss with a passion. It was so good, I found myself with my hand in Gerard's hair pulling softly at his crimson locks. His hands snaked their way down and around my waist. He tightened his grip around me causing him to pull me closer and he started messaging my hips which sent a moan to escape my throat. I felt Gerard smirking against my lips in pleasure of my moan. I ran my tongue against his bottom lip and he allowed me to explore his mouth. I found his tongue and started messaging it gentle which made Gerard moan again. Dam it was so sexy. I felt his hands making their way inside my shirt but it was to late for me to stop him before he found my cuts. He seemed like he was asking me something. So I stopped and pulled away gentle. I wish I didn’t have to pull away from him. All I did was look down at my shoes I didn’t want him to look into my eyes. He lifted up my shirt to see what it was he touched. Gerard's face was in shock and sadness fell upon mine. “What are these Frankie?” he said just looking at them. I really didn’t want to answer so I just kept my arms wrapped around his neck and my head down. I felt his hand life my chin up so we both were looking at each other. His eye were filled with fear and sadness. “Come on babe answer me?” he said more concerned. “Its...Its my life falling apart.” I let go of him completely. Backing away slowly. “No..please dont go Frank.” He was definitely worried now. “Dont leave me please dont! Your the one...I need you. I want you. Please tell me why you did this to yourself? Was it because of me?” He was pleading for an answer. But I just couldn't get the words out. “Oh god! It was me! Im such a monster! Im so SORRY FRANK! I really am!” Gerard was crying in his hands. It melted my heart so I went up to him and wiped his tears away and buried my face in his chest. We just stood there for a while, holding each other. Now I really believe that Gerard is starting to change. The way he treats me now since yesterday. But can I trust him enough to say that I have an abusive father? I dont know. Lets just stay in this moment of holding the most beautiful man.

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