“I wish I never left you Trev. You were the best thing that has ever happened to me.”

What the fuck am I saying!!? I fucking hate him. Its like I cant even speak what I really want to say.

“Frank, you were just stupid at the time. I knew you were gonna regret everything, but were together now.”

He kissed me on the cheek and I hate it but something else is forcing me to love it. What is fucking wrong with me?! My face was filled with confusion as Trevor glimpsed over at me with a blank expression.

“Ill be right back babe. Ill get you some more of those chocolates that you love.”

He got up of the bed and walked to the kitchen. I was currently in Trevor's new apartment. I have to say its really nice. But this was the last place on earth I would rather be right now. I heard his footsteps approaching as I let a fake smile fall onto my face again. He was smiling and handing me the chocolate. I smelt it at first and than I ate it watching his face. It smelt kinda weird but I have no idea why I ate it.

“Are you better now Frankie?”

“Yeah. Why dont you come lay with me.” My love for him was sky rocketing it was scary. Why the hell do I feel this way for him? Where is my Gerard? I miss him.

“Hey Trev?”

“Yeah?”

“Can I go to my place? I want to go get some things so I can stay the night.”

He shifted a bit and pulled me closer to his chest. Hearing his heart beat makes me sick. I wish he would roll over and die. He let out a sigh than he spoke.

“Okay Frankie. But I want you to come right back. Can you do that?”

I nodded my head with a smile. I sat up swinging my legs off the bed and walked out the door to his apartment. He lived a few blocks away from Gerard's house thank god. I quickly pulled out my phone as I was making my way to the third block. Dialing Gerard's number hoping he will pick up.

“Hello?”

“Gerard! Are you at your house?”

“Why? I thought you didn’t want me? I thought you were with that jackass.”

He was really hurt. It makes me depressed to hear him angry and hurt. At least now I can feel that weird feeling wearing off again.

“No. Why would I ever love someone who hurt me so bad? I need you...Gerard.”

I heard sob a bit into the phone.

“I love you Frank.”

Those were the words that I need to hear come out of Gerard's mouth right now. I need him. I want him. I love him.

“I love you Gerard.”

Once I said those words I was already at the front door of his house. Ringing the door bell to find Gerard open it. I hung up the phone and looked at him and he did the same. I broke the silence by walking closer up to him and pulling him into a deep kiss. I have waited three days to feel his lips against mine. Three agonizing days of torture. I pulled away after a while to catch my breathe.

Gerard pulled me into the house closing the door behind him. I looked over to see Bob sitting on the counter with his computer staring at it intensely. Mikey and Ray were sitting on the coach watching tv. And Rylee must be somewhere around here cause Bob never goes anywhere without her. They all stopped what they were doing and looked at me.

“We have been searching for you for days!” Mikey said getting up off the coach.

“Im sorry.....Trevor kept my locked away in his apartment.”

At that moment Gerard pulled me into a hug sobbing. Which made me cry as well. It was joyful cry though. Im glad Im with him again.

“Why dont you two go to Gerard's room and talk for a while.” Mikey said.

We both walked off hand in hand going up the stairs to his room. We entered the room and I looked around, there were at least twenty drawings of me on his walls and his working desk with tissues over flowing the bin. This is what happens when Im gone for three days.

“This is how much I missed you.”

I was pulled into a kiss but this time it was a longing sweet kiss. I missed this. I missed all of this. I dont want to leave him ever again. I dont want anything breaking us apart again. I need to get Trevor and my dad out of my life. And the only way thats going to happen is if we kill them.

Notes

Its been so long! Three days he has been 'kidnapped' is the term I shall use. Its the CHOCOLATES FRANK!!!!!! DONT EAT THEM!!! Im just like happy that they are back together and Gerard was so hurt that even said that to Frank. Jeez.


Title Credit: Pierce the Veil 'Hell Above'. To much PTV but I cant get enough of them.